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!auren

I am here for Dating, Serious Relationships and Friends

About Me

I can be brown
I can be blue
I can be violet sky
I can be hurtful
I can be purple
I can be anything you like

My name is Lauren.. that is the name I was born with and I'm sticking to it. A lot of people know me as Lauryn but that was just a ghost of who I wanted to be. Its Lauren. With an E.
I'm most likely to tell you what I love about you before I ever tell you what I hate about you. I'm nice when I choose to be, but I usually keep to myself unless I truly feel like I want to speak to you. I really hate when people tell me to smile.. if I'm not smiling there's obviously a reason why I'm not. I talk when I feel it is necessary and I won't talk if I don't have anything to say. When I'm with a person, I love making them laugh, smile, anything to make them happy. I hate awkwardness. I have a tendancy not to look people in the eye. I won't look you in the eye unless I find you interesting. I absolutely love when people make me smile, or laugh really really hard. I get really happy over the littlest things and really sad over the littlest things. I always want to have the last word, I like getting my opinion through.
It's hard for me to trust people, but if I do open up to you, I feel like I can trust you without a doubt. I'd like to say I'm a good person, but when it comes down to it I'm not. I've realized friends really don't last forever, karmas a bitch. I'm usually not the one taking the advice, but giving it.. I have so many pet peeves it's disgusting, a lot of things get on my nerves. I forgive but never forget and I don't intend on letting you. I look around the room a lot if I'm nervous or upset. I have very little faith in people, and even less in myself. I comprehend most things. I love night time. I'm always stressed over something. I don't really like blondes, although there are a select few I have no problem with, I'd choose brunettes over them anyday.
I wish I was born in the 50s.

Is that enough or do you want me to keep going?



My Interests

FRIENDS. music. fastpitch softball. singing. partying. kickin it. dancing. having fun. laughing. hanging out with my little sister. playing with my dalmation (he's so cute!)

I'd like to meet:

Some one to hang out with.

say what?

Music:

8 fingers down. the academy is.... acceptance. afi. against me!. the all american rejects. all time low. american eyes. amy winehouse. andre nickatina. anti-flag. armor for sleep. avril lavigne. the banner. bedouin soundclash. ben jelen. blink182. bloc party. bob marley. the bouncing souls. breaking benjamin. britney spears. the casualties. chiodos. cranberries. crash romeo. dashboard confessional. death cab for cutie. delerium. eminem. escape the fate. evanescence. every time i die. expendables. fergie. flogging molly. flyleaf. fountains of wayne. from first to last. gogol bordello. good charlotte (their old stuff). good riddance. hawthorne heights. helmet. hellogoodbye. hinder. i am ghost. incubus. jimmy eat world. joan jett & the blackhearts. keane. the killers. the kooks. linkin park. liz phair. los kung-fu monkeys. lostprophets. love equals death. mac dre. matchbook romance. the matches. maxeen. moneen. motion city soundtrack. my chemical romance. newfound glory. nofx. panic! at the disco. paramore. paula cole. pod. protest the hero. relient k. rise against. riverboat gamblers. roses are red. royden. saves the day. the scotch greens. she wants revenge. slightly stoopid. smoov-e. snowpatrol. so they say. somerset. story of the year. sugarcult. the sunstreak. switchfoot. taking back sunday. three days grace. time again. trapt. underoath. the used. valient thorr. vanna. vanessa carlton. vcr. yeah yeah yeahs. yellowcard. zox. and more... i like anything with a good sound

Movies:

edward scissorhands. final destination 1,2, and 3. wedding crashers. anything with will ferell. grind. attack of the killer tomatoes. mary poppins. alice in wonderland. thirteen. i'll watch just about anything

Television:

anything that can make me laugh! robot chicken. auqa teen hunger force. the ex effect. room 401. big brother. cops. disorderly conduct. mind of mencia. property ladder. moving up. judge judy. ugly betty. cheaters. ninja warrior. paula's home cooking. iron chef. planet earth. the soup. the price is right. blind date. man vs. wild (european alps)..

Books:

just listen. cut. speak. all rivers flow to the sea. crank. the newspaper. sisterhood of the traveling pants series. swollen. click here. the catcher in the rye. a bright red scream. seventeenth summer. so yesterday. series of unfortunate events. squashed.

Heroes:

my mommy.. and my little sister julia, you can never forget her..

My Blog

street song

sidewalk street, he stands alonein night and streetlampwhile the world sweats summer and sirens singand hate pours down from the city sky like a wicked rainit wets us all until we are soaked with ange...
Posted by !auren on Sun, 22 Oct 2006 05:05:00 PST

HARD LOVE

I remember growing up like it was only yesterday Mom and daddy tried their best to guide me on my way But the hard times and the liquor drove the easy love away And the only love I knew about was hard...
Posted by !auren on Sat, 19 Aug 2006 09:46:00 PST

BRASS FURNACE GOING OUT

BRASS FURNACE GOING OUT: Song, after an Abortion  I      to say I failed, that is walked out     and into the arctic     &nbs...
Posted by !auren on Wed, 07 Jun 2006 08:55:00 PST

this person knows who they are

12th Summer   I remember The summer that I was twelve Could there have been only One summer That I was twelve? It mustve been a long one, then Long days, late nights, lemonade Stands, scorching S...
Posted by !auren on Wed, 17 May 2006 08:46:00 PST