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Jacqueline

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I edited my profile with Thomas' Myspace Editor V4.4 ** IT IS WHAT IT IS **THE "GAME", AS I SEE IT NOW!.!.!.!!! GO LOOK SOMEWHERE ELSE FOR SUBJECT MATTER. FOR WHAT DOES THE SUBJECT MATTER? FOR ALL MATTER IS SUBJECT TO OTHER MATTER AND IT REALLY DOESN'T MATTER : )THEN AGAIN IT ONLY MATTERS FOR A WHILE. HEE HEE HEE. WE CHOOSE TO FORGET WHO WE ARE AND THEN FORGET THAT WE'VE FORGOTTEN. WHO ARE WE REALLY? FOR ALL YOU ARE YOU SEE IS ENERGY. DIFFERENT DEGREES OF SPEED, DENSITY, INTENSITY, CHAINS OF LINKING ATOMS IN SPACE PATTERNS IN THE DELIGHT DANCE OF EVERCHANGING MATTER. Theres "matter" again. Now does it really matter? WE ARE THE CENTER THAT WATCHES AND RUNS THE SHOW THAT CAN CHOOSE WHICH WAY IT WILL GO. THE I AM CONSCIOUSNESS, THAT POWERFUL LOVING PERFECT REFLECTION OF THE COSMOS. BUT IN OUR ATTEMPT TO COPE WITH EARLY SITUATIONS WE CHOSE OR WERE HYPNOTIZED INTO A PASSIVE POSITION TO AVOID PUNISHMENT OR THE LOSS OF LOVE. WE CHOOOOSE TO DENY OUR RESPONSE/ABILITY PRETENDING THAT THINGS JUST HAPPENED OR THAT WE WERE BEING CONTROLLED, TAKEN OVER. WE PUT OURSELVES DOWN & HAVE BECOME USED TO THIS MASOCHISTIC POSTURE THIS WEAKNESS THIS UNSURENESS THIS INDECISIVENESS. BUT WE ARE IN REALITY FREE. A CENTER OF COSMIC ENERGY. YOUR WILL IS YOUR POWER. DON'T PRETEND YOU DON'T HAVE IT OR YOU WONT STOP PLAYING POOR ME. EITHER YOU WILL OR YOU WONT BE WILLING TO EXPRESS YOUR WILL POWER IN A SKILLFUL LOVING MANNER. ITS ABOUT TIME, BLISS TIMELESSNESS, BALANCE, ENERGY, INFINITE CONSCIOUSNESS, MOVING THROUGH TO A DEEPER SOURCE. LEAVING OUR PREOCCUPATION WITH THE PAST OUR FEAR OF THE FUTURE OUR OVERSTRESSING THE RATIONAL MIND, SUPERFICIAL SEX, EXCESSIVE COMPETITION, CONSUMING MATERIAL, POWER GAMES, OUR BITCHING AND NEGATIVITY TO REALIZE WHO WE ARE AND WHAT IT IS WE WANT. THE QUEST THE QUESTION THE QUESTIONAIRE. WHO ARE YOU? A BODY, A MIND, A ROAL, A GOAL? WE ARE CONSCIOUSNESS. A LOVING POWERFUL ETERNAL SOUL. WITH THE QUALITY OF AN OBSERVER WHO HAS THOUGHTS, EMOTIONS, SENSATIONS, WE HAVE A PHYSICAL BODY BUT WE ARE NOT THAT EVERCHANGING FORM. WE HAVE FEELINGS AND EMOTIONS BUT WE ARE NOT THESE FLUCTUATING PATTERNS. WE HAVE A MIND BUT WE ARE NOT THIS PANORAMA OF IDEAS, PICTURES AND THOUGHTS. THE BODY, FEELINGS AND THOUGHTS ARE ALL IMPERMANENT CHANGING INSTRUMENTS OF EXPERIENCE, PERCEPTION, ACTION AND REACTION. YOU ARE AN ALWAYS CONSTANT CENTER OF PURE RADIANT ENERGY CONSCIOUSNESS. ENERGY IS THE SUN, EARTH, AIR, SEA, YOU AND ME. CHEMISTRY, ELECTRICITY, YOUR BODY, BREATHING ,CIRCULATION, SENSATION, IMPULSES, THOUGHTS, WORDS, IMAGES, SOUNDS, COLORS, THIS COMPUTER, FLOOR TO CEILING, UNLIMITED LIFE CONSCIOUSNESS VIBRATING EVERYWHERE. IN VARIOUS STATES SOLID, LIQUID, GAS, JEWELS, INVISIBLE MOLECULES FINDING THEIR TEMPORARY PLACE IN ENDLESS SPACE. YOU ARE A SERIOUS OF ENERGY FIELDS IN A FIELD OF ENERGY. THE ETERNAL PLAY OF THE GROSS SUBTLE SHADOW LIGHT NIGHT AND DAY. EXCHANGING, INTERCHANGING, REARRANGING ITSELF IN THE EVOLUTION DREAM CALLED LIFE. FORMLESS FREE THE ENERGY DELIGHTFULLY CREATED FORM AND WILL CONTINUE TO REFORM IN SUBTLER AND SUBTLER FORM UNTIL IT AGAIN RETURNS TO ITS FORMER FORMLESS FORM. : ) I AM NOW ALWAYS IN EACH SITUATION AS FULLY FREE AS I ALLOW MYSELF TO BE.
Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||||| 53%
Stability |||||||||||||||| 66%
Orderliness |||||||||||||| 53%
Accommodation |||||| 30%
Interdependence |||| 16%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Mystical |||||||||||| 50%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Religious |||||||||||| 43%
Hedonism |||||||||||||||| 63%
Materialism |||||||||||||| 56%
Narcissism |||||||||||| 50%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Work ethic |||||||||||| 50%
Self absorbed |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Conflict seeking || 10%
Need to dominate || 10%
Romantic |||||| 30%
Avoidant |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||||| 63%
Wealth |||||||||||||||| 63%
Dependency |||| 16%
Change averse |||||||||||| 43%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||| 56%
Individuality |||||||||||||||| 63%
Sexuality |||||||||||| 43%
Peter pan complex |||||| 30%
Physical security |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Physical Fitness |||||||||||||||| 64%
Histrionic || 10%
Paranoia || 10%
Vanity |||||||||||||| 56%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||| 43%
Indie |||||||||||||||| 70% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
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Personality Disorder Test Results
Paranoid |||||| 22%
Schizoid |||||||||||||||||||| 82%
Schizotypal |||||||||||||||||| 74%
Antisocial |||||||||||||| 54%
Borderline |||||| 26%
Histrionic |||||| 26%
Narcissistic |||||||||| 38%
Avoidant |||||||||||||| 58%
Dependent |||||||||| 34%
Obsessive-Compulsive |||||||||||||| 54% Take Free Personality Disorder Test
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You Are 5: The Investigator
You're independent - and a logical analytical thinker.
You love learning and ideas... and know things no one else does.
Bored by small talk, you refuse to participate in boring conversations.
You are open minded. A visionary. You understand the world and may change it.
At Your Best: You are sharp, inventive, and creative. You have the skills to lead the world.
At Your Worst: You are reclusive, weird, and a bit paranoid.
Your Fixation: Greed
Your Primary Fear: Being useless or incompetent
Your Primary Desire: Being competent and needed
Other Number 5's: Bill Gates, John Lennon, Kurt Cobain, Bjork, and Stephen Hawking. What Number Are You?
Which Horror Killer are You?
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You scored as Jigsaw

