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OBDURATEARCANGEL(AIM) - OBDURATEARCHANGEL(yahoo messanger) - [email protected](MSN messanger). - www.youtube.com/cynicalbanter - Well my name is Abe. :D I was born January 29, 1981 in the city of West Covina. I currently habitat in the city of LaPuente. I grew up in ElMonte, LaPuente, and in West Covina. I'm mostly a home body...but when I do get out I can pretty much do wuteverz. I can go w the flow, do wut I want, or end up taging along with who ever Im with. Im not picky when it comes to things to do. With all the negative things I've been through, I know I'm a positively pessimistic person with a jaded, cynical, morbidly humorous outlook on life... but that doesnt mean I'm a bad guy. Honestly, Im pretty good hearted and I'll treat anyone that treats me right with respect...until they give me a reaon not to. I'm also very loyal to those that I consider close to my heart. So despite my dark exterior I do have a small beat of light inside... if you're willing to find it. If you are, I just might let you. So if you wanna get to know me you can IM me or wutever. Btw... I'm not into smokers, heavy drinkers, or druggies. So if you're one, two, or all 3... don't expect anything more than a myspace friendship from me. Also, I'm no one's experiment. So if you're some stupid kid, closet queer, or "str8" guy who "wants to try something new" ...don't bother messaging me either if that's all you're looking for.Okay... so I guess the above is the "positive" side of me. Well I guess this is part of the negative side of me: Yes, people get on my nerves. It's hard for me to take the time to get to know someone cuz I'm sick of dealing with people who don't deserve my attention. Bleh... well wutever. ------------------------------------------------------------ ------------------------------------- "Muffins!" "Im not gothic...Im just a pesimistic person that likes to wear black" "Go die somewhere..." "People are stupid. Crush them." "My face hurts with apathy..." *cough* *dispair* *dies* "The Darkest Nightmare is the only thing that truly loves me." "I'm not special...so don't lie to me by saying that I am." *dies again* Blah, blah, blah... and all that jazz.
A Appreciative
B Bold
E Exquisite
L Lucky
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Your Birthdate: January 29
You have the mind of an artist, even if you haven't developed the talent yet.
Expressive and aware, you enjoy finding new ways to share your feelings.
You often feel like you don't fit in - especially in traditional environments.
You have big dreams. The problem is putting those dreams into action.
Your strength: Your vivid imagination
Your weakness: Fear of failure
Your power color: Coral
Your power symbol: Oval
Your power month: November What Does Your Birth Date Mean?
Take the Which Invader ZIM character are you? by Glovey
You Are 74% Misanthropic
Here's the truth: Most people suck. You are just lucky enough to know it.
You're not ready to go live alone in a cave - but you're getting there. How Misanthropic Are You? What Is Your Soul's Trait?
Your soul is DARK. You aren't too happy with your life, though you may feel you should be. You're probably solitary, pessimistic, brooding, possibly nocturnal, but mostly a general unknown. You might have a hidden liking for pain and destruction, but you're probably more masochistic than sadistic if that's true. (look it up if you don't know what they mean!) Those that think they know you tend to place you closer to evil on a scale of good and evil, which might not be true. What people see may not be who you actually are. Some people fear you and others mock you. What isn't really known, though, is that you're not pure evil. You're just a mysterious, misunderstood - and sadly, forsaken - soul.
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What is your Paranormal gift?
Phantomism
Ooohh.. Spirits and ghosts capture your attention? Going through walls, things passing through you.. how else to freak others out when they try to shake your hand? Of course, you may feel invisable at times if you've let things pass through you too much and may just want something to touch or hurt you. Try not to let that happen and live a little, you Phantom.
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Your soul was born in the Shadows.Your soul was born in the shadows of the moon at night. You're all mystery and enigma and your element is the Moon. No one really knows who you are, but they might think they know you. You only tell people fragments of who you are and never show your true personality. That doesn't have to mean that youre being someone you're not though. You're always yourself and you never do something just because someone else does. Some might think you're a little cold or dull, but you're just hiding your true self for some reason. Maybe only a couple of selected people have ever seen the true you. You are loyal to these people and it will take time if anyone else wants to gain your trust. You let people think that they know you and that you trust them. But sooner or later they will realize that they never really knew you. Be careful. Someday you might need someone who knows what you need. Trust people. You prefer silence and tranquillity. You're calm and collected and a nice person most of the time.
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Your Personality Is
Idealist (NF)
You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.
You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals.
You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily.
Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings.
You seek out other empathetic people to befriend.
Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships.
In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily.
At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career.
With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone.
As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style.
On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours. The Three Question Personality Test What Color Energy do you Have?
Blue- You have a power that has yet to be released. Though you are tranquil in your ways, but heaven for bid if someone hurts or pisses you off...OOOUUCCHHH!
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Your Brain's Pattern
Your brain is always looking for the connections in life.
You always amaze your friends by figuring out things first.
You're also good at connecting people - and often play match maker.
You see the world in fluid, flexible terms. Nothing is black or white. What Pattern Is Your Brain?
Your Inner Blood Type is AB!
Your personality is hard to define - you're very unconventional.
And even if your personality could be defined, it would be completely different next week!
Outgoing and shy, sensitive and thoughtless, you tend to have a very split personality.
This makes you unpredictable. You can be a total angel - and a total devil.
You are most compatible with: everyone!
Famous Type AB's: Jackie Chan and Marilyn Monroe What's Your Inner Blood Type?
.. You scored as Cultural Creative. Cultural Creatives are probably the newest group to enter this realm. You are a modern thinker who tends to shy away from organized religion but still feels as if there is something greater than ourselves. You are very spiritual, even if you are not religious. Life has a meaning outside of the rational.

