| poetry | photography |
sunshine layouts!
MySpace Cursors
sunshine layouts!
hey there! ^_^
i'm alexandria lee
just call me alexx
i'm going to make this simple, mkay?
i'm NOT going to make a grocery list about me,
hoping i can get you to know who i am.
that's your job-
not mine.
if for some reason, you do want to know about me-
just ask.
i'm not going to waste my time
typing out little meaningless details about me
when you don't even want to know them.
i'm not usually a total bitchface,
but right now, i may sound like one...
if you don't like who i am,
or how i decide to live my life-
congratulations! you have a problem with me.
i'm not going to change.
don't expect me to-
you'll be wasting no one's time but your own.
if you're truly my friend,
you will accept this about me.
i think things through before i jump in.
i know what i'm getting myself into-
trust me.
k?
i am done being afraid of what people think
or how people will react.
i'm done depressing my feelings to make other people happy-
all it does is tear me apart emotionally.
and i'm hoping you don't want me to be the next train wreck on the news.
i am done being controlled by other people.
i am extremely proud to say that
i am taken by an absolutely amazing boy.
his name is andru ryan.
and i love him with all of my heart.
if you're mad at me about this,
i'm sorry i can't help you with this one.
i'm asking that you forget your preconceived notions,
and look at my smile instead.
if you truly care about me,
you'd rather see my pearls than my rubies.
if anyone has the right to judge him according to his mistakes,
it's me-
not you.
and you know what?
i can't see one flaw in him that i can't accept.
chances are you don't know anything about him
but his name
and his location.
don't you dare try telling me that i don't really know him
and that i don't really love him-
because you would be COMPLETELY wrong.
you don't even know.
I AM FUCKING HAPPY
AND I KNOW EXACTLY WHAT I'M DOING.
dru makes me feel soooo alive
and he makes me want to wake up every single morning.
he treats me like a princess.
if you think i'm making a big mistake,
thanks for your opinion.
but that's just it-
it's YOUR OPINION.
but i believe in second chances.
i understand if you don't want to see me in pain again,
but you also need to consider that i would be in even more pain if he wasn't my boyfriend.
if however, you support me in this-
THANK YOU!!
that means a whole lot to me.
i can honestly say that i want to spend the rest of my life with him.
"it's simple, how you complete my core."
7.6.07
11.3.07
i'm a very lucky girl.
i love you, baby.
"these less than threes will never rest."
who i'd like to meet:
i swear, i'd burn the city down just to show you the
lights.
