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NaTHaN

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About Me

OK I hate this part. I'm a writer, I spend too much time in my own world. I don't like yuppies and figure if I ever truly snap I might have to raid an abercrombie and fitch and commence to beating any yuppie I catch with a frozen wiffle ball bat. Or I will just firehose clean as many jiffy toe hippies I can find. I'm mostly a loner I don't have too many true friends and I'm content on that. I spend most of my time reading or planning my next step towards my own goals. I smoke like a chimney and I don't care what you think about it. If you don't like my smoking don't breathe around me. I speak my mind in most parts not censoring what I say. The world is tough get used to it. I have bad habits and flaws, I just embrace them instead of trying to hide them like most do. I am kind and compassionate but also crude and a downright asshole at times. I guess in some ways I'm a hopeless romantic but most of that died long ago, somewhere across the world. I don't do instant messaging. There is a thing called a phone you want to chat lets talk on the phone. I damnright hate your band so unless I inquire to you don't send me your so-called attempt of being brilliant. I'm just a normal guy living in a world filled with people who could be so much more, but seem to work in opposite directions. Wow i sound angry in this... well too late to change. I'm just a guy who gets knocked down, but gets up, dusts off, and then smiles and trys again. anything else ask and you shall recieve.
You Are Most Like John F. Kennedy
You live a fairy tale life that most people can't understand.
And while you may have a few dark secrets, few people know them. What Modern US President Are You Most Like?


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My Interests

Writing, Watching the stars feed the heavens, going on midnight romps in search for cheap smokes. giving the evil eye to as many yuppies i can find, playing air guitar in my own air band, keeping myself sane (well mostly), drinking coffee and smoking squares, through the late hours of the night at any dinner, cafe or late night taco house, playing with my dog, writing my book. talking to people who can hold a stimulating conversation, finding songs that describe my mood and my day, calling home to laugh at anyone that is still stuck in jacksonville, dreaming of the day i will finally place my feet in canada, Fighting the system, watching my boy grow into a man.

I'd like to meet:

Singer songwriters Ellis Paul, Robert Smith (again), and Cat Stevens (Yusuf Islam),Dick Prall (again). Mostly I would give my right arm (it does all my favorite things) to meet Craig Charles, Chris Barrie, Robert Llewellyn,and Danny John-Jules of Red Dwarf. William H. Bonney. My fathers Father seeing he died the day before I was born. Les Stroud, Lewis Grissard, Robert Asprin (great writer of Fantasy if there ever was one), Douglas Adams. Terry Pratchett. or eat vegtable soup with Nick Swardson. My old friends again.When I discuss or think of my old buddies. This monologue always springs to mind. For now I understand how he must have felt. For I know how it feels to lose almost every friend. Some instantly, some without reason or explaination. They always looked Like Such Strong Hands.mspmb type="application/x-shockwave-flash" src="http://flash.../player/1.0/player.swf" pluginspage="http://www.macromedia.com/go/getflashplayer" scale="noScale" salign="TL" bgcolor="#000000" allowScriptAccess="never"

Music:

Mirah, The weeds, the 80's, Bouncing souls, The casualties, rilo kiley, THE CURE, the Faint, the SMITHS, THE THE, moldy peaches, suicide machines, Straylight run, Josh Rouse, Flogging molly, Johnny cash, Utada Hikaru, The Lawrence arms, stiff little fingers, poison idea, the pogues, the tossers, In spirit, Fischerspooner, blondie, Action-Action, Tuesday, Bad religion, marhjong, underoath, the weakerthans, pretty girls make graves, pat benatar, dropkick murphy's, Two thirty eight, Cramps, old Blue October, cursive, bright eyes, saves the day, Nizlopi, frou frou, oldschool jimmy eats world, depeche mode, jets to brazil, mahrjohng, murder by death, neva dinova, the damnwells, ben folds five, billy idol, The Muse, Scott simons, Cradle of filth, John Allen, decemberists, david bowie, MDC, elliot smith, ellis paul, dick prall, erasure, mates of state, chantal kreviazuk, cibo mato, matt nathanson, the shins, the verve, steve miller band,Gary jules, Blue Flannel,Colin Hay, the postal service, the sounds, leftover crack, cibo mato, Bjork, sugarcubes, The tossers, Death cab for cutie, Weezer, the vines, Limbeck, the hives, pennywise, fuck your authority, the pixies, David Gray, Radiohead, Shiny Toy Guns, Pink floyd, Zepplin, cake bake betty. too many to keep going. I LISTEN TO WHAT I LIKE.

