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Tera

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About Me


Tera has been my name for the last twenty four years. In Boardman, I live, with my wife who is amazing, and treats me better than I ever thought possible. Love her to the aeroplanes I do. Thank you krysti, for loving me and keeping me sane. Life can be crazy but I have learned that it is only as crazy as we make it. In this life I have begun to find just who I am, and that understanding continues to grow every day. Life is too short to ever let go or give up on the one you love. Love is all there is. I love music, without it, the world would cease to exist. I am just myself, and will never change for anyone, so if theres something you'd like to say to me I would appreciate the honesty of at least saying it to my face. I have never been one to say this or to take the time to analyze myself this way, but I finally like who I've become and where I am in this life. I like to read, and analyze all that I see, think, and hear. I go to school for Theology, searching for answers that people have spent lifetimes looking for. Hopefully I can keep that alive. I will forever continue to search, otherwise I would not be me. "If you believe it, then it is true for you." Socrates
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My Interests

INSANITY-REPEATING THE SAME BEHAVIOR AND EXPECTING DIFFERENT RESULTS.
TANTRA-EMPLOYS TO THE URGENT ENERGIES OF AGONIES AND ECSTASY-LUST HATRED AND PARANOIA TO TRANSFORM OUR CONFUSION INTO ENLIGHTENMENT...LIVE YOUR LIFE

Love and compassion are what we must strive to cultivate in ourselves, extending their present boundaries all the way to limitlessness. -the Dalai Lama

my baby and I!! ;)
my two babies!! always!!

I'd like to meet:

God? Is that one possible?


Graphics & Comments

Music:

Hed (pe), Tool, System of A Down, Clutch, Faith no More, Nine Inch Nails, Blue October, Pink Floyd, Rage Against The Machine, The Alter Boys, The Smashing Pumpkins, 311, Sublime, Mindless Self Indulgence, KMFDM, Bob Marley, The Killers, Nirvana, Red Hot Chili Peppers, The Beatles, Audioslave, Blind Melon, , Johhny Cash, Radiohead, Gorillaz, 3 Days Grace, Incubus, Cyprus Hill, Korn, Life of Agony, Shinedown, Janes Addiction, Sheryl Crow, Alice in Chains, Alkaline Trio (thanks to the wife)...I love music in general...i'm open to pretty much anything.

- Alkaline Trio Lyrics ..
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Movies:

Pulp Fiction, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, Reefer Madness, Life as a House, Domino, Stranger Than Fiction, The Rocky Horror Picture Show, Moulin Rouge, Chicago, Gia, Little Miss Sunshine, The Butterfly Effect, The Other Sister, Capote, Walk the Line, The Doors, Identity, Forces of Nature, Practical Magic, Wild Things, Lord of the Rings, Dogma, Waitress, Stigmata.

Television:

"I'm gonna find a half - rack who doesn't care about a salad and a baked potato."
"Thou shall not drive drunk"
i am tired i am am tired of speech and of action if you should meet me upon the street do not question me for i can tell you only my name and the name of the town i was born in- but that is enough it does not matter whether tomorrow arrives anymore. if there is only this night and after it is morning it will not matter now i am tired. i am tired of speech and of action. in the heart of me you will find a tiny handful of dust. take it and blow it out upon the wind. let the wind have it and it will find its way home. -T.W.

Books:

Be Here Now, The Quest for Englightenment, The Essence of the Bhagavad Gita All modalities of being, from a rock to Heaven, are integral parts of a continuum which is often refered to as the "great tranformation" Since nothing is outside of this continuum, the chain of being is never broken...The continuous presence of qi in all modalities of being makes everything flow together as the unfolding of a single process. Nothing, not even an almighty creator, is external to this process. - Tu Weiming
CONCIOUSNESS=ENERGY=LOVE=AWARENESS=LIGHT=WISDOM=TRUTH=PURITY - ITS ALL THE SAME TRIP-ANY TRIP YOU WANT TO TAKE
LEADS TO THE SAME PLACE -BABA RAMM DASS

My Blog

Its Evolution

My life has changed for the better.My world she has made complete.So content I am with everything.Right here is where I will always long to be.I can't believe this miracle has happened.I can remember ...
Posted by Tera on Wed, 28 May 2008 11:05:00 PST

May I Please just take your order?

To work I go, a pad in hand, pen in pocket.To your table I walk,, my life i must put aside, for i am there to serve you my master.Why do we do the things we do?Act the way we do?Fake?this show, over a...
Posted by Tera on Sun, 06 Apr 2008 10:42:00 PST

No One

Beyond the gray skythe light shines through.the light of her smilethe light in her eyesand the soft gentle kiss.on the same pagei always knew we werebut fear took holdchaos created out of nothing.know...
Posted by Tera on Thu, 03 Apr 2008 07:25:00 PST

An anxious mind is a terrible thing to waste.

Scared, silent, shivering, and alone.No where to run, no where to hide.Insecurity takes over.Tremors, skips of the heart.Are you in there?I’m not so sure at this time.Remembering, memories.Happy...
Posted by Tera on Sat, 29 Mar 2008 04:22:00 PST

Whenever I’m alone with you.

HappyContentmy lifeeverything i have ever wantedhappy, content, in loveall i have is all i have ever wanted.she completes me.I find myself sometimes wondering,wondering, about this job, where i am goi...
Posted by Tera on Wed, 26 Mar 2008 09:59:00 PST

Indecisive

Perhaps I am too caring, perhaps I am not. I believe that I care about everyone, to see anyone hurt or in pain pains me as well. Today, on our way home from lunch, we saw a man struck down on his bi...
Posted by Tera on Tue, 18 Mar 2008 08:37:00 PST

Complete

So long, far too long, I have waited. The wait was well worth it. Never did I imagine I would be so in love and have that love in return. This love we share still makes my stomach do flips. We hav...
Posted by Tera on Wed, 27 Feb 2008 10:07:00 PST

Paranoia, Paranoia, Everybodys Coming to get Me!!!

My mindan endless sea of, chaosI suppose that is the right word.My mind, in circles it goes.A thoughtone thoughtand thenand thenrunningrun my mind does,with the smallest idea my mind comes up with.Red...
Posted by Tera on Tue, 19 Feb 2008 09:54:00 PST

Change for the Homeless?

Into Sammy Quickstop I go. I pull in, sit in my car for just a moment as I notice the man outside the door staring not just at me but at all of those who walk in. I wonder what it is he is doing sta...
Posted by Tera on Sun, 17 Feb 2008 08:10:00 PST

The Middle Way

I breathe, think, write, listen, speak, I do, to the motions of this life. For what I sometimes wonder? Spinning myself around in an endless circle. Inside, outside, will someone please tell me the...
Posted by Tera on Mon, 11 Feb 2008 07:38:00 PST