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About Me

I used to be a miserable person. I was dark...and angry. Then I was slapped in the face, and everything was yellow. You know what that slap in the face was? It was happiness in the form of a rock climber named Christian. That rock climber turned out to be the love of my life...the man I'd do anything for.Happiness is a slap in the face...So, now a days I'm generally a hap-slappy person. I love my life, and I love my husband. I'm always changing, I can't ever seem to make up my mind. I'm scatterbrained, and I'm always forgetting things. You can count on me to lose my sunglasses or leave them at home.I can never decide what I want to do in my future. Only one thing I have for certain...Christian will be a part of it. And I'm living a life I never thought I would live. The one I was always told I would be living...barefoot in the kitchen, cooking or cleaning. But without the kids. Thanks, Linda. You were right.I don't want children. I get told that I'd make a great mother, but I only like them if I can give them back.So yeah...that's me in a nutshell...I think...OH WAIT! WAIT!!!I love to sing. Christian is my biggest fan, and I do it just for him.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

I've already met him...my knight...Christian. He's my heart, my soul, the yellow on my walls and the light in my windows. He's the love of my life, more than I could ever have asked for. He's the promise on my finger.

Heroes:

My family. They're what have gotten me this far. My aunts Teri, Billie, Angie, and Missy. My mom. Her best friend and my stepped-mommeh, LoLo. All of my cousins. My grandparents. My friends.And most of all my husband, Christian. Thank you so much. I don't know what I would do without you. You keep me going, and keep me strong. You give me hope. Thank you so much. I love you.

My Blog

I'll be yours.

I'll be the light when you are sad, I'll be the heart you never had. I'll be your shoulder when you cry, I'll be that star up in your sky. I'll be your hurt when you can't feel, I'll be the cotton whe...
Posted by Butterfly on Fri, 24 Nov 2006 02:16:00 PST

Under the Stars

Outside she sits,Watching the stars,Her head tilted up to the sky. All of her worries,Have drifted away,For the stars never do lie. She lets her mind wander,To a distant place,She can only find in her...
Posted by Butterfly on Tue, 24 Oct 2006 03:45:00 PST

Did I mean nothing to you?

In the beginning there was this light.You said we would be together.Then you came home and everything changed.Your answer changed into never. Then something happened between us,And once again a change...
Posted by Butterfly on Fri, 20 Oct 2006 10:25:00 PST

Growing Up Together

*You called me at my house last night**And we talked for hours**About all things in our past**Of Life and Love and Power.** **We recalled my grandma's funeral,**How you sat there and watched me c...
Posted by Butterfly on Tue, 12 Sep 2006 01:00:00 PST

Youth

I want to be young forever, I want the stars to dance in my eyes. I want to be reckless and crazy, I want everyday to bring a surprise. I want my days to be endless, I want my nights to be fun. I want...
Posted by Butterfly on Tue, 08 Aug 2006 10:12:00 PST

Almost Legal

Just a few days away,The jitters are unbearable,I'm not sure I'm ready for this.Just a few days away,The excitement is undescribeable,I think I can handle this.Just a few days away,The support is unco...
Posted by Butterfly on Wed, 02 Aug 2006 09:45:00 PST

Vanity

I look aroundAt the beautiful adornmentsBy the mirror-like pondAnd it strikes me...No woman is as vain as mother nature...
Posted by Butterfly on Sat, 24 Jun 2006 07:39:00 PST

aniething to feel better...

.. width="425" height="350">..>She said I feel strandedAnd I can't tell anymoreIf we coming or I'm goingIt's not how I planed itI've got a key to the doorBut it just won't openAnd I know, I know, I kn...
Posted by Butterfly on Fri, 09 Jun 2006 02:52:00 PST

for my familie up north

I've been sittin here Tryin to find myself I get behind myself I need to rewind myself Lookin for the payback Listen for the playback They say that every man bleeds just like me And I feel like numbe...
Posted by Butterfly on Tue, 06 Jun 2006 11:45:00 PST

crying

i fucking hate crying this song is making me cry whats going on is making me cry my fucking life is making me cry I FUCKING HATE CRYING i hate it with a fucking passion SO WHY AM I i dont fucking get ...
Posted by Butterfly on Tue, 06 Jun 2006 07:34:00 PST