Movies:

GARDEN STATE, SIX STRING SAMURAI, Donnie Darko, Punchdrunk love, halfbaked, view from the top, goonies, bubble boy, clockwork orange, 200 cigarettes, ANIME, Breakfast club, pretty in pink, sixteen candles, st . elmos fire, mannequin, time bandits, ferris buellers day off, Angus, Star Wars, Office space, better off dead, one crazy summer, grosse point blank, High Fidelity, lost in translation, Legend of Billie Jean, Fire and Ice, Harold and Maude, Frida, Bridget jones's Diary, Labyrinth, Dark Crystal, the Story Teller, alot of other abstract movies you've probably never heard of, and SAY ANYTHING, way too many to list here.

Television:

southpark, PETE AND PETE ( if you haven't seen it watch it damnit ) Friends, Hey dude, Salute your shorts, the simpsons, futurama, man vs wild, you can't do that on television, Basically anything on discovery channel, fraggle rock, married with children, conan o'brien, that 70's show, Grounded for life, Buffy, survivor man, GHOST HUNTERS, family guy, and REDDWARF of course.Sometimes you have to follow what your heart tells you. Even if it is to your own end. At least you go with a smile on your face and contentment in your heart.

Books:

Fantasy books,(if i wanted to read about dull mundane realistic garbage i would just look into my own life. I read to escape), like tolkien, Heinlein, Asimov, Phillip k. Dick, Terry Pratchett, piers anthony, robert aspirin, and poul anderson. Rob Grant and Doug Naylor, the phantom toll booth, THE NEVERENDING STORY (my Favorite), ishmael, the hitchhiker's gude to the galaxy series, on the road by jack k., neverwhere, stardust and sandman by neil gaiman, the catcher in the rye, seperate peace, and one of my all time favorite PERKS OF BEING A WALLFLOWER. Poor Charlie.
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Heroes:

Robert Smith from the Cure ( IS GOD )ROBERT SMITH if i could give birth i would want to have your babies............. younger Pete from PETE and PETE, Brian Froud, Ellis Paul, and Charlie from perks of being a wallflower, robert asprin, cartman, NELSON LAND R.I.P (one day in time to come we shall meet again buddy), and my biggest hero my DAD

My Blog

the senseless act of no one caring.

      I saw a blue bird laying sideways against the concrete. The sight of it brought me to tears. the wings that once grazed the underbelly of the sky lay flat and stiff no longer in f...
Posted by NaTHaN on Fri, 06 Jul 2007 01:09:00 PST

A song for Bouchelle

I'm usually pretty savvy when it comes to words, but i guess you can say i'm quiet minded when it comes to this subject. I could probably rant and argue over friendship lost and hurt feelings. Or i co...
Posted by NaTHaN on Fri, 08 Jun 2007 11:26:00 PST

something for the pain

The cool brezze leaves no comfort haet holds absolutley no warmth giving has become something you do when you want something in return and love is obsession when the other doesnt love you back F ...
Posted by NaTHaN on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

The Doctor has left the building

It is hard for me to believe it, but Doctor Hunter S. Thompson has commited suicide. He was a man of his own. he was more than just an author, father, and artist. he was more of a god of his age. I ha...
Posted by NaTHaN on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

It was for the best

Caught the tails of the moonlight whipping through the window shades i look around me at alll that i am another studded belt and womens jeans crowd the floor another journal with ripped out pages a...
Posted by NaTHaN on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

pen in my pocket

I kindle the light inside and make it bright enough to see that these are just the breaths of life flowing through my dreams of things lost and hearts broken of the ex best friends and lovers a...
Posted by NaTHaN on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

cutting into the abyss

I have found that my life has become empty. I dont know when all this happened or where it is rooted from. Its like nothing is real anymore. Like Im wandering around in between asleep and awake. I ...
Posted by NaTHaN on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

like i didnt know that

I AM 82% EMO!Holy gee whilikers... I am as emo as it gets... I will try to cheer the heck up and stop wiping my nose on my sweater...Take the EMO test at Fuali.com...
Posted by NaTHaN on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

the songs of the day for the next couple of days

H.R.S.A. by Blue October Committed at twenty two just to get over you my belly aches blue Lorazepam flu I'm down for the count always three times a day somtime four somtimes four ...
Posted by NaTHaN on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

here i am, the king of assholes

ok somehow lately i have become the king of the assholes. i have literally pissed everyone off around me. now some of this i understand, but others i have no clue. (well maybe a little). but still, da...
Posted by NaTHaN on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST