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About Me

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hmmm...about me. i am mousy and quiet, but also fun-loving. i love to smile and laugh. judging by my outward appearance, nothing seems to bother me or keep me down. i smile even in the worst of times. the world can be a very cruel and lonely place...my soft place to fall has been with my children. i have never experienced such unconditional love. i love being a mommy but i miss who i used to be. i feel like a part of me is still that wild and crazy girl who used to make every day an adventure. i feel her trying to break free, and i am constantly trying to stifle her. i tend to be a little self-punishing at times. i let little things bother me, get frustrated easily, and can be very mean. but you only get to see this side of me if i truly love you and feel safe. for the outside world, i build walls and put on appearances that are not necessarily "me". i have a lot of dreams for my future. and im learning how to be my own best friend. recently i have seen the world through different eyes and i realize that life is short and you only get one. and its only up to me to make me happy. i am stronger and more ambitious than i ever thought i was or could ever be. and im done looking to other people for approval. because i finally believe that i am a beautiful soul.
Who criticizes all she sees? Yes, e'en would analyse a sneeze! Who hugs and loves her own disease? Yes, Virgo!

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"It's such a lie that we should do what's in our hearts. If we did what's in our hearts, the world would grind to a halt."
"It just seems like, you agree to have a certain personality or something. For no reason. Just to make things easier for everyone. But when you think about it, I mean, how do you know it's even you?"
"Sometimes it seems like we're all in a prison and the crime is how much we hate ourselves. It's good to get dressed up once in a while, and admit the truth: That when you really look closely, people are so strange and so complicated that they're actually beautiful -- possibly even me."
~angela chase "my so-called life" 1994

My Blog

a better version me...

Posted by on Thu, 17 Apr 2008 17:33:00 GMT

play dead

darling stop confusing me with your wishful thinking hopeful enbraces don’t you understand? i have to go through this i belong to here where no-one cares and no-one loves no light no air to liv...
Posted by on Fri, 28 Mar 2008 09:37:00 GMT

sweet and syrupy with rhyme

i cant get through a day without these girls.... So you want to be en-entertained? Please look away, Don’t look away We’re not here ’cause we want to entertain Go away, Don&...
Posted by on Thu, 27 Mar 2008 09:06:00 GMT

easter candy is evil

this should get me back on track....i feel better now.
Posted by on Thu, 27 Mar 2008 07:01:00 GMT

you know you spend too much time on myspace when...

1. you start to think the captcha is spelling out a secret code.2. you get the captcha wrong more often than not.3. you get tired of the songs on your 100 song playlist on your page.4. you get tired o...
Posted by on Thu, 20 Mar 2008 11:51:00 GMT

shopping 3/11/08

i used to love shopping. i could shop wherever i wanted, no problem. then, oh...maybe 2001 i started putting on weight. its true what they say, when you get comfortable in a relationship, you start to...
Posted by on Wed, 12 Mar 2008 11:24:00 GMT

kids say the CRAZIEST things!!!

"stop, mama! stop!""stop what, baby?""turn that music OFF!"this is where i draw the line..."no, baby! mama likes listening to music, A LOT!"he runs off to play with sissy. a few minutes later i peep i...
Posted by on Mon, 10 Mar 2008 09:40:00 GMT

kids say the darndest things!

so im standing in the *ahem* feminine needs aisle at the grocery store, weighing my options. my son is pointing and screaming, "that's for mommy's butt!" over and over. and of course the aisle was ful...
Posted by on Fri, 07 Mar 2008 09:51:00 GMT

paula is still one badd-ass biotch!

so i saw a clip of this video on the today show this morning and my jaw hit the floor. paula abdul has to be in her late 40's and she is still smokin hot and can still dance! i used to love her music ...
Posted by on Thu, 06 Mar 2008 22:00:00 GMT

there are no strings attached....

I'll give you countless amounts of outright acceptance if you want it I will give you encouragement to choose the path that you want if you need it You can speak of anger and doubts your fears and fr...
Posted by on Thu, 06 Mar 2008 12:02:00 GMT