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samantha; happiness

About Me


now playing; Boys In the Hood by EZ E
halaka uka layly.
and my heart; it eats love.
i make wishes at 11:11.
i like when my straw wrappers have knots.
i cross my fingers for luck.
i make wishes on dandlions.
but i've never seen a shooting star.
still, all the luck in the world doesn't beat prayer.
i hate liars.
i hate getting mixed messages.
i haven't got time to sort through your signals.
i'm closer to the people i've known the longest.
i'm very picky when it comes to choosing friends;
think of it as being stuck up, i don't care.
it takes alot to hurt me emotionally, only because
i don't truly open up to people right away.
i'm not pessimistic.
i'm not optimistic.
i'm realistic.
i believe in playing 'hard to get.'
after you've put up with my games, i know
you're worth being close to.
i hate people who think fabricating
themselves will make them 'cool'.
be yourself; it's much easier.
for the people who think they're capable of bringing
me down, just know that i am who i am, not who i don't want to be.
so, insecurities are about as useful as trying
to put the pin back in the grenade.
i tend to keep to myself.
once you get to know me, i could
surprise you when you least expect it.
i'm timid, but if i don't like you - it'll be obvious.
being shy is not a sign of weakness.
"hopefully we talk till we're old and sitting in rocking chairs
remembering when ipods were only 30 gigs and
not 90 million gigs ;)"
- cameron's sweetness samantha's cheesiness. :]
"well, yeahh! if i were a guy and some hoe was all over my cock,
i think i'd start to like her too!" - kyrstin, my love. :]
"i hope your blow up doll can pay for you prom dress with pink
fifties you cheating whore!" - lauren, baby. :]
breathe in the reality of life.
if you've actually read this, leave me a comment; let's talk about it, yeah? :]
leave me amazing comments.
so, if you're not busy, i'm just a bit curious if we could hang out this weekend.
comments. friends. music.abcdefgh

My Interests

I'd like to meet:



Music:



Five Times August.

regina spektor.

John Mayer.

the rocket summer.

Hellogoodbye

Meg & Dia

The Scene Aesthetic

i can make a mess like nobody's business

The Early November

the academy is ...
a day at the fair
all american rejects
all time lows
allister
amber pacific
american hi-fi
ashley simpson.
a static lullaby
assorted jellybeans
the ataris
atreyu
the audition
augastana
adelphi
allister
an angle
the ataris
the audition
B-52s
backseat goodbye
bayside
beck
bedlight for blue eyes
the black maria
bleed the dream
blink 182
bloc party
the blood brothers
boys night out
bob dylan
bone thugs n harmony
brand new
the bravery
cartel
the cardigans
cars
cartel
chevelle
circa survive
cinematic sunrise
the classic crime
coheed & cambria
crash romeo
cute is what we aim for
cypress hill
the dandy warhols
dashboard confessional
dave melillo
david bowie
drop dead, gorgeous
dropkick murphys
the eagles
the early november
eleventyseven
eve 6
everlast
every time i die
fall out boy
finch
finding westerly
finding windemere
fischerspooner
five times august
the forecast
fort minor
from first to last
further seems forever
gatsby's american dream
george michael
goldfrapp
good clean fun
green day
gregory & the hawk
gym class heroes
h2o
halifax
head automatic
hellogoodbye
hidden in plain view
the higher
home grown
hot hot heat
hoobastank
house of fools
houston calls
the hush sound
i am the avalanch
i can make a mess like nobody's business
ice cube
immortal technique
incubus
islands
it's a king thing
jack's menniquin
jack johnson
jamisonparker
jenoah
jet
johnny cash
johnny guitar watson
john mayer
june
junior varsity
the killers
the kinison
lakota
led zeppelin
lemon demon
let go
little brother
lostprophets
ludacris
lupe fiasco
matchbook romance
mae
making april
maroon 5
mewithoutyou
meg & dia
michael jackson
midtown
the mile after
mission to felspar
morning call
morrissey
motion city soundtrack
my american heart
my chemical romance
new found glory
no use for a name
the offspring
OK, Go
over it
panic! at the disco
paramore
pedro the lion
plain white t's
PlayRadioPlay!
progress
quietdrive
rage against the machine
the ramones
red hot chili pepers
regina spektor
riot gun
the receiving end of sirens
the rocket summer
rookie of the year
rufio
run kid run
saosin
say anything
secondhand serenade
the scene aesthetic
self against city
sense of belonging
senses fail
shifty
silverstein
sixpence none the richer
smile empty soul
the smiths
socratic
something corporate
spill canvas
spitalfield
the starting line
steel train
steven loki howell
straylight run
story of the year
sublime
sum 41
taking back sunday
texas is the reason
this day & age
thrice
the track record
time and distance
trapt
trust company
tupac
underoath
valencia
we are the fury
yellocard
youth group

Television:


sean & christian hit hollywood, baby.

Heroes:


who i absolutley love.
my mom. who...despite the fact i use her money EVERY time i want something... loves me for who i am. i know... some people might think that it's really cheesy and stupid to be able to have a good relationship with your parents now, but... i don't care. i'm glad i can joke with her. and i love my stepdad. he enourages me to go with what i like and create a career into my hobby which is sewing. ? bags...by the way. i haven't gotten into outfits, but i'm trying! you can see me on project runway in about 6 years. :):)

i'll love you forever. :>

My Blog

and what happens

after the fashion fades? after the habits die? after the fads lose their style? you're just you. so, why not skip the stress of having to find another trend to follow, and follow your heart instead? f...
Posted by samantha; happiness on Sun, 28 Jan 2007 12:10:00 PST

teenagers in love. ahahha.


Posted by samantha; happiness on Sat, 20 Jan 2007 10:27:00 PST

Sailor Song

regina's voice is amazing; envious. :]   Sailor Song by Regina Spektor She will kiss you til your lips bleed But she will not take her dress off Americana Tropicana All the sailor boys have demon...
Posted by samantha; happiness on Thu, 18 Jan 2007 08:51:00 PST

1,000 times a day.

1,000 Times a Day by The Early November   a thousand times a day, i tell you i love the way you sing even though it makes me cry, it's my favorite time to be alive and all i know is i feel lost w...
Posted by samantha; happiness on Fri, 29 Dec 2006 04:09:00 PST

i like it. :]

i thought these were cute. :] dave & michelle. :] trojans lost, by the way. angel, cheese ball, adam. :] ...
Posted by samantha; happiness on Sun, 03 Dec 2006 05:30:00 PST

Krystineee! Fresh Princeeee.

Now this is the story all about howMy life got flipped, turned upside downAnd Id like to take a minute just sit right thereIll tell you how I became the prince of a town called bel-airIn west philadel...
Posted by samantha; happiness on Thu, 23 Nov 2006 07:05:00 PST

December Days

December Days by The Rocket Summer these lyrics are really good. ;]]   Too bad,Let's make it of what we have.Life gets so hard without the best.Can't send this down,I'm sick of this life when it ...
Posted by samantha; happiness on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 12:24:00 PST

on opposite day. :]


Posted by samantha; happiness on Sat, 28 Oct 2006 10:12:00 PST

lucky pennies. :]

from postsecret.com.  :]                    ...
Posted by samantha; happiness on Sun, 22 Oct 2006 06:38:00 PST

Happy as a 1950's TV Family. :]

TV Family by The Rocket Summer  :]]   Just a calendar day (ba ba ba ba)its funny how things can stay the sameor drastically changesome things seem so close on some days but still so far away...
Posted by samantha; happiness on Tue, 10 Oct 2006 08:56:00 PST