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millie

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About Me

i miss aotearoa
Let's go a little more in depth
The Basics..of course!
What's your name?: Emily or Millie
How old are you?: 20
When's your birthday?: 13 March
Where were you born?: Rose Hospital, Denver
Do you have any siblings?: a brother
Are your parents still together?: yep
Do you like your family?: very much
Are you a miracle child?: no, I'm an accident child
What's your favorite color?: green and orange
What's your favorite sport?: RUGBY
What's your favorite TV show?: project runway
What's your favorite movie?: almost famous.
What is (are) your favorite song(s)?: train song by phish
What's your favorite book?: HARRY FUCKING POTTER
Now for the more in depth side of you.
Do you have someone who is your hero?: my daddy
Do you have someone that is like your second father?: paco, kinda
Do you have someone who is like your second mother?: brent's mom wants to be my second mommy
Do you have someone that is like a sibling to you?: so many of those
Have you ever had your heartbroken?: yeah i have
Have you ever seen something that broke your heart?: oh definitely
Have you ever loved someone so much you cried?: there is no other way to love
Would you take a bullet for anyone?: i think so
Would you DIE for anyone?: i hope so
Are you affectionate?: extremely so
Do you like hugs or bear hugs?: i LIVE for hugs
You like the small things or the hanging all over you things?: the what?
Do you actually hate someone?: i don't know. i really dislike some people.
Have you ever physically hurt someone on purpose?: i used to bite nate an aweful lot
Have you ever emotionally hurt someone on purpose?: yeah, and boy did i regret it
Have you loved someone outside of your family as a family member?: indeed i have
Have you been in love with a boy/girl yet?: i'm not sure
Are you ever too young to fall in love?: well, you might be too young to know what love actually is
Have you ever been in serious physical pain?: nothing too too serious
Have you ever been in serious emotional pain?: oh yes.
Has someone close to you died?: jenny was a friend of mine
What would you do if your best friend died?: i don't even want to imagine
Do you even have a best friend?: i have quite a few. they're the best for different reasons
Do you have someone who is your "safe haven"?: why yes.
To whom do you run to when all else fails?: ame
Has your world ever crashed down around you?: it has seemed like it at times
When you get angry, what do you do?: fume. be alone. write angry things.
When you are sad, what do you do?: cry. stare. be alone.
When you are happy, what do you do?: smile. laugh. scream. hug. kiss. run around.
Is there a song that makes you cry?: there's a couple out there.
Who was the last person you hugged?: ellen
Who was the last person you kissed?: a person i will never see again. :(
Do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend?: i sure don't
If you do, do you love them?: if i did, i would hope i was in love with him
Have you ever broken anything?: like, bones? yeah, my wrist and my foot. but i'm also really awkward so i break lots of things.
Does it hurt as bad as everyone says it does?: breaking a bone? well, it doesn't feel good, that's for sure.
Are you a druggie?: ha. no.
Are you an alcoholic?: nope.
Are you stubborn?: sometimes
Are you sarcastic?: too much for my own good.
Do you swear?: all the time
Are you honest?: usually
Are you trusthworthy?: very much
Are you responsible?: eh, sometimes
Are you intellegent?: i like to think so
Are you atheletic?: not really
Do you believe in God?: i don't know yet
Do you believe in miracles?: not ones from god, but yes
Do you believe in Heaven and Hell?: i don't think so
Do you believe in karma?: oh yes.
Do you believe in fate?: erm...i don't know. i like to think you can choose your own path...but if it was meant to be it will happen eventually.
Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?: well, yes.
Do you believe in luck?: yah
Do you believe in yourself?: i exist, yes.
Will there be a World War III?: god, i hope not.
Will humanity eventually snuff itself out?: definitely.
What's something that really gets under your skin?: ink from tattoos. haha
What are some songs that really mean something to you?: there are so many
What is the most common misconception of you?: that i'm a drugged out hippie
Can you write with both hands?: kinda
What's the best feeling in the world?: to love and be loved in return
What's the worst feeling in the world?: to love and not be loved in return
What is your favorite song lyric?: "come waste your time with me"
If you could turn invisible, where would you go?: i would sneak into all sorts of movies and museums and stuff
If you could read minds, whose would you read?: everyone's.
If you could fly, where would you fly too?: new zealand.
Have you ever cheated on your boyfriend/girlfriend?: i've never had a boyfriend or girlfriend to cheat on
Would you ever cheat on them?: i don't think i could
Have you ever hurt someone to make them see something?: yeah. i regretted it. there's better ways of doing things.
Have you ever gotten mad at someone so they would see you're serious?: jeeze. i guess?
What makes you smile?: being alive
What makes you frown?: mean people
Does seeing the people you smile make you smile?: oh i think this is supposed to say "does seeing the people you LOVE make you smile" and yes. yes it does.
Would you do anything to see the people you love smile?: pretty much.
What's the worst thing you've ever done?: trying to break off from my life in colorado
What's the meanest thing you've ever said?: i don't like to think about it.
What's the wierdest thing you've ever seen?: greg the bigfoot. and anything he's ever done.
What is your greatest fear?: falling in darkness.
What is your goal in life?: to not have any regrets when i die.
Are you a virgin?: not that it's any of your business, but yes.
Have you ever been to any kind of therapy?: once. it was stupid.
Why?: a boy tried to have sex with me while i was asleep.
Would you erase anything from your past?: well, that whole thing from the question above...
Are you afraid of the future?: not really. i think it's exciting.
What do you want to be when you grow up?: someone totally rad.
Can you see your friends in your future still?: of course. i can't see any sort of life without them.
Are you a disappointment?: sometimes i think so, cause i'm not turning out to be the picture perfect woman. actually, far from it.
Do you hate to let people down?: yeah. i love living up to expectations...or exceeding them.
Would you ever want to be perfect?: nope. perfect is boring.
What would you do if you could fast forward time?: i wouldn't do anything. why rush through life?
What would you do if you could go back in time?: i would re-live all of those perfect moments in my life.
Do you want to get out of your town?: i love to leave, but i love to come home.
Will you come back to your town to settle down?: maybe. who knows where the wind will blow me?
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My Interests

