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Hmmmmm ?

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About Me

"WITH A FIST IN THE AIR IN THE LAND OF HIPOCRACY"

My Interests

Life, getting my shit together and living every day like it could be my last

I'd like to meet:

god.... so i can tell him what i think about him

Music:

Music is a very serious subject with me. I mean if i cant listen to music i enjoy with some one that person is no longer allowed in my presence i have to enjoy the same music a the people around me. i listen to alot of hard core bands like throwdown and hatebreed, but i also like dave matthews band and mason jennings and the like so i listen to a very wide range of music.

Movies:

Well i am the kind of guy that can only watch a movie i cant predict. the movie has to have a good plot and story line, and if possible some kind of true history in side of the movie

Television:

My favorite channel is Comedy Central. Mind of Mencia is my favorite show. i also enjoy the daily show and the colbert report

Books:

I like fantasy books like the lord of the rings but books that have a more real and possible twist to them, my favorite series are A Song of Ice and Fire, and The Wheel of Time.

Heroes:

I have good many heroes for many reasons, my music hero is Maynard James Keenan the lead singer of both Tool and A Perfect Circle. My art hero is Picaso because he chose to rattle the cages of the art world by painting such wild and unheard of things, he was a fantastic realism painter but he chose to paint in a very unrealistic style. I have more heros but i think these will do nicely to tell you what kind of things im intersted in doing with my life

My Blog

The Mirror

    Looking into the glass, i see my reflection but i dont recognize it, my own face is unfamiliar and wrong... THIS IS JUST A DREAM!!! Why all the questions, i dont know how much time ...
Posted by Hmmmmm ? on Thu, 24 Apr 2008 01:39:00 PST

Response of the devil

Hells dark solitude... longing to be free.... All my hopes and dreams long gone from me. Tasting the ash of the stake i burn upon. They burn me for a witch.. Just a lost and forgotten prophet on the l...
Posted by Hmmmmm ? on Wed, 13 Feb 2008 11:35:00 PST

Breathe the Fires of Pain

Breath in , Breath out . Feel the fury and Pain surge along the veins and long to be free.. Feel my heart pumping faster and faster with the terror that i can no longer hold in the pitiless rage that ...
Posted by Hmmmmm ? on Thu, 07 Feb 2008 12:58:00 PST

Lost In Compassion

Lost in the endless caverns surrounding the epicenter of my heart, I begin to lose faith that i will ever find my way there.. searching for love in all the wrong places, all i find is a sadness that k...
Posted by Hmmmmm ? on Wed, 06 Feb 2008 01:09:00 PST

walking the shadows

Walking the shadows, avoiding the prying eyes of the unfaithfull. Avoiding the headsmans block, I fall I'm with the bad men of the world. I lose myself to the pain of losing the light of my world. Cry...
Posted by Hmmmmm ? on Sun, 20 Jan 2008 01:09:00 PST

Forgotten?

Forgotten are the sands of time that blow in the wind. Forgotten are the lost loves and wasted lives. who will remember the ones that fought for what they wanted and lost? Who will honor the ones that...
Posted by Hmmmmm ? on Wed, 16 Jan 2008 02:40:00 PST

Confined

Why do i constantly feel caged in my own existence? The walls of my mortality holding me on the path that is chosen for me. Feeling my way blindly in this labyrinth amidst the men and women who build ...
Posted by Hmmmmm ? on Fri, 04 Jan 2008 07:04:00 PST

confused and out of control

losing sight of the end goal and trying to regain my footing, striving to reach a higher destiny and falling short. i cant feel the pain that courses through my soul unchecked and uncaring. why do thi...
Posted by Hmmmmm ? on Thu, 03 Jan 2008 02:13:00 PST

really early in the morning

    its early in the morning and i cant sleep as usual... havent been able to sleep in like a month i just kinda pass out from sheer exhaustion. right now i just cant stop thinking abou...
Posted by Hmmmmm ? on Sun, 30 Sep 2007 03:34:00 PST

hmmm what do i do

   all i can think about is how bad i have fucked my life up and different ways to kill my self without letting every one know that i did kill myself. everytime i drive down the road i think...
Posted by Hmmmmm ? on Sun, 30 Sep 2007 06:39:00 PST