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♥Candace Nicole♥

It's funny how things for me don't fall apart, they just fall into place

About Me

I'm just your normal everyday 21 year old. I go out with my friends, get drunk, go to work. . . the usual. I feel like I've seen more bad shit than most people my age, but I bring it mostly upon my self. I trust to easily, give too may second chances, and fall to quickly. I know what it feels like to lose everything and it taught me to have faith in myself. I'm short and kinda skinny but don't think I don't have a temper and when I get mad - it's not pretty. I used to be such a tomboy but now I like to be a girly girl every once in awhile. I don't have a whole lot of girl friends just the few I work with - the rest are guys - but they rock my friggin' world. I would do anything for any of my friends. I'm a daddy's girl. Even though I'm old enough to take care of myself he still thinks he needs to do it for me and sometimes I let him, cause I love him like that. He's probably my hero. I am pretty laid back I do, however; have pet peeves that will set me off: Don't make plans with someone then bail last minute, Don't say you will call or text and don't, Don't lie, Don't cheat, Don't use people. Okay, so I've broken some of them but I regret every single time. I just like to have fun with NO DRAMA! To just chill and talk about nothing imparticular for hours. I like to watch hockey and baseball even though I haven't got to lately. I LOVE MUSIC. It's like one of my favorite things to do is just listen to my music too loud. I relate my life to lyrics and it feels good to just let go. I don't have a boyfriend and don't plan on dating anyone any time soon - some people know why. But the number one reason is because I need time to figure out what it is I want from life. I need time to be me. But that doesn't mean I don't like someone ;)! Anyway I think that about wraps up me. . . kinda. ♥ Sometimes we must get hurt in order to grow ♥
♥ We must fail in order to know that ♥
♥ Sometimes our visions clear only after ♥
♥ Our eyes are washed away with tears. . . ♥
♥ After a while you learn the difference ♥
♥ Between holding a hand and falling in love ♥
♥ You begin to learn that kisses don't always ♥
♥ Mean something and promises can be broken ♥
♥ Just as quickly as they are made and ♥
♥ Sometimes goodbyes really are forever ♥
♥Love isn't about the words we say♥
♥The actions we take♥
♥The things we do♥
♥The hearts we break♥
♥It's about the people who can just look♥
♥At each other and just know
♥You'll never find a girl like me♥
♥You wanna know why?♥
♥Because no girl is stupid enough♥
♥To love you like I do♥
♥Having the love of your life break up with you♥
♥And say "We can still be friends"♥
♥Is like your dog dying♥
♥And your mom saying "You can still keep it"♥
♥Love is like War♥
♥Easy to start♥
♥Hard to end♥
♥Impssible to forget♥

My Interests

♥Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it?♥
♥It makes you so vunerable♥
♥It opens your chest and it opens your heart♥
♥And it means someone can get inside you♥
♥And mess you up♥
♥You build up all your defenses♥
♥You build up this whole armor for years♥
♥So nothing can hurt you♥
♥Then one stupid person♥
♥No different from any other stupid person♥
♥Wanders into your life♥
♥You give them a piece of you♥
♥They don't ask for it♥
♥They just do something stupid one day like♥
♥Kiss you or smile at you♥
♥And then your life isn't your own anymore♥
♥Love takes hostages♥
♥It gets inside you♥
♥It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness♥
♥So a simple phrase like♥
♥"Maybe we should just be friends" or♥
♥"How very perceptive"♥
♥Turns into a glass spinter working♥
♥It's way into your heart♥
♥It hurts♥
♥Not just in the imagination♥
♥Not just in the mind♥
♥It's a soul hurt - a body hurt♥
♥A real gets in you and rips you apart pain♥
♥Nothing should be able to do that♥
♥Especially no love♥
♥I hate love♥

After a while, you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul.
And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning, and company doesn't mean security.
And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises.
And you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes open, with the honor of a man, not the grief of a child.
And you learn to build all your roads on today because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans, and futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight.
After a while, you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much.
So you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul, instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.
And you learn that you really can endure, that you really are strong. And you really do have worth.
And you learn and learn... With every goodbye you learn.

I'd like to meet:

Basically someone I can hang out with. Have a good time with. Someone who won't screw me over. Who isn't afraid. I'm pretty picky. . .

Music:

Good Lord here we go:
Green Day
Senses Fail
Evans Blue
My Chemical Romance
Oasis
Fuel
Shinedown
Hinder
Chevelle
Hoobastank
Nonpoint
Bullet For My Valentine
Disturbed
The Early November
The Ataris
Sugarcult
Three Days Grace
Sum 41
Amber Pacific

Movies:

Hehe. . . another one:
The Notebook
A Walk To Remember
John Tucker Must Die
Pirates
X Men
Dirty Dancing
The League
Boondock Saints
Underworld
Underworld: Evolution

Books:

I pretty much love to read.
Harry Potter
The Da Vinci Code
Angels and Demons
Romance Novels

Heroes:


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My Blog

What You Thought You Knew

Alot of people seem to think they know so much about me. But do they really? Did they really take the time to get to know me or just listen to what everyone else had to say? Come with me into the past...
Posted by ♥Candace Nicole♥ on Wed, 25 Apr 2007 08:03:00 PST

Between You and Me

Won't you come over?You know that you want to.How does it feel to knowI still want you?Why do we always seem,To want what we can't have?Lessons learned.But then I listen to my heart,And it says still ...
Posted by ♥Candace Nicole♥ on Tue, 27 Mar 2007 11:13:00 PST

My Friends Over You

"My Friends Over You" I'm drunk off your kiss For the another night in a row This is becoming too routine for me But I did not mean to lead you on And it's all right to pretend...
Posted by ♥Candace Nicole♥ on Tue, 27 Mar 2007 11:11:00 PST

It's Time To Vent

People assume it is all to easy. To move on. To forget. I've lost everything, got it back to lose it again. Had people I thought I could trust and rely on and now we don't speak.I've had my heart brok...
Posted by ♥Candace Nicole♥ on Tue, 13 Feb 2007 08:27:00 PST