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About Me


gone are the people with substance, not lack of.
under arches, in parks and in darkness.
to give me the courage and to carry me home.
this one time i got so high that the world was beautiful,
i forgot who i was, all i had was the present,
there was no sadness in my eyes.
and all i could do was laugh, uncontrollably,
at all the hate, racism and jealousy in the world.
broken stanzas. unrailed thought trains. lack of motivation. holding on by the skin of my teeth. barely.
I was lost for a while in a mirrored hallway of a high-rise hotel
Umbrella drink in my hand, sitting down
Saw ten thousand me's, numb cocaine teeth in their chattering mouths
Thought about home, thought about death, thought about moving south
Rodeo wind blew in, now the candle's out and everyone's scared
Call my broker, sell everything, I want to be prepared
Heard the cavalry cry of my girl for the night when I entered her
Sounded so fake, always feels fake, finishes and then it feels worse
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My Interests

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I'd like to meet the person who looks back at me in my mirror.

My Blog

Crayfish Crayon Blue

loud-mouthed, under-worked, over-priced whores, down black road ally's of childhood memories. so distant but the anguish never grows old.draw with crayon, crayfish blue, idea's and dreams that sequ...
Posted by on Sun, 17 May 2009 23:16:00 GMT

So what's it like, no, really.

It must suck that you think of me while you're fucking someone else.Whats it like feeling helpless and out of control?What's it like when you feel his sweat and you're filled with regret,reminded by m...
Posted by on Sun, 08 Feb 2009 04:51:00 GMT

CYBERSPACE! CRAZY HUH!?

[00:32:59] Jeordie says: hello[00:34:43] Jeordie joins conversation[00:34:45] verve.  HEY BABIES says: whut urp [00:34:46] verve.  HEY BABIES says: :P!![00:35:44] Jeordie says: Nohin much really, just...
Posted by on Fri, 02 Jan 2009 06:06:00 GMT

darling please.

Darling please,whatever you do, just don't blow your composure,while its eating away, at what your keeping for closure, you hold ittight to your chest, hunching your shoulders, holding our breath andt...
Posted by on Thu, 01 Jan 2009 00:44:00 GMT

Withering Withdrawals

Across the sky, bats swooped low like hawks waiting to catch prey off guard and instantly and incessantly strike till eyes were struck as rough long talons scratched and scuffed the sight of those the...
Posted by on Sat, 18 Oct 2008 20:53:00 GMT

Borrowed Time

Why all the casualties America? Couldn't you save a life rather than take one?Your stock-markets dug its own grave will you send the people to march into it?How many times must you make a mistake be...
Posted by on Tue, 14 Oct 2008 01:46:00 GMT

Deaths Hand

So morning has arrived again, carrying on its back the figure of deathand it asks me why im still arguing, what my motive really is behind this.questioning where im going, in what direction, whether m...
Posted by on Tue, 14 Oct 2008 01:44:00 GMT

if i know anything about nothing.

I'm trying so hard to be grateful, and i am, don't think twice about that, its just so hard though to keep in the right frame of mind, to keep this hammer out of my hand and your skull intact.take the...
Posted by on Tue, 07 Oct 2008 02:42:00 GMT

RE: SENDER.

the mail has stopped coming, i etched out the numbers on my letterbox,reality is better when its shared with another but for now this table is for one.the lights are always off to cover up such obviou...
Posted by on Sun, 20 Jul 2008 00:12:00 GMT

Set Sail!

No matter what you have you'll want more, But somethings wont ever be complete. Set yourself goals, with expectations you'll never meet. Don't suceed, give in to dreams, sail across the sea. Connect l...
Posted by on Sat, 08 Sep 2007 01:48:00 GMT