I can be blue
I can be violet sky
I can be hurtful
I can be purple
I can be anything you like
My name is Lauren.. that is the name I was born with and I'm sticking to it. A lot of people know me as Lauryn but that was just a ghost of who I wanted to be. Its Lauren. With an E.
I'm most likely to tell you what I love about you before I ever tell you what I hate about you. I'm nice when I choose to be, but I usually keep to myself unless I truly feel like I want to speak to you. I really hate when people tell me to smile.. if I'm not smiling there's obviously a reason why I'm not. I talk when I feel it is necessary and I won't talk if I don't have anything to say. When I'm with a person, I love making them laugh, smile, anything to make them happy. I hate awkwardness. I have a tendancy not to look people in the eye. I won't look you in the eye unless I find you interesting. I absolutely love when people make me smile, or laugh really really hard. I get really happy over the littlest things and really sad over the littlest things. I always want to have the last word, I like getting my opinion through.
It's hard for me to trust people, but if I do open up to you, I feel like I can trust you without a doubt. I'd like to say I'm a good person, but when it comes down to it I'm not. I've realized friends really don't last forever, karmas a bitch. I'm usually not the one taking the advice, but giving it.. I have so many pet peeves it's disgusting, a lot of things get on my nerves. I forgive but never forget and I don't intend on letting you. I look around the room a lot if I'm nervous or upset. I have very little faith in people, and even less in myself. I comprehend most things. I love night time. I'm always stressed over something. I don't really like blondes, although there are a select few I have no problem with, I'd choose brunettes over them anyday.
I wish I was born in the 50s.
Is that enough or do you want me to keep going?