Mary

I'd like to meet:

I HAVE MET SOME PRETTY WONDERFUL PEOPLE, WHICH MOST, THANKFULLY, ARE STILL IN MY LIFE. I HAVE ALSO MET SOME PEOPLE THAT I COULD HAVE LIVED A HAPPIER LIFE WITHOUT MEETING (AS I’M SURE YOU CAN RELATE). HOWEVER EVERYONE, WHETHER POSITIVE OR NEGITIVE, HAVE TOUGHT ME THINGS I COULDN’T HAVE LEARNED WITHOUT CROSSING PATHS. I'M THANKFUL REGARDLESS OF THE HURTFUL/SPITEFUL THINGS PEOPLE HAVE SAID AND DONE. EITHER WAY, IM ALWAYS DOWN TO MEET NEW HEADS AND WORK IT FROM THERE. IF YOU'RE A SHIT TALKER, SWEET! JUST PLEASE SAY IT TO ME RATHER THAN HIDE AND SAY IT BEHIND MY BACK. IF YOU CAN'T DO THAT MUCH, DONT WASTE MY TIME, BECAUSE YOU’RE A LOSER. HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO KNOW IF I DID SOMETHING FUCKED UP OR WAS MEAN OR RUDE {WHICH MOST LIKELY WAS UNINTENTIONAL IN THE FIRST PLACE} IF YOU DON’T CALL ME OUT ON IT? I’VE MET ENOUGH COWARDS AND HATERS IN 25 YEARS. TO BE HONEST WITH YOU I WOULD LOVE TO SAVE MYSELF FROM THE FAKE. I’VE ALWAYS, ALWAYS BEEN MISUNDERSTOOD SO IF YOU DONT HAVE BALLS TO ASK ME QUESTIONS, REGARDLESS OF WHAT THEY ARE - EXPECT THE BLUNT AND SOMETMES FUCKED UP TRUTH - AGAIN YOU ARE SOMEONE I'D RATHER LIVE MY LIFE WITHOUT. IT’S NOT ABOUT LIVING LIFE PERFECTLY; IT’S EVOLVING THROUGH FAMILY, FRIENDS, HATERS, THE WRONG AND THE RIGHT, GOOD CHOICES AND BAD CHOICES, HARDSHIPS, HEARTBREAKS, LOVERS, ACCOMPLISHMENTS, STRENGTHS, WEAKNESSESS, JOY, LAUGHTER, TEARS, SADNESS, AND PAIN. I’M NOT PERFECT. ARE YOU?

Music:

FROM ONE FRIEND TO ANOTHER: "Life is Pain so get over it. Trust one thing of yourself and trust yourself to die. When its my time to go even after all the hearts I broke even lives I admit to taking I learned that if the gates should turn me down and if hell is to be so cruel he will sit me on top of the watchtower to see my brothers and sisters I loved and left behind incapapable of finding themselves and unreachable, for I am not an angel and I am not able to carry them in times of trouble. I wouldn't be not only dead but guilty and lost of faith and purpose as I sit atop the watchtower unable to change or help the lives I thought were strong enough to remember me “oh what torture it would cause my soul, “oh what a punishment it would be.” I want nothing more for you but to fucking bury me beneath your pillow and fall to sleep and live your life like a long dream and once you awake my hands will be on your face and there to talk about the many adventures and obstacles you got to see and people you got to meet and the life you were able to live and I was left to miss. I will live my life on top of the watchtower living through you. And once your time comes I will be waiting to hear your stories of triumph, victory and failure, and we will laugh amongst the clouds as only a small chapter of life has passed from us but we shall meet again on that path that we promised to finish. If I could choose three words to sum up everything I have ever learned it would be simple “life goes on.” Love you."

THIS IS MY GIRL FOR LIFE.

Movies:

Television:

Heroes:

Of all the things i've loved and lost,
its no girl,
or foolish times
created or new families
with love of losing minds,
carry all the joy of life,
one day we'll meet again
cause of all the things
i loved and lost
I MISS MY FUCKIN' FRIEND.
~Thanks Jon.
It was so good i had to steal it!!!

HOLE, YOU TRULY ARE MY HERO. I LOVE YOU MORE THAN I COULD EVER EXPRESS. THANKS FOR ALWAYS PUTTING UP WITH MY SHIT AND NEVER GIVING UP ON ME. IF IT WERENT FOR YOU I DONT KNOW WHERE ID BE TODAY. YOU TRULY ARE MY FAMILY.