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About Me

I'm not perfect. I wish to God that I was. I struggle with things everyday of my existence. I have low self esteem about my appearance, so I work out a lot. People like me for who I am on the outside, but they never see the real me. I'm self-centered and hypocritical. I don't trust people easily, not even my own friends:-/ To be honest, I disgust myself at times. I have done nothing to earn or deserve God's amazing Grace and Mercy. His Blessings and Love are poured out on my life every day, and it's as if I continue to spit in his face day in and day out. I need help, but I cannot do so on my own. I need help
I find it kind of odd how I am more comfortable talking to complete strangers about my problems and my feelings than I am with my own friends.
The name's Chris, by the way. I'm from Kansas City, and I go to a Christian university in Oklahoma City. I don't like Oklahoma though...I hope to move to Colorado some day.
Talk to me on AIM=sbgnjaild
Things I like:
+Danielle+
+My Music+
+My Friends+
+TATTOOS+
+Working Out+
+Chipotle+
+Apple Computers+
+KU Basketball+
+Kansas City Chiefs+
+Graphic Design+
Some Things I Don't Like:
-stubbing your toe on a table-
-country music-
-whores on myspace-
-healthy eating-
-slow walking people-
-the war in iraq-
-obnoxious dogs-
-abortion-
-asian food-
-bad drivers-
-oklahoma-
-spiders-
-mosquitoes-

My Interests

I'm not perfect. I wish to God that I was. I struggle with things everyday of my pathetic life. I have low self esteem about my appearance. People like me for who I am on the outside, but they never see the real me. I'm self centered and hypocritical, and I don't trust people easily, not even my own friends.

I'd like to meet:

Audrey Tautou
B/C she is amazing. Period.

Music:

Stick To Your Guns - This Is More

Some of the bands I like: The Acacia Strain
All Shall Perish
Alkaline Trio
ALOVE FOR ENEMIES
As Blood Runs Black
As I Lay Dying
August Burns Red
BENEATH THE MASSACRE
The Black Dahlia Murder
Bloodlined Calligraphy
Bloody Sunday
Bury Your Dead
Comeback Kid
xDEATHSTARx
The Devil Wears Prada
Die To Yourself
Emery
Every Time I Die
Figure Four
Haste the Day
He Is Legend
The Hope Of Change
Impending Doom
In Due Time
Inked In Blood
Midtown
MxPx
Oh, Sleeper
Race The Sun
RADIOHEAD
Seventh Star
Stick To Your Guns
Symphony in Peril
T-Bone
Tech N9ne
Thrice
War Of Ages
The Warriors
With Blood Comes Cleansing
With Honor
XLOOKING FORWARDX

Movies:

A few films I like:
300!!
Amelie
American Beauty
American History X
Anchorman
Army Of Darkness
Assault On Precinct 13
Backdraft
Black Hawk Down
Blade
THE BOONDOCKS on DVD
The Boondock Saints
Bourne Identity
Bourne Supremacy
Bourne Ultimatum
Braveheart
Clear And Present Danger
Coming To America
Con Air
Dawn Of The Dead
Dead Poet's Society
Donnie Darko
Dumb And Dumber
Elf
Equilibrium
Event Horizon
Family Guy on DVD
Fearless
The Fifth Element
FINAL FANTASY VII:Advent Children
Four Brothers
Ghostbusters 1 and 2
Gladiator
Good Will Hunting
Green Street Hooligans
Halloween 1 and 2
Hamburger Hill
Hostage
i, Robot
Independence Day
The Italian Job
Jackass 1 and 2
JET LI Movies
Kill Bill 1 and 2
The Ladies Man
The Last Samurai
Little Miss Sunshine
Lucky # Slevin
Man On Fire
Matrix
Monty Python, in general
The Negotiator
Ocean's 11 and 12
Old School
Office Space
Platoon
The Punisher
Rambo
Rat Race
Resident Evil 1 and 2
Riddick Trilogy
The Rock
Saving Private Ryan
SE7EN
Shawshank Redemption
Silent Hill
Sin City
Star Wars
Super Troopers
S.W.A.T.
Team America
Tears Of The Sun
Tommy Boy
Twister
Unleashed
V For Vendetta
Waiting
What About Bob?
X-Men
and many many others.

Television:

Heroes:

My Blog

The Color Quiz---Fairly Accurate

I took a quiz at colorquiz.comhere's my results. they're fairly accurate. go check it out kids.Existing SituationThis represents a barrier between the compensatory colors which precede it and the rema...
Posted by my newspace [ppc] on Wed, 06 Feb 2008 03:03:00 PST

A Quiet Lament From The Sidelines

I feel this will be a long post for me, but it needs to be done. I've put this off for much too long. The meat of this post will be farther down so feel free to skip to that if you'd like. LAMENTFunct...
Posted by my newspace [ppc] on Mon, 24 Dec 2007 05:18:00 PST

I love love love Christian bands

"WE ARE THE THREAT"-xDEATHSTARxproved the case and still wrongnow the lines that are drawn in our liveshave been made as a front they war fromthey losenever back down to ignorancenever back down becau...
Posted by my newspace [ppc] on Sun, 11 Nov 2007 09:04:00 PST

should have done this earlier

"Broken Pledge" - by Alove For EnemiesWhy has your faith gone to nothingAlways pretending that you have made a standLeaving all this behind to disappearWaiting, watching for the trends to let you inI ...
Posted by my newspace [ppc] on Mon, 29 Oct 2007 10:21:00 PST

:-/

Back Burner-by August Burns RedConvictions to the back burner.Remembering what's really important isn't so important after all.Gather all your possessions, and smile because you've got it all.Still th...
Posted by my newspace [ppc] on Wed, 03 Oct 2007 07:48:00 PST

Redemption

"Redemption"-sung by August Burns RedI trust in you for life to live, and air to breath.Purity fills my lungs.I no longer live in solitude.No longer bound.My heart beats with great devotion.This is th...
Posted by my newspace [ppc] on Mon, 24 Sep 2007 10:00:00 PST

Deception of Porn/What Satan Is Telling Single Adults

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Posted by my newspace [ppc] on Fri, 13 Jul 2007 09:57:00 PST

Things are up

I have a job for the summer at the Mardel Warehouse.I have an apartment to live in for the next year or so.Classes are done in about a week.At this point things are going quite well.Who's gonna come h...
Posted by my newspace [ppc] on Wed, 02 May 2007 09:05:00 PST

my newspace

just felt like getting a new one. that and i was tired of having 500+ friends and not knowing 3/4 of them
Posted by my newspace [ppc] on Fri, 02 Feb 2007 01:12:00 PST

point. set. and match.

Angels Don't Burn-ALFEWalk away from your grace, leave behind, all that you once were.Now sell yourself out, for the very last time.Now take my hand and run far away.You're not an object, a credit car...
Posted by my newspace [ppc] on Fri, 02 Feb 2007 12:49:00 PST