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Victoria

Why do I always fuck things up???

About Me

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Credits: ..
*First off, I am me. I'm a stubborn and moody bastard sometimes, but if you can get passed that (you're possibly a saint; I'm joking) then you're fine.*
*I work and go to school.*
*I'm a hopeless romantic. All those little sappy things... yeah, I like them =)*
*I really want to see the world, or at least parts of it at some point in my life.*
*I appreciate the small things, even if I don't always express my enjoyment.*
*I have a livejournal: "desolate_eyes". It's slightly outdated but it may serve as amusement to some.*

My Interests


Photography (Preferably B/W)
Driving around aimlessly Downriver
Late night walks that lead to nowhere
Listening to my music so loud that I drown out the crap coming from the car next to me
Finding useless things along my travels (Huge ceramic horses *cough*) Bianca knows what I'm saying
Dancing in the rain.. it's especially fun when you've had a few to drink

I'd like to meet:

Anyone open-minded and as crazy as I am. I usually only meet the people I am supposed to anyway. It's funny how things like that work.

Music:

The Cure
Buckcherry
Faith No More
Nine Inch Nails
HIM
Nickelback
Finger Eleven
Sick Puppies
MSI
Blind Melon
There's more, I don't feel like listing them. But I've been getting shit for not listing any. =( Just take a drive with me someday and you can listen to my music.

Movies:


What Dreams May Come
Serendipity
Moulin Rouge
A Midsummer Night's Dream
Natural Born Killers
Reservoir Dogs
Boondock Saints

Television:

Scrubs
Sex and the City
Anything on E!
CSI:Miami
I don't watch alot of TV

Books:

I have favorite authors and poets, not specific works though. They include Laurell K. Hamilton, Anne Rice, Neil Gaiman, Robert Frost and least but never last, Poe.

Heroes:

My family and friends, they've brought me through a lot of shit even though it hurt like hell.

My Blog

And I said....

"I do believe this may hurt like hell".  If I only knew what hell really felt like I could make sense of that. My mind is so scattered lately.  So today was probably not the best day to...
Posted by Victoria on Fri, 25 Jul 2008 04:53:00 PST

Forget it... it's not worth your time to read this, I promise

I have come to that point in my "I will hopefully see a meaning" meaningless life that I just don't give a fuck.  I really feel like I can't think clearly anymore and I have no direction.  T...
Posted by Victoria on Fri, 01 Jun 2007 10:22:00 PST

Just one more fucking dream... just one dream...

As I slept, my hair was sprawled across the bed in the sunlight and my cat, my dear Isis was curled close to my side purring... and as I slept I dreamt and there you were, again haunting my dreams lik...
Posted by Victoria on Thu, 04 May 2006 11:00:00 PST

one of my untitled songs...

I wrestle with my demons,even my angels are falling.And the stars,they're not out tonight.And the sun,it's hardly in my sky.My demons have killed my angels.They've taken my worldunder their control,un...
Posted by Victoria on Fri, 17 Mar 2006 10:44:00 PST