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J

My skies keep getting darker...

About Me

My names jeff, but ppl know me by other names to. Im 20 and living in a small ass town called Loco. I work at walmart in ardmore right now.
I hate people that judge someone they dont even know. I used to do that but i learned its not right and i dont like that ive done it before. Now i give anyone and everyone a chance. I dont ask anything more of anyone i meet than get to know me b4 u judge me, then i dont care if u hate me or love me. Its your choice :)...I believe the shit ive gone threw everyone can learn from, and i love when ppl have things i can learn from. So give me a chance, ill give u a chance... dont be scared of change.
I graduated from vallerott college in oklahoma city with a degree in information technology. Someday i plan on furthering my education, but thats not a big deal for me right now, im happy with what i have.
I have alot of dreams i want to achieve in this life, and ill do damn near anything to achieve them. Ive already achieved quite a few of my dreams, so im well on my way to be who i want to be.
I have a few close friends. If u ever have the opportunity to be a close friend of mine id do anything for ya and take a bullet for ya in it came to that. My friends are everything to me. I've had a hard life, just like my friends. So i do anything and everything to make sure my friends get through there problems as easy as possible. I dont like seeing my friends in pain either mental, physical, or any other problem a person can have.
I have a crazy music taste. What u hear playing isnt near everything i listen to. Im into anything from 2pac to Lamb Of God. I love horror movies.. the crazyer the better, but ill watch damn near anything.

My Interests

Music
concerts
Anything!

I'd like to meet:

You!?! Im not scared to meet new people, are you?

Music:


Fist Of Five
Navigator
Six Years Dead
In This Moment
Demon Hunter
Manditory
Crossbreed
No Ones Slave
Torment The Vein
Rustic Circle
VentanA
Revolution Pariah
Welcome The Silence
Submerged In Dirt

Movies:

Saw 1 - 3
The Kingdom
Children Of The Corn
300
The Reaping
The Number 23

Television:

A Haunting
LA Ink
Miami Ink
How It's Maid
Future Weapons
Headbangers Ball

Books:

like i fucking read...

Heroes:

Anyone who wants to make something out of thereselves

My Blog

i dont even know....

My skin is burningwhere my blood is dripping from my skinalways blamingmy words always got me byyou push me awayfor the last timethe last timeim always sadand you always laughingwere always changinghe...
Posted by J on Sun, 09 Mar 2008 10:43:00 PST

Family...

Let me know what ya think i guess... been workin on this one for quite awhile... its pretty obvious what its about haha... thats a first huh...i hear u talkin bout family lifei wish i know what that w...
Posted by J on Sat, 01 Mar 2008 11:19:00 PST

Love

Haha this is DEFINITLY not a usual subject for me... but it was requested by Jen-Jen so i did it.... Leave comments please? i really want to know what you think about this one.. it was freaking hard t...
Posted by J on Thu, 20 Dec 2007 11:04:00 PST

Picture

The day that i couldnt pictureIn my mind nor in scriptureBetrayed by bloodfeeling stomped in the mudI can no longer breathstill wishing i could seehow do i know what is right for me?life turned upside...
Posted by J on Thu, 29 Nov 2007 08:37:00 PST

The lie is over...

so finally today.. the lies thats surrounded me and my friends / family is finally over. these lies have really thrown me for a loop the last few days / years. i wont get into a lot of detail but this...
Posted by J on Fri, 19 Oct 2007 12:30:00 PST

Hollow

I can't believeim so hollowwhen im here in this holei cant concievethis time is borrowedcan i go on tomorrow?i cant eraseall of my sorrowthe past is gonebut i cant changeeven tomorrowa vision to go on...
Posted by J on Tue, 22 May 2007 09:17:00 PST

Rain

RainIts coldIts hardAnd I'mlocked inside thisI've goneto fari cant mend thisi walk awayfalling intoits such a shamethat i miss younow i feel the shockcan you help meyou can notBRING ME BACKIll always ...
Posted by J on Tue, 22 May 2007 09:08:00 PST

Without

umm NO its not about anyone sooo fuckoff lol just a good day, till now lolWithoutYou believed every word i sayAlways took time to understandYou took my breath awaywas that you sliping throught my hand...
Posted by J on Tue, 22 May 2007 09:01:00 PST

Distance

This is actually about.... ME!!!! yup... might help ya understand me? i donno... check it out tho lolDistanceSaddend eyesdistance, my best friendat night it comeswill they care?Blame was all i wantIt'...
Posted by J on Fri, 18 May 2007 09:28:00 PST

Cold

ColdI am sickend by what i heardI cant believe what you have doneSo cold andfar from whats realthis is a wastewere all deadmy blood is on you handsnow im coldyou take thisapon my wristand you want to ...
Posted by J on Fri, 18 May 2007 09:21:00 PST