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About Me

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We just- Lived to Hard. Loved to Much. and Died to Young.

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Im Kat.
Im 19.
I Love Music .
I Love the Rain.
Im opinionated
Im a bitch
Unless your important to me, NO I dont want your opinion and NO I dont care what you think. So please dont share this with me unless you want my opinion back.
Im losing faith in one person at a time.
Me and my friends are
< aammaazziinngg >
Screw with one of my friends and I will hurt you.
Im a sucker for a sweet talker.
Sometimes I care to much.
Most of the people I love dont love me back.
Im apparently in love with my sadness.
When your gone the peices of my heart are missing.
Im apparently wasting potential.
I want to write a book.
I push people away.
Im honest.
Ill try anything once.
Behaving is overrated.
Im pessimistic
Im a walking controdiction.
Im hypocritical
I day dream alot.
I read alot.
I text way to much.
I like to dance
I have alot of vices
I am a dissapointment.
I apologize alot.
Sometimes I try to hard.
I want to feel safe.
I love hugs and kisses.
I believe you are only an alcoholic or drug abuser if you go to rehab.(Rehab is for quiters)
I dont like when people are mad at me.
I want to be in love.
Maybe if I hadn't screwed the whole think up years ago you might but here with me.

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And I want these words to make things right.
But its the wrongs that make the words come to life.

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Your not some-one-
Until your being talked about

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It's so hard to leave sometimes ,

but you know where I lay my head at night.

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My Interests

♥
Me and E!. Sunshine on my window makes me happy..

Brittany. you.

Jason. ♥

Sarah. Shes my devil!.

Monster. I.M.U

Jason.

Steve and Angel. God I hope you both were drunk.

Adam. My gay lover

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My Friends.

Shopping.

The Mall.

DDR.

Cosmitalogy.

Volleyball.

History.

Writing.

Suicide.

Serial Killers.

Murders.

Blood.

Razors.

Knives.

Cuts.

Poetry.

People.

Screws.

Rain.

Concerts.

Music.

GSA.

Reading.

Bondage.

Peircings.

Tattoos.

Fire.

NailPolish Remover.

Bleach.

The Ocean.

Sleep.

Nakidness.

Art.

Trees.

Vampires.

Death.

Graveyards.

Gravestones.

The Beach.

Cliffs.

Movies.

Coffee.

Having Fun.

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I'd like to meet:

Some-one who doesnt always expect the worst from me.
Some-one who isnt afriad to love me.

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< miss.u.granpa.10.4.00 >

Music:

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AFI

Aiden

Amber Pacific

A Perfect Circle

A Change of Pace

All American Rejects

Angels and Airwaves

Armor For Sleep

Alkaline Trio

Aerosmith

Anberlin

Ashley Angel

Ashlee Simpson

Avril Lavigne

Avenge 7 Fold

Beastie Boys

Bush

Billy Joel

Box Car Racer

Blink 182

Bayside

Brand New

Boys Night Out

Breaking Benjamin

Bullet for my Valentine

Bed Destroyers

Cranberries

Cartel

Chiodos

Cheaptrick

Chevelle

Coheed and Cambria

Deep Blue Something

Default

Dashboard Confessional

Damnation AD

David Bowie

Death Cab for Cutie

Disturbed

Elton John

Everlast

Eminem

Evanescence

Eve6

Finch

From First to Last

Fall Out Boy

Foo Fighters

Fuel

Fountains of Wayne

Franz Ferdinand

Gorillaz

Green Day

Hawthorne Heights

Hatebreed

Hello Goodbye

ICP

Jet

Jimmy Eat World

Justin Timberlake

Kydney Thieves

Killers

KoRn

Life Your Own Way

Lost Profits

Life House

Led Zeppelin

Lamb of God

Linkin Park

MSI

Matchbox 20

Modest Mouse

Motion City Soundtrack

Matchbook Romance

MxPx

Marylin Manson

My Chemical Romance

Mudvayne

New Found Glory

Nelly Furtado

Novice

Nickleback

Nirvana

No Use for a Name

Orgy

Offspring

Oasis

Plain White T's

POD

Papa Roach

Pink Floyd

Puddle of Mudd

Queen

Rob Zombie

Red Hot Chili Peppers

Rise Against

Relient K

Smashing Pumpkim

Story of The Year

Saosin

Saves The Day

Slipknot

Stutterfly

Senses Fail

Silverstein

Sugarcult

Sum 41

System of A Down

Soul Asylum

Shadows Fall

Sundown

Stained

Train

Thrice

Tool

Taking Back Sunday

Third Eye Blind

The Used

The Doors

Three Days Grace

The Sleeping

Thrusday

The Pink Spiders

Tonic

Twiztid

Train Tracks Falling

Underoath

Us Agaisnt The Archers

Vertical Horizon

Velvet Revolver

Vicious Disorder
Weezer

When Tigers Fight

White Stripes

Yellowcard

Your Move Creep

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Movies:

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The Crow..

