am i crazy...? |
I know that if you love someone, that should include a certain amount of unwaivering trust. I know that there are many people I can honestly say I love, but i cannot honestly say I trust completely. I...
Posted by ..+hE w1(keD.. on Thu, 10 May 2007 06:06:00 PST |
my life... or whats left of it... |
I feel like im am drowning in everything going on around me. i need my boyfriend to get a job. i need a new car, the old one is completely dead. i dont know how things will be without one. its a catch...
Posted by ..+hE w1(keD.. on Mon, 26 Mar 2007 02:32:00 PST |
shit, its not like i care... |
... but thats exactly it, i do, and i think that is my downfall... i hate him so much right now! how are you gonna go spend $60 on drinks when you know I have been struggling to make sure we have what...
Posted by ..+hE w1(keD.. on Sun, 04 Mar 2007 11:39:00 PST |
March 5, 2007 |
So, that is THE day. I will go to Chicago with Mindy and mayhaps Matt, we don;t quite know yet if he will be able to get up that early. We will go meet Ricky at Union Station, maybe have lunch or some...
Posted by ..+hE w1(keD.. on Mon, 26 Feb 2007 04:54:00 PST |
wheres my pookey? |
i miss you so much! i cant wait until i get to see you again... its only been a few days, but everything is so bland without you. everytime i hear your songs on the radio or go someplace that i have f...
Posted by ..+hE w1(keD.. on Mon, 12 Feb 2007 04:45:00 PST |
another one yet tonight... |
bittersweet... thats exactly what it is. i miss him already but i find myself so involved in my thoughts... thoughts of what life will be like without him... things i can finally do, or not do... yes,...
Posted by ..+hE w1(keD.. on Tue, 09 Jan 2007 04:35:00 PST |
this is it... i guess |
so, i guess this is it, im not really sure tho, i think that this is the end. someone ive poured my whole heart and soul into and now i feel betrayed. i feel like the one thing ive worked so hard for ...
Posted by ..+hE w1(keD.. on Tue, 09 Jan 2007 10:55:00 PST |
we hurt the ones we love? |
I am so sick of having to deal with this shit when he drinks! i dont deserve to be treated like i am, i deserve to be appreciated and respected, if he wants to leave me so bad, let him, i can find som...
Posted by ..+hE w1(keD.. on Thu, 28 Dec 2006 05:30:00 PST |
my bday |
i thought it would suck, but it really wasnt that bad. we woke up and spent the first 5 hours with my parents and we had a pretty good dinner in milwaukee. when we came back and everyone came over, it...
Posted by ..+hE w1(keD.. on Sun, 03 Dec 2006 02:43:00 PST |
kinda bummed |
i dont think anyone actually reads my blogs, but i felt like writing one. my birthday is tomorrow and i am not really looking forward to it. its not special, ill only be 20, but somnetimes its nice to...
Posted by ..+hE w1(keD.. on Fri, 01 Dec 2006 03:02:00 PST |
