i dont know what im feeling but its alot |
i dont know really what to say im just kind of sick of caring and putting in an effort....im so angry and frustrated with ppl and myself and i set myself up to get hurt and angry.....im trying so hard...
Posted by on Sun, 11 Jan 2009 19:02:00 GMT |
I want to leave |
i just dont really know what to say anymore ive tried to explain myself and tried to get you to understand but you wont and you wont try and thats what hurts u say you werent using me but it turns out...
Posted by on Sun, 28 Dec 2008 18:50:00 GMT |
i miss my bv class |
i was looking at lizzs pics and saw all the homecoming week pictures and it just hurt alot to realize that i gave that up.....i miss it so bad....i realize that i wouldnt feel the way i do right now a...
Posted by on Thu, 18 Sep 2008 21:25:00 GMT |
idk whats wrong with me |
Im puzzled no matter what i do i cant shake this feeling. It wont go away and it scares me.....
Im anxious all the time and cant get my heart to stop racing.....its really starting to effect me i can ...
Posted by on Fri, 22 Aug 2008 13:05:00 GMT |
filling the void |
im done with thisno more am i going to let this control my lifeim not giving the power to control me no one will make me feel this way anymoreim done with thisim going to go out there and fill this vo...
Posted by on Sun, 29 Jun 2008 13:45:00 GMT |
falling |
something is wrong i dont know what but it is i dont feel the same anymore not after i figured it outsomething is missing and because of what happened its all i feelim falling fast and dont know what ...
Posted by on Tue, 17 Jun 2008 23:05:00 GMT |
fear is crippling |
i thought i was over this.......today i had a panic attack i almost passed out while i was driving i had to pull overive been under alot of stress lately.....ive been faced with my first real adult de...
Posted by on Sun, 15 Jun 2008 23:07:00 GMT |
summer |
Hell yes tuesday is the last full day of school i cant wait to fucking party my ass offso call me this summer so we can do shit
Posted by on Mon, 26 May 2008 16:44:00 GMT |
Letter to an Old friend |
Dear Friend, I hope this letter finds you well. Im doing fine but i miss you sometimes. It was hard the first week. We went from seeing eachother everyday to not seeing eachother at...
Posted by on Tue, 13 May 2008 19:07:00 GMT |
lonely |
i dont know if i can do this any of thisi just want to be done
Posted by on Sat, 10 May 2008 19:26:00 GMT |