Cultural Creative


81%

Romanticist


75%

Idealist


69%

Existentialist


56%

Postmodernist


50%

Modernist


38%

Materialist


31%

Fundamentalist


19%
What is Your World View?
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You are sad because of your grief
Why are you sad? [amazing pictures] For darker people
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You're Nny! You're psychotic and kind of evil, but
somewhere in there is an emotion. Good luck
finding it.
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What is your emo band name? by spiralinghalo
Your band name is: Robots of Long Island Streets
You sound like: The Juliana Theory
You will be signed to: Dreamworks Records
Your emo lyrics are: "I dream of you as I slip this pill in my mouth"
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Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is... erotic
Your hugs are... gentle
Your eyes... sparkle like the stars
Your touch is... heart warming
Your smell is... beautiful
Your smile is... amazing
Your love is... everlasting
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Your Suicide.. by Konstantine
Your Name/Username
Favorite Number?
Favorite Color?
Gender?
How will you commit suicide? Pills + Alcohol (fun!)
How many tries will it take? 63
When will you commit suicide? January 27, 2023
What will your suicide note say? Fuck All of You!
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The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.
You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted. What Are The Keys To Your Heart?
Sally
Which character from The Nightmare Before Christmas are you?
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Your Sesshoumaru! you are calm and collected and
you don't show any emotion at all. But inside
we all know you are a softy, it's just a matter
of showing it to everyone else. Be open once in
a while and maybe even date one of your many
fans!
What Inuyasha Character are you?
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Your power is: Being a controller of an
element
Explanation: Wether it is earth, fire,
air or water or even all of them, you can
control that element. That means you can
manipulate their pysichal form and with just
thoughts and make an inferno for example. In
good purposes it can be used to protect but in
evil purposes it is used to hurt.
As a person you are slightly 'odd'. People see
you as different and probably has prejudices
against you. They see you as 'weird' or the
'freak', and either that hurts really much or
you chose to ignore it. You keep your hatred
for people inside and probably daydream about
killing them, which gives you satisfaction.
Truth is you are not evil, only missunderstood
and mistreated.
Negative aspects: Since you have deep
problems inside you could get into some sort of
mental illness or simply get depressed (if you
aren't already).