You are Jigsaw. You dont enjoy killing people at all. You instead love to see how far people will go to live. However if it ends in a bloody death, you still sleep with a smile on your face. You are intelligent, and know how to outwit just about anyone. And that spells bad news for anyone who falls into your games of death and torture.


Jigsaw


100%

Hannibal Lecter


95%

Pinhead


65%

Captain Spaulding


60%

Freddy Krueger


55%

Michael Myers


50%

Leatherface


35%

Buffalo Bill


30%

Jason Voorhees


30%

Candyman


30%
Name: Wackie
Birthdate: Sept 7, 77
Current Location: Hollywood
Eye Color: Brown
Hair Color: Dark brown
Height: 5' 2 and a half
Weight: Between 120 and 130. I LOVE TO EAT!!!!
Piercings: a couple
Tatoos: a couple
Boyfriend/Girlfriend: married.......... ; )
Overused Phraze: Change
FAVORITES
Food: Italian. You know what? I like alot of shit
Candy: Butterfinger
Number: 7
Color: Blue
Animal: Travis........I mean monkeys.
Drink: Agua, the good ol H2o
Alcohol Drink: Red or white wine (Napa or Sanoma)
Bagel: garlic toasted with cream cheese
Letter: Y. Get it? yyyyyyy?
Body Part on Opposite sex: I love his armpit. Fondling it helps me sleep.
This or That
Pepsi or Coke: NEITHER, don't like carbonated drinks
McDonalds or BurgerKing: B.K.
Strawberry or Watermelon: The fruit or gum?
Hot tea or Ice tea: Don't like hot drinks.
Chocolate or Vanilla DUHHHHH
Hot Chocolate or Coffee: Neither
Kiss or Hug: BIG ASS HUG
Dog or Cat: BOTH.
Rap or Punk: Love ALL music
Summer or Winter: I live in Florida. WINTER
Scary Movies or Funny Movies: Both
Love or Money: Love
YOUR...
Addiction: Moderation is KEY
Most Missed Memory: Reading a book up high in my mango tree till the sun set
First Thought Waking Up: FUCK!!!!!!!!!!
Fears: Failure
Longest relationship: 6 years
HAVE YOU...
Ever Drank: Drank what? Blood? I plead the 5th. : )
Ever Smoked: Never smoked a cigarette in this life time.
Pot: Stove
Ever been Drunk: Not little ol me.......o.k., YA!
Ever beaten someone up: hee hee hee
Ever Shoplifted: NOPE!
Ever Skinny Dipped: Yup! I live in S. Florida. Nothing better than swimming bare under a full moon
Ever Kissed someone of same sex: : )
Been Dumped Lately: Nope
IN A GUY/GIRL
Favorite Eye Color: Green
Favorite Hair Color: Brown
Short or Long: Short
Height: Taller than me
Style: Not particular
Looks or Personality: Personality....... and looks
Hot or Cute Cute
Drugs and Alcohol: ok
Muscular or Really Skinny: Neither
RANDOMS
Number of Regrets in the Past: Not one
What country do you want to Visit: England
How do you want to Die: ON MORPHINE
Been to the Mall Lately: Nope!! Hate that God forbidden place!!!!!!!!
Do you like Thunderstorms: Too much!
Get along with your Parents: Absolutely. They're the top 4 coolest people i'm lucky to know
Health Freak: Nope
Do you think your Attractive: Somewhat
Believe in Yourself: I'm here right?
Want to go to College: Been there, done that
Do you Smoke: What? Never smoked a cig in my life
Do you Drink: What?
Shower Daily: Twice
Been in Love: It seems that way doesn't it
Do you Sing: Horribly
Want to get Married: I kinda am
Do you want Children: yup
Have your future kids names planned out: No. It takes 2 people to create a child. Hence.......
Hate anyone: Nope, just politics, cocaroaches/spiders, taxes and people.......HA!
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

ALEISTER CROWLEY, GHANDI, HITLER, JESUS, BOB MARLEY, S. Dali, Einstein, PROFITS, POETS, HERETICS, PAINTERS, ASTRONOMERS, MUSICIANS, MAGICIANS,TEMPLARS, DON JUAN AND HIS PEYOTE ; )....OH YA, ME 15 YEARS AGO AND HAVE LET MYSELF IN ON ALL THE MADNESS.

My Blog

Our magickal number is " 7 " (just for fun) 12/27/07

Travis = 286,   2 + 8 + 6 = 16,  1 + 6 = 7           ;           ;  Jackie  = ...
Posted by on Thu, 27 Dec 2007 13:57:00 GMT

The blowout experience 10/26/07

Just a day ago while driving on 595 doing anywhere between 70 & 80 miles per hour my front right tire blew the fuck up.I was close to the exit of university so i got off.  This was after my c...
Posted by on Mon, 29 Oct 2007 14:41:00 GMT

Yesterday i missed it, today i wish it was missing.

I've asked myself,what have i obtained from life? Or is it sufficient just to exist? Do i really possess what i believe i have obtained, or will it vanish tomorrow like a bath tub bubble?What i've not...
Posted by on Sun, 23 Sep 2007 18:52:00 GMT

Did i turn the oven off? A moment in my head.

I know i talk too much.  As a matter a fact i know im an interrupter as well.  But see if you can pay attention for a moment.  I will justify myself with the only explanation that makes...
Posted by on Tue, 11 Sep 2007 15:26:00 GMT

One of my fears

I was fumbling through one of my Carlos Castaneda books recently and  some dialogue from this book made its mark in my head.Whats your opinion?  I really wanna know.  Heres an insert fr...
Posted by on Sun, 26 Aug 2007 08:08:00 GMT

I SEE HIM IN ME AND ME IN HIM, FOR TIS MY EVIL TWIN

You are perfect at this very goddamned moment.  You are perfect and u have always been. So yet u still go on seeking for perfection because ur mind tells u that u are incomplete.  You define urself as...
Posted by on Wed, 28 Mar 2007 16:29:00 GMT