/from the outside you see smiles and hear laughther//but deep inside i could be much happier//they say jess u look good keep urself looking nice//but behide close doors i cry myself to sleep once i turn out the lights//problem number one im not where im at yet//got so many goals dont know which one to stress next//went to college so confused majored in liberals arts//now criminal justice plays a role in my heart//shouldve took it up from the start//problem number two friends i grew up with we all fell apart//time to time we try to get the team back but our heads bump like bumpin carts//its always he said this or she said that //what happen to the days we had eachtothers backs//problem number three niggahs in my life startin gettin wack//i try to move forward and end up takin steps backlost a couple good ones//than thought i found mr right...//woke up the next morning n my man was no where in sight//man my lifes crazy yea i smile cus i try not to let it phase me//dont wanna reveal my hurt to my 2yr old baby//so i walk the streets dressed mean like a real fuckin lady//but the bad has been takin ova me lately//so i keep jesus near by cus i know he wont forsake me//tell him all i went through during the week//how i see my babys father and we barely speak//how my grandma's sick day by day she keeps getting weak//how i get so much hate thrown towards me when im out in these streets//how i went from 10 close friends down to 3//how i got so much shit on my mind dat i cant sleep//but imma hold my head n try not to let this get the best of me//and go to church on sunday and reveal the rest of me/http://i249.photobucket.com/albums/gg212/jessica214_bucke t/thehomiesdrunk-1.jpg
TYE BABY
