powerRACHEL

some people have real problems (grabs the crayola’s)

it must be so hard to be you.  and i mean that.  to be so fake.  to try so hard but to be so transparent.  what a failure.  you're inventing your entire personality and you'r...
Posted by powerRACHEL on Wed, 27 Feb 2008 05:12:00 PST

its always baby baby baby

I can see in your eyes that you know the truth.  I can see you finally realized you made a mistake.  You had a choice.  Do you take the prize behind Door 1 or Door 2?  Well, you ch...
Posted by powerRACHEL on Wed, 27 Feb 2008 08:42:00 PST

You don’t reach that level without a warning

Rejection is a terrible place to be.  But alas, here I am.    You're so vain, you probably think this blog is about you.  And it may very well be.  Who knows.   I feel r...
Posted by powerRACHEL on Fri, 18 Jan 2008 07:02:00 PST

am i outside?

do you ever feel like your just going through the motions. . . working up the courage to admit that it doesn't matter. waiting on something that might matter.     i can't start another year...
Posted by powerRACHEL on Fri, 04 Jan 2008 08:55:00 PST

Youve been waiting

Clearly by the high number of blog views I've had today/this week (22 and 115 respectively) you've all been waiting for this.  You know I've got it in me. Anyone who knows me knows I've had a whi...
Posted by powerRACHEL on Thu, 15 Nov 2007 06:41:00 PST

my favorite mistake

just because they haven't figured out whats wrong with me, doesn't mean there isn't something.   off to see another specialist, off to more doctors.  more elavators and more waiting rooms.&n...
Posted by powerRACHEL on Wed, 03 Oct 2007 06:15:00 PST

it feels good to be worried about

It's kinda funny how quick things change. How fast you can go from one extreme to the next.  One day I feel completely fine and 100% confident and loved and ready.  And then the next, I'm qu...
Posted by powerRACHEL on Tue, 02 Oct 2007 05:28:00 PST

Wolf in sheep’s clothing.

We all should be really glad I'm acutally at a computer tonight.  So much to get out of my system. I found an old phone today.  From like, a year ago.  The one I gave up for that chocol...
Posted by powerRACHEL on Mon, 03 Sep 2007 05:29:00 PST

But my Daddy thinks I’m fine

So much to blog, and so little time. I've missed have computers and internet at my own disposal.  I really enjoyed the everyday opportunity to bare my soul for the world on the interweb.  Oh...
Posted by powerRACHEL on Tue, 28 Aug 2007 02:43:00 PST

why is there so much stuff all the time?

There is  a fog around my summer heart.  I said that sentence yesterday, and didn't realize its significance until hours later.  But its true.  There is a fog around my heart. ...
Posted by powerRACHEL on Thu, 19 Jul 2007 08:10:00 PST