Im me. I wont live my life the way you want me to and im not open to suggestions. end of story. Im blunt. I tell it how it is. If thats rude, well then...go find friends who are willing to lie to you. Right now I would describe myself as selfish. Im not going to do anything I dont want to do. I did enough people pleasing in the past to last me a lifetime. I dont give a shit anymore. Im a people person and I love being around people all the time. I love meeting new people that can show me new things and who have substance. People who can enjoy the little things in life. I mean well and I dont intentionally try to hurt people. But a girls gotta do what a girls gotta do.I used to think that I needed people to believe in me, but you live and you learn and now i know all i need is me to believe in me. I love when people who met me 5 years ago assume they still know me or that they know who I am. People change. Its called growing up. Try it sometime. I tell horrible jokes and i laugh at myself all the time, but its the only way to be!! I own my dorkyness. If you want to get to know me, then get to know me. Otherwise fuck off!!! :]
.... " Good people end up in hell because they can't forgive themselves"
