Vivian

Vivian
NOT THE GIRL IN THE PICTURES! THAT'S THE MODEL AMELIA DOLORE. DON'T ADD IF YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT A ROLE PLAYER IS! (Adult RP 18+)
When asked about Vivian the answer most people can give you is her sarcastic humor to everything around her. She is very independent and rarley asks for help when she needs it the most. People often are anoyed with her because often times she pisses people off with her blunt honesty and her very open opinions. She doesn't let that get in the way and always stands up for herself. She will fight with all of her soul whatever the problem may be. Being independent is all really that Vivian knows because of the way she grew up in younger life. In all honesty its a very fucked up life, but she doesn't sugercoat anything if people want to know her story. Vivian grew up in a small town where everybody knew eachother. She was an only child and her mother left her and her dad when she was three. Her father always blamed himself for it and never got over it. To numb the pain he started to drink almost everyday. He often would go out to bars with his friends and come back drunk. At first when he did come home he would just sleep it off. Then her father decided he wanted to start raping her and abusing her. Vivian was afraid all of her life and never told anyone what her father does to her. If anybody ever asked in school about some of the bruises she would say she fell off something and bump into an object. To hide the pain she was feeling she would cut herself, it seem like it was the only way to cope with it. The scars on her arm is a reminder of her painful past. She often ran away from home sometimes, just to get away from it all for awhile.
During those years Vivian did have a few boyfriends. A couple she was forced to go out with on the count that if she didn't they would beat the shit out of her. It didn't matter anyways because they did even she went out with them. Some she thought she really loved and for a couple of years she thought she had found love at last. Until they changed 360 and started abusing her. Vivian's life was a complete mess and it seemd she could never escape the world of rape and beatings she would get from her father and her boyfriends. The only thing that really brought her joy was her photography. It was the only way she could express herself. When Vivian finally turned 18 she moved out of the hell hole and travled the world. She takes many pictures of the places she goes to remind her of how beautiful the place was. She still has trust issues with guys and never gets to close with them. It's the only way to avoid the long cylcle of abuse for her. Resource Credits: Brushes | Texture | Images - © 2003-2009. Myspace.com. All Rights Reserved.