I want to see, touch, feel, and experience every part of life i can, i do not want to stand still and feel life rushing part me. I want to be on the merry-go-round. No matter how many times i feel sick or need to take a break i still want to always get back on and live it.
For me i believe honesty is always the best policy. I hate the daily hysteria i see around me, those who lie to look good or feel better are weak. You have to be you and learn to love that. It may be hard but its the only way. At the end of it all, you only have yourself.
I am my own person, i cannot stand to follow others or feel the need to think a certain way because those around me do. I want to be me not a robot.
I don't feel that to be overly open is necessary, i like to keep my cards close and not play until I'm completely sure i will win. I do not want to feel like i have let something slip too easily or made a mistake in trusting someone. I will always be friendly and listen, but i will not always trust you even if it seems like i am. I have learnt that most people will fuck you over for sex or money.
I love reading, i adore knowledge and the amazing things it opens up. I can never understand people who do not read, it is strange to think people wouldn't enjoy the escape, the learning, the total outside interest.
I hate pushy religion, views and opinion. I am a free-thinking person with MY own beliefs and ideas. I hate when people are so brainwashed by religion or politics that they truly think everyone else is deluded or just lacking enlightenment. If people try and push that terrible view on me i will ignore you and reject it. Don't try and convert or manipulate people its wrong.
Beauty and self expression are wonderful things. Share that and explore it. Beauty is not just inner as most people like to profess they appreciate more, outer beauty is just as key. Not in the obvious sense either, someone with 20 facial piercings, coloured hair and tattoos is just as interesting and beautiful as a person who is plastered in MAC.
