Things in my life are complicated...I try to live everyday like i have a reason for life. The way i see it is if u love something set it free, if it comes back its yours, but if it doesnt it was never meant to be. And really thats how im trying to live my life. Wait till it comes back to me. But really i sit and think "what do i need back". Everyone wants to be loved so i seem selfish to say that i deserve it more. But i do. The only thing i ask is honesty and truth. And it seems like thats the hardest thing to ask for. I have loved and been loved. But im just wondering when im going to find my true love. Everytime i think i found the one. It turns out that im just not good enough. But one day hopefully. Someone will put me first, because im so damn tired of being second. Things never turn out like there suppose to, but u always thing that they are and thats wat sucks so bad... being alone hurts worse that anything, but knowing that the one u love is happier with someone else hurts way worse than that. Giving up is the only thing i know how to do, because if i dont my heart wil loose the opportunity of loving again. Mr. right is out there somewhere, i can feel it. I just hope he comes my way soon, because im so tired of looking. if u want to know anything else about my life just ask love layout powered by HOT FreeLayouts.com / MyHotComments
