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I am this person that many people miss interpret and don't believe is real. I am the most laid back and easy going person in the world and that scares people for some reason and they tend to think that I am putting on a mask or just being fake. I am openminded and kind hearted, understanding and pure, I know what I want out of my life and future, I even have long term goals that involve more money, education, and getting the hell out of Louisiana (Which won't happen for the next 6 - 15 years). This is scary to men though. I guess that having a brian and a pure heart as a woman is threatening to their manhood or something like that. It may just be that I have not found a strong enough man to keep up with me in mind, body and soul, which afterall is very possible.
All I really want out of life is to get my Masters in Architecture & Graphic Design degrees, to finally publish my own poetry book, to honestly know true love and friendship with the man in my life, and to get back my little girl. To find the man of my dreams and fall helplessly in love with him seems like a far distant dream, but can still happen one day. To make everyday something worth living and be truly at peace with the decisions I have made for myself so far is something that I live by faithfully. I have no regrets, but there are still a few lessons that I need to learn from them in order to be at total peace with my past decisions. I want a house of my own, a car the don't break down every couple of months, a good income and real family environment for my little girl. I want to have another baby one day and to be married happily for the rest of this childs life and my own. It may seem like I want a lot from my life, but these are the things that will allow me to show who I am on the inside on the outside for the world to witness in awh, direction and blind faith will start the ball rolling, and by the time I leave this world I would like to leave my mark. I want to be someone remembered by the world, not just by my family and friends. Hopefully writing Poetry & becoming a better artist will take me that far.....
I am a Graphic Designer by choice, trade, and nature, and am trying to start my own business that I can be proud of and say that I did that. I got rid of the major burdon of my life and now I am working on completing my goals and opening doors to my future. I have been a caged bird for so long that learning how to fly again is peaceful and sometimes hard, but deciding to fly again now makes any goal obtainable for me that I want to accomplish. My doors are starting to creep open and when they are all the way, then it will be time to make my dreams, hopes, thoughts, and fabels into a true reality.
This is my Quote: "Sometimes to get to where you are going, you have to take a few detours, run into a few dead ends and turn around a few times before you find the right path. Finding the right path is easy, following the path though is something to be left for chance....." - By: Michelle - Now the question is: Will you follow your path when it becomes clear to you?
This is My Life in a nutshell and it is only looking better.
