&& I Should Know Better ...

Lets see. Last time we checked I was excited, happy, and surrounded. Now Im bitter, mad, and alone. I Hate everything and everybody. And those that I do love, it hurts. I should maybe shut up and writ...
Posted by Alana is Not Afraid To Die. Apparently. [♥] on Tue, 07 Nov 2006 10:20:00 PST

R.I.P Lynette

Sad thing really. Life doesnt seem as real ... until one ends. http://stripes.com/article.asp?section=123&article=39544 &archive=true You are very  missed. Much Love. - Amanda...
Posted by Alana is Not Afraid To Die. Apparently. [♥] on Fri, 06 Oct 2006 08:10:00 PST

$chools Overseas. What Next???

This is something else ... Article from Stars and Stripes, From Kendra. These are two of the schools I went to. http://www.estripes.com/article.asp?section=104&article= 38671&archive=true Do yo...
Posted by Alana is Not Afraid To Die. Apparently. [♥] on Wed, 30 Aug 2006 10:45:00 PST

Aunt Linda is dead.

Aunt Linda is Dead. My aunt died of cancer. Saturday. They told us monday. Her wish was broken, I had to break it. Hate me if you must. She is still your sister, my mother. Yet I still love you. I ...
Posted by Alana is Not Afraid To Die. Apparently. [♥] on Wed, 23 Aug 2006 08:48:00 PST

♥ ♥ Quick Somebody Dance!

Well Fuck You. I am so done with your shit. I delt with your issuses too much of my young life. Its done. I was so cought up in your bull shit that now, Im alone, it hurts hundred times...
Posted by Alana is Not Afraid To Die. Apparently. [♥] on Tue, 08 Aug 2006 08:08:00 PST

&& As Happy as I Can Be.

Things are looking up for me. Spent a good load at Albertsons. My grandparents come tomorrow. Then on aug 1st my father will be here. I cant wait. I miss him more than anything. He is the one person i...
Posted by Alana is Not Afraid To Die. Apparently. [♥] on Fri, 28 Jul 2006 10:02:00 PST

What else?

Werid thing. I dont know whats wrong with me anymore. I dont know if Im home sick, or just sick. I hate everything at this point. Just as much as I Miss everything. I wanna go home. I want to hug thos...
Posted by Alana is Not Afraid To Die. Apparently. [♥] on Fri, 21 Jul 2006 08:13:00 PST

Im Done ♥

I was wrong. Too wrong. You are the best mistake I have made in this new world. I was stupid. I gave too much and wanted nothing. Too Much. Too Fast. And got Nothing. I should have expected more as s...
Posted by Alana is Not Afraid To Die. Apparently. [♥] on Tue, 11 Jul 2006 09:13:00 PST

♥ Damn You Mr. Roboto! ♥ I need friends.

Ok Im sitting at my computer listening to buddy holly. Then I got a phone call. It was mike. My close dear friend mike from korea. We talked about the old times back in Korea. He had alot to say. Abou...
Posted by Alana is Not Afraid To Die. Apparently. [♥] on Fri, 16 Jun 2006 08:14:00 PST

"You KNow your a Military Brat when ..." stole from Marquin *So True*

Knew the rank and name of the kid next door's father before meeting the kid next door.-You went on week-long field trips to England, Italy, and Japan.-Stand up for the National Anthem at the start of ...
Posted by Alana is Not Afraid To Die. Apparently. [♥] on Tue, 23 May 2006 11:48:00 PST