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xene

come sit.. I saved a cloud for you..

About Me

infinite calmness..not sad but silent..love is a dangerous delight..dreams are the only way to exist out of this exile....it s not an illusion..it s a world.. my world..
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My Interests

deep silence. dreams. unspoken words. solitude. ballerina music boxes. teddy bears. graphite pencils. long walks. dreams of falling. keeping quiet while supposed to speak. warm tears. childhood memories. big old trees. watching my breath on cold winter days. plastic arts. bohemians. jasmine scent. summer nights.

I'd like to meet:

the real me.. the little prince.. the blue fairyView Blog | View Pics | Add Comment

Music:

A perfect circle. Tool. Anathema. Porcupine Tree. Blackfield. Radiohead. Portishead. ez3kiel. Riverside. k's choice. Bjork. Yael Naim. Massive Attack. Jefferson airplane. Sofia Solaz. The secret life of Sofia. Opeth. Muse. The Cranberries Scorpions. Switchfoot. Nada Surf. Anouar Brahem. Alanis Morissette. The red paintings. Nirvana. ...

Movies:

Donnie Darko. fight club. requiem for a dream. artificial intelligence: AI. Forest Gumb. the butterfly effect. a beatiful mind . cast away. Memento. passion of a mind. run Lola run. Bab'Aziz(The Prince Who Contemplated His Soul)

Television:

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Books:


vendredi ou les limbes du pacifique , le petit prince(both french and english versions) , Le petit chose, Le horla, la dame du cirque,
story of a sea,

Heroes:

dreamers. artists. the little prince. Alice.

My Blog

he loved her

he would say giving her a kiss on the cheek "now..close your eyes, I don't want you to see this.." she would close her eyes.. never asking why.. not even wondering.. then.. eyes opened.. she would&nbs...
Posted by xene on Tue, 08 Apr 2008 12:11:00 PST

not me..

this... is not me. me is lost. me is gone. now.. I remain.. an empty shell.. with a bag on my back,  where I keep memories of me.. I roam alone.. trying to find me.. and from time to time.. ...
Posted by xene on Tue, 01 Apr 2008 05:13:00 PST

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why are you running away.. little tiny thing don't you wanna play? innocent peaceful thing those who you fear are far away now. you are safe here. here.. you are free. can't you see I'm not one of the...
Posted by xene on Fri, 08 Feb 2008 09:19:00 PST

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hand evil trembling hand I hate you mind blank confused mind I hate you heart cold broken heart I hate you voice weak shaking voice I hate you wrist scarred bleeding wrist I hate you body worthless...
Posted by xene on Sun, 27 Jan 2008 03:39:00 PST

how I fell

I stood there.. right at what was supposed to be the top of my everything.. I looked around.. I could see the voices, the smiles, the feelings, the hopes, the dreams, .. . I could see it all right fro...
Posted by xene on Sat, 19 Jan 2008 10:39:00 PST

shh

I then slightly close my eyes and it s kind of a peaceful dream that keeps me alive shhh don t make a sound please don t wake me up  ...
Posted by xene on Thu, 17 Jan 2008 01:31:00 PST

go..

this has got to end you have got to go cuz I m just meant to stay
Posted by xene on Thu, 17 Jan 2008 01:21:00 PST

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light rays passing through medots of sunlighteverywhereI m being set on fireturn your headfor the lights are blindingthenwhen it s all overturn backa seedall that s left from meplease take itplant it ...
Posted by xene on Tue, 15 Jan 2008 01:42:00 PST

Silence

Silence... loud defening silence makes it hard for me to hear my own thoughts.. I try to think.. to write.. to breath.. but it seems that the silence that took my voice away a long long time ago has c...
Posted by xene on Mon, 12 Nov 2007 09:47:00 PST

the longest dream I v ever "had"

I had the funniest dream yesterday ..I was walking in the woods ..yeah in the woods.. and I was all alone.. it didn t seem that I was lost or afraid... I was just walking slowly.. I raised my head to ...
Posted by xene on Sat, 19 May 2007 02:04:00 PST