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~~anjewel~~

I am here for Friends

About Me

whats to tell...i'm a girl with constant dilemmas and worries...with an abundance of "what ifs" wondering around. i stay in a constant state confused and wondering if many of my snap decisions were right or should i have just sat it out and waited to see if it was the right thing to do. this is me...i am happy and i am sad, i am shy and i am outspoken, i am just who i am...and i still havent figured that out yet.

My Interests


Create your own Friend Quiz here call me old fashioned, but nothing beats chokers with chains. haha i love to paint, draw, listen to music (industrial, rock, some metal, techno...)

I'd like to meet:

"eyes of stone, weigh me down. Dark and inviting, in them...i drown. I cannot escape, nor would i like to. I'm contradicting in myself, now let me live... in death with you."

Music:



REM, skinny puppy, rammstein, Type O Negative, A Perfect Circle, coal chamber, drowning pool, static-x, marilyn manson, older korn songs, coldplay

Wanna dance to the rhythms of this silence?

Movies:



Powder, the machinist, saw, daredevil, the green mile, nightmare before christmas, edward scissorhands, interview with the vampire, vampire in brooklyn, The Silence of the Lambs, Hannibal, Red Dragon, vanilla sky, the illusionist

Television:

Family Guy, The Simpsons, House, CSI, British Comedies

Books:

anne rice, edgar allan poe, books about real serial killers, biographies, fantasy

Heroes:

those who never give up, regardless if they succeed

My talented friend Jenn!!!

My gangsta nephew Jacob...=P

My Blog

one thing leads to another

Staring out the dirty screenthat cover the window glasses to matchi know i am bound to these wallsnot able to escape further than the front doorshackles restrain myselfmy mind my only way to travelsti...
Posted by ~~anjewel~~ on Tue, 03 Jul 2007 11:40:00 PST

Life Poem

How do I get so sick When I barely breathe? The rupture of my cough Echoes out my mouth   The aggravation The frustration The annoyance The pain   How much do I have Hidden? How ...
Posted by ~~anjewel~~ on Sat, 23 Jun 2007 05:18:00 PST

Sutured Dream

Sutured dreamsAnd tattered mindCoagulateThe stench is apparentYou cannot escapeRotting, decayingAn asylumTrapped within yourselfLosing controlSlipping awayOne pill at a timeNothing helpsSleepThe ultim...
Posted by ~~anjewel~~ on Sat, 23 Jun 2007 05:07:00 PST

You vs. Humanity

You live aloneIn a world of obscureImages of unusualWhere pain is the curePunishment hereIs freedom thereChains and shacklesAre items you shareLittered with your thoughtsCreations, and twisted secrets...
Posted by ~~anjewel~~ on Sat, 23 Jun 2007 05:08:00 PST

Reality

You're submersed in bloodBut you say you're just fineI ask againStill you denyYou're stubborn (strong)You're distant (shy)You don't fit in (unique)You're blunt (cannot lie)You hide in your shellAvoidi...
Posted by ~~anjewel~~ on Sat, 23 Jun 2007 05:06:00 PST

Rain

Bed of steelBecomes your cageIron braceletsHooked to your 'stage'Bloody scarsCaused by teeth and fingernailsLure you for moreThan you can possibly entailYou want it to stopBut really you do notOh it's...
Posted by ~~anjewel~~ on Sat, 23 Jun 2007 05:03:00 PST

Porcelain

Ripped fishnetLined in laceA corset to matchWith ribbon to embraceDeep crimson pigmentCoinciding with my lipsShades in the dressThat's cut and rippedMy eyes shadowedBy ebony powderHypnotizing and deep...
Posted by ~~anjewel~~ on Sat, 23 Jun 2007 05:02:00 PST

A Cat Poem

Curiosity killed the catand least it has a few extra lives to sparebut it dont take long to fly threw themtill you end up on your last onealways encouraged to askbut discouraged towhen the time comest...
Posted by ~~anjewel~~ on Mon, 23 Apr 2007 07:40:00 PST

Breaking Tradition~Time For a Change

So you saw this blog and wondered "what tradition did she break?"  or you just thought you'd read it out of sheer curiosity or possibly boredom.  whatever your reason; it doesn't matter to m...
Posted by ~~anjewel~~ on Tue, 26 Dec 2006 01:57:00 PST

Breathe

slow change not different for me its me and i'm being the usual ...therefore, i'm not changing such thoughts... i cannot win   i will not go back to... doing everything everyone else is doing i w...
Posted by ~~anjewel~~ on Tue, 01 Aug 2006 07:11:00 PST