Almost Famous...

Rocky Horror Picture Show

What Dreams May Come

Taking Lives...

Saw..

Saw 2..

The Grudge..

Monster...

RESIDENT EVIL..

Resident Evil 2 apocolypse..

Butterfly Effect...

The Village..

13 Ghost...

Queen of the Damed...

Arlington Road

Final Destination1

Final Destination2

Signs..

Interview with tha Vampire...

House of a 1000 Corpses..

A Clockwork Orange...

The Devils Rejects..

Underworld...

Thirteen..

House on Haunted Hill...

Pet Sematary...

anything creepy or scary so-on

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Television:

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Boy Meets World (HELL YEAHA! Because Im a lozer)...

Stevens Untitled Rock Show...

or mostly anything else on Fuse

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Books:

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The Embrace

or anything else by Aphrodite Jones

Anything by Edgar Allen Poe

A Clockwork Orange

The Vampire Chronicals

Anne Rice Novels

The Anita Blake Vampire Hunter Novels

anything else by Laurell K Hamilton

Bondage

Fear of Flying
Whores on the Hill

Anthing by Stephan King

Bitten

Love in Vein

Girl, Interupted

Aimee

Speak

Sweet Blood

The Shared Heart

Vampire Encyclopedia

Suicide Girls (is that a book or Porn tho?)

I have read too many books to remember even half of them

anything revolving around:

--Vampires

--Serial Killers

--Suicide

--Murders

--Bondage

--High School (i use this loosly)

--Zombies

Ill give any book 100 pages, if i hate if still after a 100 pages then im done with it

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Heroes:

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My Grandfather

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Roderick Justin Ferrell

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My Blog

Rumors.- Is anyone surprised?

Warning.You need to shut the fuck up. If my name leaves your mouth one more time. I will break you. My past is exactly that. My past. and mine and his history is Mine and His. Not yours. Go fuck yours...
Posted by ..Kat.. on Mon, 08 Oct 2007 06:42:00 PST

i would like to see myself in 5 years to see if this all works out. [[revised]]

Picking up the pieces,Of the wreck you went and left.And I'm dealing with dilemmas.In my now so stressful life.And I'm drinking stronger spirits[[liquor]].I made my home here on the floor.And I'm losi...
Posted by ..Kat.. on Sun, 07 Oct 2007 02:51:00 PST

on the subject of you really being gone...

... it makes me feel like Ive lost everything.Im sorry I wasnt good enough to make you happy.but I miss you.. Heres to the nights we felt alive.Heres to the tears you [[I]] knew you'd [[I'd]] c...
Posted by ..Kat.. on Sat, 06 Oct 2007 09:13:00 PST

Are we lost or do we know what direction to go?

7 Years ago today my world fell apart.It still makes me wonder if I would be a completely different person if things had been different.? I wonder if you're listening Picking up on the signals ...
Posted by ..Kat.. on Thu, 04 Oct 2007 09:43:00 PST

the rain falls all around us..

Now that the lines been brokenI'm too afraid to just look backThe pages have left an empty space You were all I hadWhy does it have to be this wayThese things they'll never changeStill I'm left with k...
Posted by ..Kat.. on Thu, 04 Oct 2007 06:08:00 PST

Im not making this mistake over again.

SugerSlim69: I miss uDepressedinLove1: you love giving me false hope dont you?SugerSlim69: no false hope just is long then expected with me not coming up when i plannedDepressedinLove1: 2 years longer...
Posted by ..Kat.. on Wed, 03 Oct 2007 01:50:00 PST

Jason makes me sad.

He doesnt think Im innocent! DepressedinLove1..:NAMESPACE PREFIX = AIM /> (3:48:47 AM): *innocent smile* coagulated bl00d (3:49:19 AM): iinnocent when the moon turns ...
Posted by ..Kat.. on Wed, 03 Oct 2007 11:51:00 PST

This is stuck in my head...

Just think of this and me as just a few of the many things to lie around to clutter up your shelves And I wish you weren't worth the wait because there's some thing's I'd like to say to you...And I do...
Posted by ..Kat.. on Wed, 03 Oct 2007 08:45:00 PST

when everythings made to be broken....

And even though the moment passed me by I still can't turn away Cause all the dreams you never thought you'd lose Got tossed along the way And letters that you never meant to send Get lost or thrown a...
Posted by ..Kat.. on Mon, 01 Oct 2007 07:26:00 PST

Is it worth it can you even hear me.

Look in my eyes I'm jaded now whatever that meansby sharing these things- I ripped my heart out.it's worth my timewhatever that means... I dont know if I can continue to do this.Im falli...
Posted by ..Kat.. on Sun, 30 Sep 2007 10:18:00 PST