PHTOGRAPHY: particularly black and white silver gelatin printing, also i enjoy portraiture and my newfound talents of digital manipulation...although my education goes unused and my talents unhoned why i work day in and day out selling things to people...but at least it's not any thing processed..LIFE: I am currently trying to accept that the past doesn't exist, there is no future and that reality is an illusion of perception...so far all i can accept is that all suffering comes from desire and in order to eliminate suffering you must elliminate desire....the problem is, i have such a strong desire for things to turn out the way i plan or at least for the world not to impose its self on me, that i am constantly suffering...also i have issues with control....did i mention i was promissed a puppy? RATS: I love all animals but the only thing small enough and intelligent enough for me to bother hiding in my apartment is rats. Since my first pair, Mr. Dizzy Gillespi(R.I.P.) and Noodles the Blind(R.I.P) I have read six books, joined two message boards and done untold hours of internet research. I have to appriciate, love and yes...some times dieify my pets.....here they are in chrnologigal order....... Mr. Dizzy Gillespi...(R.I.P. July 2006) ...Noodles the Blind.....(R.I.P. November 2005) ...Miles and Coltrane....(Born August 2005) ....Bazooka and Apache Cheif....(Born February 2006)
I'm mostly met up thanks...unless you are David Harper who I used to go to summer camp with...or almost anyone I used to go to summer camp with...I liked summer camp a whole bunch...for the most part...maybe it was hangin' with David Harper that made it fun I can't be sure....
Dpends on my mood....i'm nearly punked out since highschool but but i still indulge now and then when i feel really powerful or angry. when i'm jumpy and energetic it's billy joel and paul simon....i enjoy jazz and blues a lot lately.....and can do johnny cash anytime!!
I just saw Click last night and was surprised at what a great story and relateable theme it held...it made me cry....and laugh...and i was soooo releaved it didn't end all sad...even though I thought that was kinda hokey...
I get it all on netflix...I love Veronica Mars and Penn&Teller's Bullshit.....I had to get rid of TV because I was addicted to day time drama...i would come home from school and watch judging amy and law and order and nypd blue until my retnas were scarred and then i would be late for work and didn't do any school work....and i never got to see the news or sunday night fox which is why we got tv in the first place...so i don't have tv any more SCREW YOU RUPERT MURDOCH!!!
Joe just bought me a really interesting one about a circus performer and an elephant...I'm excited about that one...I have been jumping back and forth between comics, Dahrma Bums, and majohng on the DS Lite...I'm addicted...Ithink it's turning my brains to mush