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The Big Cee

R.I.P. Josh, you will be missed...

About Me

Beauty in things exists in the mind which contemplates them.

Myspace Layouts & Myspace Graphics

My Interests

Making it through life one day at a time...

I'd like to meet:

She walks in beauty, like the night Of cloudless climes and starry skies; And all that's best of dark and bright Meet in her aspect and her eyes: Thus mellow'd to taht tender light Which heaven to gaudy days denies. -George Gordon, Lord

Music:

afi,misfits,black-flag,anti-flag,glassjaw,every time i die, undying,glass casket, hatebreed,opeth,beloved,walls of jericho,children of bodom, pretty girls make graves, fugazi, the muse, converge, poison the well, pennywise,blindside, bad religon,radio head,every time i die,underoath

Movies:

i love movies...

Heroes:

My Dad...May he stay strong...

My Blog

cancer update...

Its still there... I had a scan done the other day and its still holding on. I know its not like it was year ago but god, cancer...  
Posted by The Big Cee on Thu, 14 Sep 2006 02:31:00 PST

Life just doesn't get easier...

Cancer. Thats so wierd to say out loud. Just another shitty event for me to survive. 
Posted by The Big Cee on Wed, 15 Mar 2006 05:26:00 PST

still loving it....

i'm still here in raleigh and i'm happier than ever! i finally got into school here and i am on my way to a real career. yay! maybe then i'll go home. but for now i'm just gonna enjoy raleigh!
Posted by The Big Cee on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

life in raleigh!

life here is still great! my job kinda sucks though, but whose doesn't?! my b-day is coming up really soon! i can't wait to be 21! it wil be soo great to buy my own beer for once! well i guess thats a...
Posted by The Big Cee on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

i love my new life!

my new life is so wonderful! i am so happy i raleigh! things in my life are finally going good for me!
Posted by The Big Cee on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

i hate my life!!!!!!

it suckz ass!!
Posted by The Big Cee on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

my life sucks total ass!

last nite was in a car accident. my sister and brother in laws cars are totaled. my brother in law could have been very badly injure, but thank god!!!!!!!!!!! he only got a few injuries. we were hit b...
Posted by The Big Cee on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

today was ok

today i feel stronger than i have in a week. we are so close to revenge. soon my life will almost be normal again. very soon i hope. for now i want to stay strong and show everyone that i will rise an...
Posted by The Big Cee on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

fucking sleep!

well today will make it about a week and a half that i haven't slept. i think i'm gonna loose it! i am startin to hear stuff that isn't there! i need fucking help!
Posted by The Big Cee on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

me

She walks in beauty, like the night Of cloudless climes and starry skies; And all that's best of dark and bright Meet in her aspect and her eyes: Thus mellow'd to taht tender light Which heaven t...
Posted by The Big Cee on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST