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PERFECTLY FLAWED

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About Me

I am the epitome of contradictions. I can be very quiet when I'm with new people, but with my friends, I'm the one with no reservations. I love food, but I am still skinny, and even if I put on the slightest of weight, you will find me in a major denial. I adore kids, and I want to have them some day, but they get on my nerves. I seek solace in writing and music, and I can't live one day without a song or anything that I can scribble my thoughts on. I hate pretentious people, because I don't see a point in being so. I can deal with hypocrites because we each have that attribute, but recently all this hypocrisy is eating me up inside. I wish I could do something about it. I am very straight forward and people always tell me that I’m defensive, so it’s probably true. I don't know what I've got to be defensive about though, because I live with a clear conscience. One day, I hope to be very successful but I'll still be generous and loyal to the people I love. I don't need to tell myself that I am doing better than anyone else, because I am not insecure. I'd want to give back whatever it is that has been given to me and more. I'm extremely calm, in the most extreme situations, and I also don't hold grudges. John F Kennedy once said, "Forgive your enemies, but never forget their names.” Sometimes, I may seem a little hostile, but don't take it personally, I might just be having a bad day. I treasure my family, my loved ones and my friends. They complete me. I thank God everyday for making me the person that I am, and for the people that surround me. I'm very grateful for all that He has planned for me, and I constantly pray that He will give me strength to pursue new things and to overcome huge obstacles in the future. I have faith, and that is my strength. And if you can live with it, you’re one step closer to my world!


Each person we hate or judge manifests the subpersonalities we are actively disowning in ourselves. Conversely, the people we adore or feel inadequate around also manifests our disowned subpersonalities - and we may forever wishing we could be "like them".....


My Interests



The Pentagram
has also been associated
with Venus (the Morning Star)
bringer of light and knowledge

I didn't realize this
so I think it's kinda cool
since I'm always searching
for truth and understanding.

I'd like to meet:



Are you shy? ...by nature.
Are you selfish? No
Are you spoiled? My baby spoils me!
Are you giving? Always
Would you walk by an old lady carrying groceries? No, I would offer to help.
Do you flirt with your best friends boyfriend or girlfriend? No
Do you spend most of your free time on Myspace or Blackplanet ? I don't have a BlackPlanet account.
Do you lie when someone asks you "Do I look o.k. with this on?"? No way
Are you conceited? No
Do you go out of your way to get attention? No
Do you go out of your way to help someone? When I can, yes
Do you get into arguments a lot with people other than your siblings? No
Have you ever kissed someone who is just a friend? Yes
Do you watch Dora the explorer? I'm gonna go with no. I will never cheat on SpongeBob Squarepants! Hehehehe
Do you believe in Magic? I think that the mind has amazing capabilities but people are not open minded enough or controlled enough to find it. Apparently, we only use a small portion of our brains, so imagine if we could use it all . If everyone were to be more at peace and spiritual rather than hate filled and materialistic, we could as a whole, control the universe.
Do you talk back to your parents? No
Have you ever threatened someone? Yes
Are you afraid of the dark? Only when I'm alone
Would you prefer Spongebob or CSI? SpongeBob
Have you ever lied to make someone happy? Yes
Does your Myspace or Blackplanet picture show a picture of your face or your body? Yes
Would you prefer soda or Juice? Juice
Is this survey too long? Not really

Movies:



Books:



Heroes:

I prefer to call them my inspirations: my Mother Gail Raynor, my Sister Raquel, my Brother Ray, my Grandmother Gladys Raynor, Rishon Kimble, Oprah Winfrey, Tupac Shakur, Stephen Hawkins, Hillary Clinton, and every leader that utilizes their power to strengthen and unify our communities.



My Blog

A Glimpse of You

For Gail I thought I caught a glimpse of you today, Across the sky, as the orange banded across the soft white clouds, And broke out into the blue sky. Then I realised I'd just felt your shadow, The g...
Posted by PERFECTLY FLAWED on Sun, 13 Apr 2008 04:33:00 PST

A Spiritual Nature

The sight of a spiritual nature makes everything in the ordinary world extraordinary. Unfortunately, once attained it must be maintained since we have years of training to the contrary. What makes us...
Posted by PERFECTLY FLAWED on Fri, 26 Oct 2007 10:22:00 PST

Funny!!!!

.....that the US Government has an Ethics committee. Sorry guys, just made me laugh!!!!!
Posted by PERFECTLY FLAWED on Sat, 15 Sep 2007 05:13:00 PST

Disappointments

I really don't have much to say tonight. My mind is on full speed, but my willingness to share is a little nonexistent right now. Gotta figure this out beforeI let it out.... Peace...
Posted by PERFECTLY FLAWED on Sat, 15 Sep 2007 05:13:00 PST

www.psyops.net

I'm not sure of the name of the book, but it's similar in concept. Well, I thought it was interesting, and thought I'd share ...
Posted by PERFECTLY FLAWED on Sat, 15 Sep 2007 05:13:00 PST

Random thoughts about life

I'm bored...plus there's so many things going on and so little time to write about it. Plus my thoughts are too scattered to coherently string together enough sentences to post on one topic. Sooooo......
Posted by PERFECTLY FLAWED on Sat, 15 Sep 2007 05:13:00 PST

Reborn into the Tropical Sun

Don't you start thinking about life in those terms when you start being conscious about your own existence? I know a few people who I have met through my journey in life so far who have not even care...
Posted by PERFECTLY FLAWED on Sat, 15 Sep 2007 05:13:00 PST

Why do men.......

Okay, so I'm in the grocery store, because my fridge is begging for attention..and you know..I, for the life in me do not understand why, some men think that a casual glance in their direction is an i...
Posted by PERFECTLY FLAWED on Sat, 15 Sep 2007 05:13:00 PST