i must be dumb. |
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Posted by on Mon, 08 Dec 2008 20:54:00 GMT |
something to smile about |
I'M ALIVE!!!!!!! Sometimes i get really excited when i get back to this thought. i forget it, but when i got it, i get pumped. Not a dull moment when i understand i'm living, and breathing, and thinki...
Posted by on Sun, 05 Oct 2008 20:07:00 GMT |
i cant sleep. |
sleepless nights, tired days. the thoughts, the racing, pacing thoughts of facing fears long foreseen, but only in dreams. A guitar revitalizes, the melody in my mind is breaking through, the aching t...
Posted by on Wed, 01 Oct 2008 06:36:00 GMT |
fuck |
fuck fuck fuck shit fuck. Sometimes in my head this is what it sounds like. I assume that everybody has these thoughts. Seems to be a trendy narration in movies. I wonder sometimes why I get so angry....
Posted by on Sat, 13 Sep 2008 18:38:00 GMT |
How do I kill the pity? |
I can barely breath. They crowd in hoping to be agreed with. If I were to just spread my wings and fly above them, I would clear my nausea, but I feel gravity, pulling me, killing me slowly. A bondage...
Posted by on Sat, 23 Aug 2008 01:52:00 GMT |
Death |
For sometime i've been saying i am not afraid to die. I saw tonight that i've been lying. I'm terrified of it. Yet at the same time, the more I think about it the more I have a deep desire, a yearning...
Posted by on Fri, 22 Aug 2008 01:43:00 GMT |
Top 10 Fears |
1. Getting stuck in their reality.2. Never being understood.3. Giving up.4. Stasis.5. Accepting tradition.6. Incarceration.7. Torture.8. Being ignorant.9. Losing fingers. (for guitar)10. Not getting o...
Posted by on Mon, 11 Aug 2008 16:13:00 GMT |
Born to rock. |
I love music. If there is anything i want to do with my life, it's create music. I don't even know that much about music, and I'm not extremely talented, but i don't really care, i have to keep playin...
Posted by on Sun, 03 Aug 2008 14:07:00 GMT |
