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*a mommy to dylan and christian they keep me goin
*a wife to howie he loves us, god and his church kids
*i definitely believe in god, he is the great iam
*jesus loves me and you too
*i miss my son wayne more than i knew was possible
*he is in heaven rockin with jesus in his rocking chair
*bleu is like a daughter i never did have
*i live with this freaky gbs/cidp disease forever
*Dave, ralph and amy you are all in my prayers daily
*michelle is my bestest girlfriend
*my daddy is my suppaman
*my mommy is the strongest lady i know
*mrs. bonnie is an angel and i luv her many bunches
*dave is my hero, he has helped me so much
*dr. benjamin is amazing
*tom is all i would ever wish i could be; ily4eva!
*my wish for him is to move to top of transplant lists!
*i luv cell phone, textin, auto carwash & digi cam
*I wish someone wud make IV/IG pill instead of 8hr iv
*i love campin at santee and eatin at cracker barrel
*i'm lazy, i'm crazy
*i'm happy, i'm sad
*i'm depressed, i hurt
*i'm a loner and i kinda like it
*i dont do crowds my illness embarrasses me but w/evr
*i know people stop being your friend when u get sick
*i love my family, all of them...even ones i never see
*i've found i dont have much patience in my old age
*i can be rude,not on purpose, i'm like my granddaddy
*I'm like momma, hardmouthed and speak mind..
*im like daddy, take crap, depends on the pain
*i don't judge, i don't like being judged
*i'm quiet, i'm clumsy,
*i fall alot, im sick most days no one knows about
*i would never wish gbs/cidp on anyone
*i wish people really understood pain they dont see
*i have trust issues, i have regrets,i have hurt others
*i am truely sorry for my mistakes in life
*im smart booksense, commonsense im dumb as a stump
*im confused, im scattered, i wish i was a better mom
*i wish i could just do all christian wanted for one day
i luv my boys..did i say it already??oh well cant say it enuff
*im blessed, im lucky, im so proud and thankful to God
*im an insomniac, i have a temper...
*i like being random...its easier....
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*my son wayne all up in heaven one day....

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summer...christian...vent for a min lol

Ok...here it is...summertime is here....Kids playin...havin fun....being lazy...destroyin house....eatin junk....hyper as all get out....sure i'm glad they are out me mercy its just wednesday of the f...
Posted by on Wed, 10 Jun 2009 06:49:00 GMT

weekend roundup

  Today  is Tuesday.  We went fishing this past weekend up at Santee and had a really good time.  We rented one of the pier cabins and it was really great.  We all got fishermen's sunburned ( mine mos...
Posted by on Tue, 12 May 2009 06:50:00 GMT

The camping trip and venting....

Just a venting blog today...We had a great camping trip..It was a totally amazing good time...Dylan and Ashley had fun, Blake met a girl, Christian has a new friend (Silas)  and his old friend (Gabrie...
Posted by on Sun, 12 Apr 2009 08:04:00 GMT

idk just random stuff

It has still been a pretty tough week.  Sunday was really sick.  I thought my brains were going to bust out of my head (trust me as little as my brain is that is bad).  The doctor started me on someth...
Posted by on Tue, 07 Apr 2009 14:02:00 GMT

ugggghhhhhh

Yesterday had a treatment and also got back blood results...Now cholesterol is up and sugar was up...more meds more feelin bad...apparantly sugar was part of the reason i was feeling so bad....between...
Posted by on Fri, 03 Apr 2009 18:23:00 GMT

sadness

Tomorrow is the anniversary of Wayne's accident.  It was on the 26th and he passed away on the 27th.  It happened 11years ago.  Sometimes it hurts just like it was yesterday.  I know he is in heaven a...
Posted by on Wed, 25 Mar 2009 19:45:00 GMT

ugh!

still sick...still sick and tired of being sick...the bp is still up...the pain is still killing me...Christian still isnt feeling the best in the world....Dylan is still on the go wantin to ride all ...
Posted by on Tue, 17 Mar 2009 16:46:00 GMT

BP

You know I have been sick with this GBS/CIDP thing for a while now, since 2000.  It has its leveled off days, its really painful days, its relapse days and days that you swear you would have to feel b...
Posted by on Thu, 12 Mar 2009 07:38:00 GMT

Missing You

 Today is just a day for missing you...with all of my heart, soul, mind and being...Its not a special occasion, it's just one of those "Wayne" days...I cry cause I miss you, but I am blessed to have h...
Posted by on Tue, 17 Feb 2009 07:53:00 GMT

Michelle's dad

Just a note ...If you believe in prayer please remember my best friend Michelle and her family in your prayers.  Her father, Benjamin Fowler, passed away today.  He has been sick for a while but no ma...
Posted by on Tue, 10 Feb 2009 18:00:00 GMT