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my life so far via the music i love. Posted by on Fri, 08 May 2009 21:06:00 GMT |
utter frustration and anger..... |
yeah.... i'm just generally miserable right now. my ex is a liar, he's marrying that harpy he is with and is going to raise her son instead of helping me raise our daughter.... it's lame.... 2 months ... Posted by on Wed, 15 Apr 2009 14:26:00 GMT |
heavy sigh |
oh goodness....i'm so tired! i biked 5 miles today and am planning to do 5 more this evening. these weight loss pills i'm taking give me so much energy, but the energy doesn't last long. i have to tak... Posted by on Sat, 28 Mar 2009 14:13:00 GMT |
depressed and alone |
omg. i'm having a day....i feel so alone right now. my friends aren't answering my phone calls, justin wants nothing to do with me, my daughter is the only one right now that loves me. i feel so aband... Posted by on Sat, 21 Mar 2009 20:04:00 GMT |
whew....i'm smaller |
i seem to be winning the battle against fat. for the time being anyway.i've dropped a whole pant size and about 8 lbs in 2 weeks. pretty good. so i've just been sitting here....alone and bored.... no ... Posted by on Thu, 19 Mar 2009 15:31:00 GMT |
ugh...i hate being sick |
oh man....i have bronchitis....it sucks so bad! i'm coughing up shit and my chest feels like i have a huge weight on it.... i had chest x-rays done and blood tests and shit. it's hard to fucking breat... Posted by on Mon, 09 Mar 2009 20:42:00 GMT |
realizing what i want in life |
good morning to you alli've decided i can't wallow in self pity all my life. i'm losing weight because i'm finally exercising and have regulated my diet and i am feeling better because i've taken up s... Posted by on Thu, 05 Mar 2009 06:45:00 GMT |
feeling better |
so i'm feeling a little better about things. i've realized that i have to get my crap together. i have to stop caring about what other people think about whati do. i'm raising my daughter right, i'm ... Posted by on Tue, 03 Mar 2009 18:34:00 GMT |
a list of words....an Ahlia update..... |
*cue spooky music*as most of you know i have an 18 month old daughter....strike that... 19 months old as of tomorrow. the following is a list of things she can now say of her own free will and knows t... Posted by on Mon, 02 Mar 2009 16:12:00 GMT |
i;m really depressed |
sighi'm so depressed right now. justin left last night, and now he won't answer my texts. he's probably with that harpy. or maybe he's sleeping. he got in at like 4am. well anyway, i'm depressed. im a... Posted by on Sat, 28 Feb 2009 09:40:00 GMT |