{>SHAWNDA<} - ProfilesArchive

About Me

I want to thank everyone for all the love and support I have recieved while I am going through this huge life transtion. You have all helped me to feel proud of myself for doing what is right, without that I would feel so bad about myself I would probably just self distruct. You have all been supportive about my book that I am about to author. It has a piece of all of you in it. You have listened to me brain storm about it for monthsand the feed back has been encouraging. I have real friend today. I will never forget the way you were all there for me during my yard sale. You were all there when I just needed to cry, talk, or yell. I love you all so much. To Shalom MY frien, your words and wisdom, support and encouragment it has carried me through alot of tough days and will always continue too. I am taking a part of all of you with me. Write me as much as possible. I have a list of addresses and when I get to were I am going I will send out all of my address info. I could never ask for better friends. Thank you with all my heart.
if you would like to write me, my address is: CCCF 11720758
Shawnda Allen
P.O. Box 9000
Wilsonville, OR 97070

My Interests

I love writing, Being and talking with my girls, Hanging out with my friends, being silly and laughing alot. any thing that is spontanious and outside the box.

I'd like to meet:

I would like to meet a real man. One with integrity and honesty, loving. caring, strong and knows who and where his life is going. I have had enough of the dishonest, co-dependant type. I will never give my love away again to a man that has a history of disrespect for woman.

Music:

I like all kinds of music...i listen to Country the most.

Movies:

I would watch any movie, its who you are watching it with that counts.

Television:

Same as above.

Books:

I am writing my own book, its called surviving lifes storms.

Heroes:

God he looks out for me he does for me what I can not do for myself. He will never let me settle for second best. He is only giving me the very best that life has to offer.

My Blog

Doing time

Well I am going to court for sentencing on June 12th. I am getting 78 months prison. What bothers ne the most is that the DA did not want to hear about the changes that I have made. Like inpatient tre...
Posted by {>SHAWNDA<} on Sat, 09 Jun 2007 11:09:00 PST

Doing time

Praying when it Hurts

I think I am doing the hardest thing in life I have ever done. I am praying for forgiveness for all my wrongs and the people I have harmed. I am truely owning all of my part. That is hard and humiliat...
Posted by {>SHAWNDA<} on Sun, 27 May 2007 08:40:00 PST

Making Amends to Society

I am approaching the day of court. I am being charged with 27 class C felonies. It is all wreakage from my past. It is hard to face the consequences now that I am clean and sober. I am not that...
Posted by {>SHAWNDA<} on Sat, 19 May 2007 10:19:00 PST

Walking Away

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Posted by {>SHAWNDA<} on Thu, 26 Apr 2007 07:30:00 PST

The Unknown

I am feeling confused and uncertain about my future right now. I have to face some wreckage from past and it really scares me. I am fearing the unknown, but I know once I walk thru it I will be ...
Posted by {>SHAWNDA<} on Tue, 24 Apr 2007 03:49:00 PST

Life on Lifes terms

I am really missing my girls. They now live thousands of miles away. It's hard letting your babies grow up.
Posted by {>SHAWNDA<} on Mon, 05 Mar 2007 09:09:00 PST