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hello, im anna.
and i care way too much about people.
also smelling good is my addiction.
i would do anything to be pretty
i love my friends with all my heart.
i like to keep life intertesting, which doesnt mean i start drama shit.i hate drama with a passion. but somtimes you have to have a little conflict to grow as a person.
i love to laugh so if your funny we'll get along just fine.
also i dont fit under any labeling.
im mostly irish,but im also indian, and then i forget what else.
dancing is pretty much everything to me because its somthing no one can take away.
i have retarded eyes,there brown in the top and green on the bottom, but when i cry they turn the lightest green ever...its kinda creepy.
i writing poetry and somtimes write them into songs.
but i never let anyone read them.
im a crazy ass bitch when im hyper.
and also im mad shy most of the time though, unless im with my closest friends. then you cant shut me up.
likes
hugs.
playing with long hair.
laughing.
eye liner
music.
friends.
having fun.
belly dancing.
food.
peircings.
stars.
fire.
cuddling.
messy hair.
animals.
candles.
piggy back rides.
love.
dislikes.
cheaters.
assholes.
liers.
crying.
bitches.
users.
school.
fighting.
screaming.
being in pain.
being bored.
fuckers.
losing somone.
what i think love is,at least to me.
its somthing that you know you've never felt before and you know you will never feel that exact same thing with another person.
somthing that when your not hearing there voice you hope to god everythings ok and that there safe.
somthing that you just stay on the phone even if you have nothing to talk about to know there just there.
somthing that when you fight you can't stand to stay mad at them and you say sorry even if you know your right.
somthing that you cant stand to wait until you see them next.and when your with them you never want to let go.
somthing that makes your day with little simple things like a message to wake up too or stuff like that.
somthing that you cant find anywhere else.but you know what the sucky part is, that it never lasts.
its so funny how things change so much.
even how your worst nightmare comes true.
ok depression is one of the worst things anyone can go through. some have it worse than others. also somtimes people feel like they can or will ever come out of it. and that my friend is called suicide.
ive had deppression for most of my life but im a whole lot better than i was.
its somthing no one can help and people making jokes isnt helping anything.
but also i know people that fake it and just acted like it to get attention. which is really messed up in alot of ways.
also why cant people just be themselves? why do we all have to act one way, dress one way, be one way to be accepted. i bet the world would be a happier place if we all werent that way. everyone would be happier.
i hate labels and sterotypes, what does that really do for a person? ill tell you. it makes people into who they arent. which makes people fake.
i can say im a nice person and i help alot of people, even if they dont help me. i get shy so fucking much! but also im not some freak that doesnt ever talk thats in there own little world.=]
i will pretty much help anyone if they have a problem and needs somone to talk to. also i know i care way too much about people. which sucks because im always ending up hurt in the end.
ive been hurt too many times in my life. and ive cried more than anyone sould in a life time.
but of course i always have to push how i really feel aside and put on a smile everyday so i seem happy.
i do wish the world wasnt so cruel and heartbreaking than everything would be alot happier for everyone.
