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Jeff. ♠

what it's like to be alive, then shot down.

About Me



My Interests

fragment. –noun.
2. an isolated or incomplete part of something.

I'd like to meet:


i have the most amazing friends ever.

i scream for all the men i've never been but hoped i would be

Music:



Movies:


/ A Home At The End Of The World.
/ Audition.
/ Brokeback Mountain.
/ Dancer in the Dark.
/ Deep Red.
/ Donnie Darko.
/ The Fountain.
/ High Tension.
/ Inferno.
/ May.
/ Proof.
/ Requiem For A Dream.
/ Stigmata.
/ Suspiria.

Heroes:


<[/b> Your heroes dead. ]

My Blog

edit the sad parts.

Sometimes all I really want to feel is love.Sometimes I'm angry that I feel so angry.Sometimes my feelings get in the way of what I really feel I needed to say.Why are you judging people so damn hard?...
Posted by Jeff. ♠ on Tue, 07 Oct 2008 06:05:00 PST

smiling & waving.

standing high above us all at the edge of the diving board. smiling and waving before letting himself fall.. the faintest splash as the water engulfed him -- it was beautiful to watch.touching the bot...
Posted by Jeff. ♠ on Mon, 06 Oct 2008 05:10:00 PST

destroying angel.

i know you know my head's not in this now - nothing you could keep so keep me down. like the stones beneath the water that you walk on to be taller and the hands you stuck together when you prayed.. y...
Posted by Jeff. ♠ on Sat, 27 Sep 2008 12:38:00 PST

furniture.

i am only flesh and bones; splintered glass and tattered clothes.behind the skin, my fragility.behind the skin, a skeletal impracticality.i am only pieces of you held together with paper glue.behind t...
Posted by Jeff. ♠ on Wed, 24 Sep 2008 07:25:00 PST

in stitches.

When you scream it sounds like a lullaby. When you beg I get all gooey inside.Tonight I take your eyes, mind, and tongue to spread the word, watch your Kingdom Come..Another night WITH YOU? Another WO...
Posted by Jeff. ♠ on Sun, 07 Sep 2008 11:35:00 PST

maybe i should go.

now that i'm alone i feel the lonely brokenness of all the wicked avenues i've ever sold my love on. all these moments of meekness and trembling subsided, i'm the outright abandon of this orphan ...
Posted by Jeff. ♠ on Wed, 27 Aug 2008 10:56:00 PST

gun hip swollen lip bottle sip.

i don't mean to close the door but.. for the record my heart is sore. you blew through me like bullet holes - left staind on my sheets and stains on my soul. you left me broke down beggin for cha...
Posted by Jeff. ♠ on Mon, 25 Aug 2008 03:32:00 PST

nowhere warm.

i go nowhere high -- go nowhere warm until i see your smile and feel your calm.and i lick a dime; i crave for you boy. you're like a parachute descending from the sky...and i'm sur...
Posted by Jeff. ♠ on Thu, 21 Aug 2008 12:55:00 PST

sometime later.

touch my hand its only me: listen. i'm here.come to stand in sultry fields with you and now old dummy day.. i know it's over this way. i'm laughing.. "so you gonna kiss me?"you say, "yeah.." as&...
Posted by Jeff. ♠ on Tue, 12 Aug 2008 06:51:00 PST

this comes and goes in waves.

this one's for the lonely - the ones that seek and find, only to be let down time after time.this one's for the torn down - the experts at the fall.. come on friends, get up now, you're not alone at a...
Posted by Jeff. ♠ on Sun, 27 Jul 2008 10:34:00 PST