I am the epitome of contradictions. I can be very quiet when I'm with new people, but with my friends, I'm the one with no reservations. I love food, but I am still skinny, and even if I put on the slightest of weight, you will find me in a major denial. I adore kids, and I want to have them some day, but they get on my nerves. I seek solace in writing and music, and I can't live one day without a song or anything that I can scribble my thoughts on. I hate pretentious people, because I don't see a point in being so. I can deal with hypocrites because we each have that attribute, but recently all this hypocrisy is eating me up inside. I wish I could do something about it. I am very straight forward and people always tell me that I’m defensive, so it’s probably true. I don't know what I've got to be defensive about though, because I live with a clear conscience. One day, I hope to be very successful but I'll still be generous and loyal to the people I love. I don't need to tell myself that I am doing better than anyone else, because I am not insecure. I'd want to give back whatever it is that has been given to me and more. I'm extremely calm, in the most extreme situations, and I also don't hold grudges. John F Kennedy once said, "Forgive your enemies, but never forget their names.†Sometimes, I may seem a little hostile, but don't take it personally, I might just be having a bad day. I treasure my family, my loved ones and my friends. They complete me. I thank God everyday for making me the person that I am, and for the people that surround me. I'm very grateful for all that He has planned for me, and I constantly pray that He will give me strength to pursue new things and to overcome huge obstacles in the future. I have faith, and that is my strength. And if you can live with it, you’re one step closer to my world!
Each person we hate or judge manifests the subpersonalities we are actively disowning in ourselves. Conversely, the people we adore or feel inadequate around also manifests our disowned subpersonalities - and we may forever wishing we could be "like them".....