♥Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it?♥
♥It makes you so vunerable♥
♥It opens your chest and it opens your heart♥
♥And it means someone can get inside you♥
♥And mess you up♥
♥You build up all your defenses♥
♥You build up this whole armor for years♥
♥So nothing can hurt you♥
♥Then one stupid person♥
♥No different from any other stupid person♥
♥Wanders into your life♥
♥You give them a piece of you♥
♥They don't ask for it♥
♥They just do something stupid one day like♥
♥Kiss you or smile at you♥
♥And then your life isn't your own anymore♥
♥Love takes hostages♥
♥It gets inside you♥
♥It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness♥
♥So a simple phrase like♥
♥"Maybe we should just be friends" or♥
♥"How very perceptive"♥
♥Turns into a glass spinter working♥
♥It's way into your heart♥
♥It hurts♥
♥Not just in the imagination♥
♥Not just in the mind♥
♥It's a soul hurt - a body hurt♥
♥A real gets in you and rips you apart pain♥
♥Nothing should be able to do that♥
♥Especially no love♥
♥I hate love♥
After a while, you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul.
And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning, and company doesn't mean security.
And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises.
And you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes open, with the honor of a man, not the grief of a child.
And you learn to build all your roads on today because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans, and futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight.
After a while, you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much.
So you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul, instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.
And you learn that you really can endure, that you really are strong. And you really do have worth.
And you learn and learn... With every goodbye you learn.
Basically someone I can hang out with. Have a good time with. Someone who won't screw me over. Who isn't afraid. I'm pretty picky. . .
Good Lord here we go:
Green Day
Senses Fail
Evans Blue
My Chemical Romance
Oasis
Fuel
Shinedown
Hinder
Chevelle
Hoobastank
Nonpoint
Bullet For My Valentine
Disturbed
The Early November
The Ataris
Sugarcult
Three Days Grace
Sum 41
Amber Pacific
Hehe. . . another one:
The Notebook
A Walk To Remember
John Tucker Must Die
Pirates
X Men
Dirty Dancing
The League
Boondock Saints
Underworld
Underworld: Evolution
I pretty much love to read.
Harry Potter
The Da Vinci Code
Angels and Demons
Romance Novels
Dating & Relationship Advice
MySpace Layouts