beyond words |
god, i'm even missing the silly little emails that we sent to each other during the day... no emails. no text messages. no seeing you. no speaking to you. nothing. this is hurting. this is hurting, be...
Posted by on Thu, 28 May 2009 16:16:00 GMT |
stupid. stupid. stupid. |
... and again i manage to ruin a completely lovely evening with the opening of my mouth and inappropriate reactions. i am my own worst enemy when it comes to this. what a really great way to make some...
Posted by on Mon, 25 May 2009 15:54:00 GMT |
missing |
mornings & slipping into bed are the worst: i don't get to tell you that i love you & have you tell me the same; i don't get to kiss you; i don't get to slide-up behind you, wrap my left arm around yo...
Posted by on Thu, 21 May 2009 15:08:00 GMT |
this is my lament... |
the thing with spending so much time and living with someone is that things that are completely unexpected can happen. not that that's a bad thing. not at all...in these past fifteen or so months, i f...
Posted by on Tue, 19 May 2009 14:58:00 GMT |
EPIC fail |
all the joy and happiness and excitement that both of us had built last night up to be was foiled. foiled by my stupid brain that allows me to react without thought of consequence. my brain that will ...
Posted by on Sun, 17 May 2009 06:25:00 GMT |
cellular technologies |
i swear! i did try really, really hard not to bug her. i really did: i lasted for a full day without any contact of any kind. all things considered, that's a pretty good effort for me seeing as i can ...
Posted by on Wed, 13 May 2009 06:41:00 GMT |
pokey |
i miss you pokey. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you xxx
Posted by on Tue, 12 May 2009 02:30:00 GMT |
currently... |
picture this, if you will: a house that has been under renovation for the better part of 15 months. still no kitchen. no bathroom. no fixtures. no running water. no ammenties of any kind. now picture ...
Posted by on Fri, 08 May 2009 06:25:00 GMT |
flames |
close your eyeslet me touch you nowlet me give you something that is realclose the doorleave your fears behindlet me give you what you're giving meyou are the only thingthat makes me want to live at a...
Posted by on Fri, 08 May 2009 06:05:00 GMT |
the truth is that i miss you |
20-odd years and you would think that i would have learned something or found a way to manage it but no. no, i haven't. i keep going around and around in this stupid, exhausting and completely fucking...
Posted by on Wed, 25 Mar 2009 14:51:00 GMT |
