KILLER [kie]

i've recently realized what life is all about.
i used to be someone who changed for other people. i used to do things and look how i thought others would like me to. but that isn't who i am anymore, nor who i want to be. i recently started college and that has forever changed me. i am finally on my own and my life is piecing its self together. i have learned who and what means the most to me. for those who have made it into my life, i am thankful for you. for those who didn't, im not worried, there's a reason why you didn't make it to my future. for those who have yet to come into my life, i can't wait to meet you. without my family, best friend, and my roommate, i would be nowhere near where or who i am today. i adore my lovely friend,jessica schaffer. my heart is finally mending back together. as for falling in love again, i'm not sure when that'll be or with whom. but i can't wait to be reminded of what it feels like to be head over heels in love again, but different this time. and i sure can't wait to feel complete and happy all over again. i am aware that it could take a while though, and i am okay with that. i love dancing and even though i'm not dancing with a studio anymore, i am a dancer at heart. i am goofy. i am constantly laughing and VERY loudly. sometimes at nothing and sometimes at everything. fun is my thing. i adore my brockport babies. i love the summer and i am moving somewhere warm after college. i love kisses, hugs, and cuddling. i love going out to fancy dinners. i enjoy watching movies in the living room or in the theatre. i enjoy going to clubs and getting crunk. i like driving around aimlessly, blaring music and dancing like a dork. i like the holidays. i love shopping. i have a major shoe fetish. i absolutely ♥ music. i am always smiling. i am very friendly. i have seven piercings and i love them all. as for life, it is too short to waste away being mad or upset. live it to the fullest and be happy with what you are given. i am a firm believer that everything happens for a reason. people change so that you can learn to let go. things go wrong so that you learn to appreciate them when they're right. you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself. and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.