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On Your Side
You are probably mild-mannered and rational. Since this semifetal sleeper takes up a minimal amount of space, he tends to be a giving lover. Also, he's way too sensible to play -- or stand for -- mind games.~*~Result nr 9~*~
You are followed by the Demon of Depression. The
Demon found you one day in a time of
vunerability and now taunts you. Sometimes you
don't know why, but you are sad and can be
lonely and often think that everyone hates you.
You're life is probably ok but this demon is
telling you otherwise. The best way to make
these demon leave is to percieve more through
others' eyes and find something that you are
very passionate for. Medication is a last
resort.
What Demon Follows you? ..:Interesting Pics:..
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Sphinx
The Ancient One! You have some friends, and are wise and smart. You are always hungry for knowledge, and will lend a hand. You are determined and brave, but not as active as some. The friends you have are usually passionate about something you are passionate about. But your advice is open to all.
You kill with magic.
You are very skilled with magic, but have poor
fighting skills. But it doesn't really matter
anyway since it can be as powerful as other
weapons. You are probably missunderstood by
people and have some pain inside you. You are
not the kind of person to start a fight, but if
you are provocted you respond. You probably
don't have that many friends either though you
might want some. According to you life is a
lonely journey and you try not to care to much.
Most people who are witches or anything similar
is thought to be evil and want to see all
people suffer. That however is not true. You
don't feel that much joy seeing others in pain.
You are probably peaceful and quiet when left
alone.
Main weapon: Potions and spells
Quote: "A man can be destroyed but
not defeated" -Ernest Hemingway
Facial expression: Blank eyes
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Your Hidden Power Is Water
You have a rather calm soul, but when tempted
will get pissed off at those who bug you. You
do whatever you can in your powers to help
those of your allies and have a okay taste for
human kind, but you find them rather annoying
on occasions.
Gem Stone: Saphire, Eye Color:Ice
Blue,Hair Color:Dark Blue that's long
that goes to your waist.
Quote:If you wait for me Then I'll come for you. Although I've travelled
far, I always hold a place for you In my heart. If you think of me, If you miss me
once in a while, Then I'll return to you. I'll
return and fill that space in your heart
What Is Your True Hidden Power? .::Beautiful Anime Pics::.
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Black Angel
You'd be a Black angel, Mostly nice, but you can get angry and evil at times... You do not care for some things, but you love to have fun.
Your element is Rain: Sad, lonely, distant and
unique. You are quite distant from emotion and
people, but you have been made this way by one
thing or another. You are truly unique yet fail
to see it, and are quite creative be it in art,
music, writing, ect.. You used to let people in
now you don't even bother to try having been
hurt so many times in the past. Your attitude
is that you don't need anyone but yourself,
people are just trouble waiting to happen. But
you really do want to trust someone no matter
if you see it or not, deep down your waiting
for someone to come and set you free. This kind
of depression can turn dangerous, don't let
them get to you. Not everyone in the world will
hurt you, humans are humans and are not
perfect. So most likely sooner or later you'll
meet someone who feels like you do and perhaps
your shell will eventually disappear.
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Your connection with darkness is through your
depression. Hated, sad and often feeling
lonely, there is only a few that appreciate the
real you. You tend to keep to yourself and away
from the world since you don't want to be hurt
and betrayed again. Music gives you the
understanding you need to get through, it's
your "therapy". Or you express
yourself through art or writing. Chances are
you're also an anti-social person, who only
likes being with close friends, if even that.
The world has finally showed it's true face for
you and you wish life wasn't this miserable to
live through. Maybe you'll find happiness in
the future, but right now you're just hiding
away from the world. Who needs people anyway?
What is your connection with darkness? (pics)
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You are Gambit!You are a fierce fighter and a good friend to have.
Your preference for solitude and your
attractiveness make you very intriguing to
those you meet. Unfortunately, close
relationships are few and far between for you
because you often have trouble opening up to
others.
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

"In the nightmare of my darkest dreams.... I'm a shade. Floating in the depths of a broken grave where my heart once was. Dug and buried within the gelid ground of a lonely misery and neglected sadness." ~ Me/ Im tired of liars, dishonesty, and misconception... I really am. I just want to meet someone who is sincere, loyal, trustworthy, and honest. Someone I can hold when I'm sad or lonely and who will let me do that for them too. I'm just lookin for my other half. Someone who wants me for me. For who I am on the inside and not for wut people make me out to be.
You like the ones that understand you.

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My Blog

No matter...

how hard or try...or wut i do... i always end up being left...alone.unwanted.forgotten.broken.
Posted by on Wed, 18 Nov 2009 22:20:00 GMT

another Hallows alone...

...blah. it's expected...i guess...
Posted by on Sun, 01 Nov 2009 01:01:00 GMT

Raindrops

I tried so hard to see how bright he burnt. To shine a light off a bruised surface just to show him how much he was worth and meant to my heart. But just like rain& all things fall& Even s...
Posted by on Sat, 11 Jul 2009 19:56:00 GMT

-_-,

I miss home...I miss you mom.
Posted by on Thu, 09 Jul 2009 05:27:00 GMT

Gone...

my car was broken into on sunday nite. the passenger side window was smashed in. it just seems things can always get worse...and w me it always seem they can and will.my backpack w my laptop and other...
Posted by on Tue, 21 Apr 2009 00:36:00 GMT

I miss...

...there are far too many things to list...all my life anything that has ever seemed to come close to making me feel safe or happy... has always been taken or ripped away from me....i dont think i'll ...
Posted by on Fri, 17 Apr 2009 02:08:00 GMT

:(

nothing is going right...no matter wut i do or how much i give... all i have to show for it is nothing. i was still just abandoned and left for broken.how bad i want to be able to have someone to help...
Posted by on Mon, 23 Mar 2009 15:29:00 GMT

Everything Changes...

Slow down my sweetDon't rush the change... don't rush the changeWait up my loveAll I want is here... Slow down my loveDon't rush away... don't rush awayWait up my sweetCuz I know what's real... So don...
Posted by on Tue, 27 Jan 2009 05:07:00 GMT

I'm so depressed...

Mom, I miss you so much. I cry for wanting you back almost all the time. I'm so lonely here. And I miss Joel just as much. He'll be taking Kilala back soon. I don't want her to go. I know that when he...
Posted by on Mon, 19 Jan 2009 06:36:00 GMT

From my passed blogs I still get asked

I've been asked so many times and had to keep saying to look at my comments section so they can see who he is. Well now I'm just goin to give his link so I don't have to keep getting as...
Posted by on Thu, 08 Jan 2009 08:17:00 GMT