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Jen

“Beauty is not in the face; beauty is a light in the heart” - Khalil Gibran

About Me

the only way to find true happiness is to risk being completely cut open.
-chuck palahniuk


another tale of ordinary madness...
i'm a pretty train crash that's all mixed up.
i have a good heart,
and i'll go a yard and a mile to make you smile.
i like starshines, incense, math, art, and monkeys.
311 is my heaven, and it feels so good to see them live.
smooth chocolate and psychedelic wine are divine.
i'd like to meet people who stay positive and love their lives.
i enjoy the company of people who inspire me...
you know we dazzle like ghetto box boomin' battles.
i dislike drama and catty rude people that just suck.
my sweet goddaughter
sidney
and her baby sister
♥ angelina ♥
are the loves of my life.
i wanna visit the world.
my paradise: palm trees, the ocean, thunderstorms,
and the speak easy sound of the coqui.
from chaos comes clarity.
mohawks, spikey hair, and cubs games make me happy.
you can't be let down if you don't expect the world...
but for some reason i keep forgetting and expect too much from people.
bacardi limon flows through my veins.
soy boricua de pura sepa...
my heart beats to the rhythm of the bass.
i like a beat that's unique and i like my head zooming.
live music nourishes my soul.
can't fade me.

My Interests

the noblest pleasure is the joy of understanding.

-leonardo da vinci

I'd like to meet:

tj lavin. the dalai lama. zach de la rocha. julia alvarez. tego calderon.

i dislike players, lies, drama, arrogance, conceit, ignorance, prejudice, ingenuity, and scott stapp.

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Music:

music's what i need to keep my sanity.

-311

Movies:

on ne voit bien qu'avec le coeur, l'essentiel est invisible pour les yeux.

-le petit prince

Heroes:

i am easily satisfied with the very best.

-winston churchill

My Blog

don't

"Don't" - JewelDon't walk too closeDon't breathe so softDon't talk so sweetDon't singDon't lay oh so nearPlease don't let me fall in love with you againPlease let me forgetall those sweet smilesall of...
Posted by crush my ♥ with a hammer on Sat, 17 Feb 2007 06:57:00 PST

stay positive and love your life

Sagittarius About Your Sign... Sagittarians have a positive outlook on life, are full of enterprise, energy, versatility, adventurousness and eagerness to extend experience beyond the physically fami...
Posted by crush my ♥ with a hammer on Fri, 09 Feb 2007 08:41:00 PST

crush my heart with a what?

i've been "crush my heart with a hammer" on myspace for quite some time now... and i get a lot of weird looks when i initially tell non-311 fans what my name is. i've considered changing it but have g...
Posted by crush my ♥ with a hammer on Wed, 19 Jul 2006 08:16:00 PST

deep thoughts by karen

i'm reposting a little something my friend karen came up with after one of our deep intellectual conversations (that come in between our "boys suck" rantings). kp... you crack me up! =) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~...
Posted by crush my ♥ with a hammer on Sun, 21 May 2006 12:20:00 PST

Easier said then done...

Not sure if this was really written by Garcia Marquez, but it's valuable advice nonetheless. Trece lineas para vivir...No se podria esperar menos de Garcia Marquez, realmente vale la pena leerlo con ...
Posted by crush my ♥ with a hammer on Sat, 17 Dec 2005 08:48:00 PST

stick to the way you rock it....

...and know that you'll cope with that. not gonna let it sit 'til i say, "how dope was that?" keep your head pumping 'til you get in the zone. not giving up, not going home! ~unity~ 8.11.06 - chart...
Posted by crush my ♥ with a hammer on Tue, 25 Oct 2005 08:49:00 PST