life.

I'd like to meet:

my friends' parents, the dalai lama, and someone nice to fall head over heels for.

Music:

anythink awesome

Movies:

almost famous.

Television:

stoned south park.

Books:

harry potter.

Heroes:

George Harrison, my dad.

My Blog

i fell in love with you on accident.

i remember those days when youfor reasons you said weren't lovekissed my face andcaressed my breastsgently like the moon andwithout greedy lust.i remember those days when youfor reasons you said weren...
Posted by millie on Tue, 18 Dec 2007 07:51:00 PST

for a friend....

i am without words.but you make me want toscream out songs about,about what is never saidbecause saying isbelievingand thinking is justliving in dreams in the skysometimes even my echoescast the cloud...
Posted by millie on Thu, 06 Dec 2007 11:49:00 PST

aotearoa diaries

This is some of what i have written about new zealand. it's a lot. but i would like people to see it. enjoy!and i don't think i'll ever feel the way i did that day on the grey and freezing beach. it w...
Posted by millie on Thu, 25 Oct 2007 03:25:00 PST

holy blog, batman!

the things i want to do before i die. i hope to get to 100, but i might lose interest. also, these are in no particular order. 1. go back to new zealand2. whilst in new zealand, do some great tracks....
Posted by millie on Sun, 05 Aug 2007 11:46:00 PST

i held your hand...

and so it ends. or starts. same thing, really. i've been home for about 2 weeks...actually, 2 weeks exactly...and i'm finding it much harder to adjust to being here than it was to adjust to being over...
Posted by millie on Thu, 02 Aug 2007 08:17:00 PST

le sigh...

i've been in a strange mood recently. and i just discovered this song today. i've heard it before, but i discovered it today.For Emily, Where Ever I May Find Her What I dream I had: Pressed i...
Posted by millie on Sat, 09 Jun 2007 12:34:00 PST

strange fascinations...

you wouldn't believe social dynamics when you've only got a little bit of time in a foreign country that you've only just gotten to be able to call home. all of us were thrown here knowing nobody, and...
Posted by millie on Wed, 23 May 2007 06:36:00 PST

take these broken wings and learn to fly...

last night i got wasted and wrote and wrote and this is what happened:""there comes a time in every girl's lifewhen her tongue is numb and her world is spinningand it seems as if the entire earth is u...
Posted by millie on Sat, 12 May 2007 01:06:00 PST

i would have stayed with you all night...

alright. i have been feeling desperately detatched from home recently. so here is a coping mechanism. sentences to people anonymous. as always, you can certainly ask who they belong to, but that doesn...
Posted by millie on Wed, 09 May 2007 01:20:00 PST

we live in a beautiful world, yeah we do, yeah we do...

I am not a religious person.  Is it too cliché to say Standing on a mountain makes one feel Small and finite and simple? That breathing thin peak-cold air Fills a person's lungs more Fully ...
Posted by millie on Sat, 21 Apr 2007 07:24:00 PST