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about me, my name is Alex Rafael Guyer. music means a lot me. i love metal, industrial, electronica, techno, alternative, punk, indie, death metal and so on. i LOVEEEE SlipKnoT, name any random song by them and i guarantee i know the lyrics to it. the way i look at it is that there will always be people with different beliefs and veiws and there is nothing that u can do about it so dont try criticize or change people because of the way they are. i dont regret anything simply because there is no point, whatever happened, happened and whatever was said, was said and u cant change it so dont dwell over it, take it as a lesson. im very laid back and mellow and people never seem to have a problem with me so i never have a problem with them. one thing i really hate is when people dont try and when they make up excuses or just assume they cant do it. i especially hate it when people care about what others think, ill even catch myself doing it sometimes and i absolutely hate it. i tend to mumble and swear alot. i was never punished for swearing so its been etched into my vocabulary but i can control it when appropriate. i am not very appreciative of authority figures. people cant make decisions for themselves so they rely on a higher power to do it for them. which is why im definitely not religious, and i dont believe in christianity, never liked it, never will. i hope that one day all of it will die out. i moreover believe in science and evolution not bullshit creationism. its just a bunch of stupid stories. but dont take offense to this, i can make friends with anybody, i dont mind, just as long as they dont do stuff that will make me not like them, obviously. i hate anger, it is such a primative mood so i always control my it, some people just let it loose and throw a little fit and regret it later. so you will never see me outwardly angry. shit is sooo fucked up in this country and half the population doesnt know jack shit. yeah i can be a little quiet sometimes but to be honest i dont really have much in common with most kids because most kids are hypnotized by material possesions and drugs. i dont understand why the only thing most kids care about these days is getting "fucked up". ill admit it, i have and do use some substances from time to time but i use them to gain a different perspective on things. i dont use them to escape or just to get fucked up, thats the wrong way to use them and thats what lands people in addictions. why do they have to constantly be in an altered state of mind? can they not stand reality? if thats the truth then theyre too afraid to admit it for fear of being negativly labeled or excluded, and when i say this im talking about kids. once again back to how people are too concerned with the thoughts of others to the point of completely changing themselves. i do not plan on getting married or "settling down", just the thought makes me sick. i dont wanna spend the rest of my life from age thirty playing house. i dont shop, i shoplift. i refuse to live some boring ass life where i go to work everyday to barely make enough cash to live(in this economy) and be hypnotized by television into throwing away my hard earned cash on stupid material possessions that dont matter and that i dont need when i could just as easily obtain them for free if i really wanted. i dont need THINGS to be happy. capitalism, commercialism, what do u think fucked this country up? why do most kids suck at school? i can have an interesting conversation if you want, so please, im ALWAYS willing to meet new and interesting people. AIM-jobforaALEXboy