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About Me


View My Statsthis is meBessI'm not that difficult really, I'm pretty simple, maybe that is where the problem lies, I'm not ditzy and "look at me" like other chicks, therefore people find me hard to understand I reckon
Favourite music:
Nirvana
Alice in Chains
Jeff Buckley
Taking Back Sunday
And other random music which has actual lyrics and/or musical skill
Favourite things:
Black clothing
My boots
My signed Alice in chains jar of flies CD
My music collection
Scrubs DVD collection
My crappy little car
My best mate.. Who has seen me through too much, and we done too much together
My friends.. I can call anytime ever and we will still talk like the last time we saw each other
Skills:
Making jewellery
Drawing
Painting
Caring for people
Likes:
Honesty
Knowing what is going on
Chivalry
Getting to know people
Surprises
Good music, people and jam sessions
Smiling when things make me smile
Dislikes:
Mobile phones
Work
Being pushed away
Not being told
Not being explained to
Expected to understand everything and everything will be ok
Being left in the cold
Losing friends
Needs:
Care
Hugs
Coffee
Sleep
Friends
Alcohol
To get my licence
To get away from this place this area this job and start fresh
Positive Attributes of Bronwyn:
If you have a problem and I class you as someone I care for i.e. friend or family I will be there to assist at every step of the way
If something is not going right, I probably know about it long before you do, and I will be acting strange around you, because I can feel your "aura" irradiating off of you
If something is going perfect for you, I will be the first to congratulate you, as I will be bouncing off the walls from your energy, because I can feel your "aura" irradiating off of you
If you want a laugh, I will be the first to make you laugh.. "Oh Violet!!!!!!"
If you need $$s I will give you my last dollar to make sure you are ok, and I will go without
If you need support I will get up in the middle of the night to give you a hug and tell corny jokes until you smile
If you need space I will leave you your space, and then SMS you to check that you are still alive, (and then worry when I don’t get a reply ;-) )
Negative Attributes of Bronwyn:
I'm moody, because I pick up on everyone else's moods
I'm moody, because I worry about everything and everyone
I procrastinate, you have to tell me we are doing this NOW
I'm an insomniac, because of the above
I'm "completely unnormal"
Things I will do:
When its raining, I will jump in puddles
When it is summer, I will still wear my NIRVANA jumper
When it is winter, I will stay outside in the cold, because I love the feeling
When it is winter, I will build a big fire and sit beside it and watch the shapes in the flames
When its your birthday, I will buy you something way out there that you mentioned in passing 6 months ago
When I see something I think you will like, I will buy it
I will always live on Coffee
I will always worry if I am doing the right thing, have I over stepped the mark, and I too much like your/my past, have I fucked things up? Among other questions
Even though I am told things are not my fault, I will always think that it is, and therefore analyse everything and every moment to see what went wrong
I will always think on a tangent
I will always have my mind in the gutter
I will convert rock songs lyrics as an ode to trivial things -- bohemian rhapsody by queen into an ode to porno tube
So can you understand me a bit better now? love bess

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Kurt Cobain Jeff Buckley The Dali Lama Keanu Reeves Mark Milligan the newcastle jetsNice People who challenge how i think, and are good for a laugh

My Blog

2009-2010

 last years blog03/01/09Live love laughter and vitality,in a moment heartstrings pullchoices made break the rulesheartache breakup repair againlive with life and start all overin a moment all changesi...
Posted by on Tue, 05 Jan 2010 04:02:00 GMT

help

For some reason it feels like i have something stuck in my head, some thoughts i shouldn't be having, and shouldn't faceI feel like ive been used, cuz ppl dont have the balls to face how fucked up thi...
Posted by on Mon, 24 Aug 2009 06:56:00 GMT

Burn

drained and bruised, raped and sorethere is so much pain never felt beforelike a terimo shootin, burning up my armyep thoughts of you are just the charmwill you burn like i try and burn the thoughts o...
Posted by on Tue, 18 Aug 2009 03:34:00 GMT

Please Read

I keep having a feeling that everything is gonna fall to shit real soon, and i know that i wont be able to stop it. im looking at all my mates and how fucked up we are and asking myself how did we get...
Posted by on Thu, 06 Aug 2009 20:57:00 GMT

i cant stand this

i cant stand ppl doin shit behind other ppls back. I cant stand ppl tellin lies. I cant stand bein the one who is left 2hold the pieces. I wanna be treated like a princess. I wanna feel love. Who know...
Posted by on Sat, 01 Aug 2009 08:19:00 GMT

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im alive, but just barely, keeping my head above waterthe bottom of the bottle is so alluringcan seem to keep from stirringsifting through old memories instead of making newcontemplating the fact that...
Posted by on Wed, 29 Jul 2009 13:44:00 GMT

brisbane

ive had the time of my life up here in qld. ok it was my first holiday, so i didn't know what to expect but i enjoyed my time, even though most of it was spent on my friends lounge.. its such a beauti...
Posted by on Wed, 20 May 2009 16:25:00 GMT

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cant breathe... cant breathe...
Posted by on Wed, 25 Mar 2009 12:51:00 GMT

BRONWYN'S CHECKLIST & i.e.... WHAT YOU NEED TO KNOW ABOUT BRONWYN aka BESS

 I'm not that difficult really, I'm pretty simple, maybe that is where the problem lies, I'm not ditzy and "look at me" like other chicks, therefore people find me hard to understand I reckon Favourit...
Posted by on Mon, 23 Mar 2009 15:33:00 GMT

my head

 There is so many songs going through my head.. I dont know which is the right one to listen to:Heart shaped box- nirvanaBreaking the girl - red hot chilli peppersScars - papa roachShe loves me not -...
Posted by on Mon, 23 Mar 2009 15:30:00 GMT