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OK, THIS IS WHAT I THINK...I am about to embark yet another phase of my life. I have grown into my own. It took years of being the shy kid, to the dorky teenager, to the party animal. I feel like I have grown physically, mentally, spiritually, and thensome. I love social interactions, raspberries and radishes. I am overweight, underpaid, and in debt. I love my dog, and passionate about trying to make positive decisions in my life and making people smile. I will do anything for you, as long as you are grateful in return. I long to love, live to die, and hope one day to be better than I am. "There are eight essential things you need in life: Strength, Courage, Wisdom, Peace, Calm, Joy and Love. Strength to get up every morning, Courage to face the challenges thrown our way, Wisdom to realize that it's not always in our control, Peace within and with those around us, Calm to have a clear mind, Joy to see the good in life and most importantly of all Love - love for those we know closely, those we know at a distance, and those we're yet to meet."

My Interests

Great minds discuss ideas, average minds discuss events, small minds discuss people.

I'd like to meet:

.. add to your profileYou gain strength and confidenceby ever experiencein which you really stopto look fear in the face.You are able to say to yourself,â€œI lived through this horror. I can take the next thing that comes along.â€You must do the thingyou think you cannot do.--Eleanor RooseveltperÂ·seÂ·vere [pur-suh-veer] 1. to persist in anything undertaken; maintain a purpose in spite of difficulty, obstacles, or discouragement; continue steadfastly.

Movies:

â€œFinish each day and be done with it. You have done what you could. Some blunders and absurdities have crept in; forget then as soon as you can. Tomorrow is a new day. You shall begin it serenely and with too high a spirit to be encumbered with your old nonsense.â€ --Emerson

Television:

Books:

THE OAK TREEA mighty wind blew night and day. It stole the Oak treeâ€™s leaves away; Then snapped its boughs and pulled its bark, Until the Oak was tired and stark. But still the Oak tree held its ground; While other trees fell all around.The weary wind gave up and spoke: â€œHow can you still be standing, Oak?â€The Oak tree said, â€œI know that you Can break each branch of mine in two; Carry every leaf away; Shake my limbs and make me sway. But I have roots stretched in the earth, Growing stronger since my birth. Youâ€™ll never touch them for you see, They are the deepest part of me. Until today I wasnâ€™t sure, Of just how much I could endure. But now Iâ€™ve found, with thanks to you, Iâ€™m stronger than I ever knew.â€

Heroes:

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My Blog

To remind myself

I destroy homes I tear families apart... I take your honesty and that's just a start. I'm more valued than diamonds, more precious than gold. The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold. If you need me...
Posted by Adam on Fri, 11 Jan 2008 06:49:00 PST

Regret

Sticking, checking, bleeding-poking, jabbin, stabbin, digging-fishing, hitting, missing... Get it or lose it, lump or bump, sting or zing, rail or sail. High as Hell! Want it, need it, sling it, keep ...
Posted by Adam on Fri, 11 Jan 2008 06:21:00 PST

Tired

Ryan Huston Tired Lyrics I'm getting so tired, so tired of the same The same old shit just on a different day You think that you know, but how could you see The problems I face, the battle in me The d...
Posted by Adam on Mon, 05 Nov 2007 03:51:00 PST

Train

Some folks ride the train of life looking out the rear,Watching miles of life roll by and marking every year. They sit in sad remembrance of wasted days gone by,And curse their life for what it was an...
Posted by Adam on Wed, 24 Oct 2007 06:42:00 PST

A New Way to Fly

"New Way To Fly"Garth Brooks Like birds on a high line They line up at night time at the bar They all once were lovebirds Now bluebirds are all that they are They landed in hell The minute they f...
Posted by Adam on Fri, 19 Oct 2007 10:17:00 PST

Here Comes the Sun

This is a song by Ben Harper...It's one of my favorite songs. The lyrics seem awkward in print but if you find this song and download it, you would probably agree that mood the music sets, helps...
Posted by Adam on Wed, 10 Oct 2007 06:09:00 PST

Hell

I can't seem to find the wordsto say just how I feelThe pain is ever growingsince they put you on that hillI stop by to say I miss youalmost every dayI pray that God above will soontake this hurt away...
Posted by Adam on Wed, 03 Oct 2007 10:26:00 PST

Help

Late one night, some time ago,a tempting bowl of cookie dough,A taste or two... or so I thought,one small pinch would hit the spot,Later on ..... The empty bowl,a heavy heart, a guilty soul,That inner...
Posted by Adam on Wed, 03 Oct 2007 10:24:00 PST

Attack

..> MS makes it's attack on me Whack after whack, oh where can I flee? My body feels weak, my movements so slow, I duck and I dive to avoid the next blow, It beats me up. I'm black and blue, Nine r...
Posted by Adam on Wed, 19 Sep 2007 07:24:00 PST

Lines about lines

The last few days, maybe a week, I've been trying. Trying to write lines about lines, the division between storm and calm, sunshine and rain, romantic besottedness and psychotic obsession.Are you my f...
Posted by Adam on Tue, 07 Aug 2007 09:45:00 PST