he loved her |
he would say giving her a kiss on the cheek "now..close your eyes, I don't want you to see this.."
she would close her eyes.. never asking why.. not even wondering..
then.. eyes opened.. she would&nbs... Posted by xene on Tue, 08 Apr 2008 12:11:00 PST |
not me.. |
this... is not me.
me is lost.
me is gone.
now.. I remain.. an empty shell..
with a bag on my back, where I keep memories of me..
I roam alone.. trying to find me..
and from time to time..
... Posted by xene on Tue, 01 Apr 2008 05:13:00 PST |
... |
why are you running away..
little tiny thing
don't you wanna play?
innocent peaceful thing
those who you fear are far away now.
you are safe here.
here..
you are free.
can't you see I'm not one of the... Posted by xene on Fri, 08 Feb 2008 09:19:00 PST |
..... |
hand
evil trembling hand
I hate you
mind
blank confused mind
I hate you
heart
cold broken heart
I hate you
voice
weak shaking voice
I hate you
wrist
scarred bleeding wrist
I hate you
body
worthless... Posted by xene on Sun, 27 Jan 2008 03:39:00 PST |
how I fell |
I stood there.. right at what was supposed to be the top of my everything.. I looked around.. I could see the voices, the smiles, the feelings, the hopes, the dreams, .. . I could see it all right fro... Posted by xene on Sat, 19 Jan 2008 10:39:00 PST |
shh |
I then slightly close my eyes
and it s kind of a peaceful dream
that keeps me alive
shhh
don t make a sound
please
don t wake me up
... Posted by xene on Thu, 17 Jan 2008 01:31:00 PST |
go.. |
this has got to end
you have got to go
cuz I m just meant to stay Posted by xene on Thu, 17 Jan 2008 01:21:00 PST |
... |
light rays passing through medots of sunlighteverywhereI m being set on fireturn your headfor the lights are blindingthenwhen it s all overturn backa seedall that s left from meplease take itplant it ... Posted by xene on Tue, 15 Jan 2008 01:42:00 PST |
Silence |
Silence... loud defening silence makes it hard for me to hear my own thoughts.. I try to think.. to write.. to breath.. but it seems that the silence that took my voice away a long long time ago has c... Posted by xene on Mon, 12 Nov 2007 09:47:00 PST |
the longest dream I v ever "had" |
I had the funniest dream yesterday ..I was walking in the woods ..yeah in the woods.. and I was all alone.. it didn t seem that I was lost or afraid... I was just walking slowly.. I raised my head to ... Posted by xene on Sat, 19 May 2007 02:04:00 PST |