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What more can I say that isn't already said in this pic.... Fuck You, Rock N Roll"No one ever told me when
I was alone
They just thought I'd know better, better
No one ever told me when
I was alone
They just thought I'd know better, better
The hardest part
This troubled heart
Has never yet been through now
Was heal the scars
That got their start
Inside someone like you now
For had I known
Or I'd been shown
Back when how long it'd take me
To break the charms
That brought me harm
And all but would erase me
I never would
Or thought I could
No matter what you'd pay me
Replay the part
You stole my heart
I should have known you're crazy
If all I knew
Was that with you
I'd want someone to save me
It'd be enough
But just my luck
I fell in love and maybe
All that I wanted was..
Now I know you better
You know I know better
Now I know you better
So bittersweet
This tragedy
Won't ask for absolution
This melody
Inside of me
Still searches for solution
A twist of faith
A change of heart
Cures my infatuation
A broken heart
Provides the spark
For my determination
No one ever told me when
I was alone
They just thought I'd know better, better
No one ever told me when
I was alone
They just thought I'd know better, better
All that I wanted was...
I don't know you better
You don't know me better
Now you know me better
I never wanted you to be so full of anger
I never wanted you to be somebody else
I never wanted you to be someone afraid to know themselves
I only wanted you to see things for yourself
All that I wanted was....
Now I know you better
Now we all know better
All that I wanted was
If I were you
I'd manage to
Avoid the invitation
Of promised love
That can't keep up
With your adoration
Just use your head
And in the end
You'll find your inspiration
To choose your steps
And won't regret
This kind of aggravation
No one ever told me when
I was alone
They just thought I'd know better, better
No one ever told me when
I was alone
They just thought I'd know better, better"
So I wonder how many people really read what I have written on my page since it pretty much compiles into a freakin novel...I kind of look at it like this..my page is kind of like when your chick (if she's a prude and isn't o.k. with porn..) catches you looking at a Playboy and you say " but honey I was only reading the articles". When we all know you were only interested in the pictures and the smut. I have a lot of guys try to act like they are interested in me on a deeper level, when I know all they ever looked at were my pics.I can see right through you guys, what the shit, do you think I was born yesterday? I know when someone is REALLY interested in ME because they are drawn to my words, not just because my pics get their dick hard. I'm not a trophy, or an object,I'm not to be worn on the arm of a man, I'm a strong, outspoken, driven woman.
At first glance it seems that I love to drink a lot but I don't I occasionally go out and have fun with my friends but there are so many other things that are way more important to me than getting wasted all the time.I'm very sarcastic and say off the wall shit and I have a lot of people tell me they are "out to lunch" on me, they cant figure me out. That's the fun of it, I WANT you to think either "wow , this bitch craaazaay" or "wow this chick is funny"...
I'm a very intelligent woman and it irritates the crap out of me when someone doesn't know the difference between too, and to, your and you're and other homonyms. It seems to me that when someone has bad grammar, they lack intelligence in many other important areas.I loved English in high school because I enjoyed writing, poems, short stories etc. I guess I was kind of nerdy but I was definitely out of control in those days but I always managed to keep a 3.83 gpa. So don't get me wrong I love to go out and have a good time with my friends, but getting wasted isn't my life.
Its also gets my panties in a bunch when guys send me messages on here that consist of non-words like " dam u so fyyne" "fuk baybe ur so fukin hott" ...um yah THAT reallly turns me on, gets me wet, makes my heart melt... besides I don't speak or read Retard so I have no idea what it says anyways ...fuck-tards..
I love to laugh so you better have a good sense of humor otherwise I'm not talking to you.Why do you think I have set my page up the way it is, some of the things I say are so off the wall and it amuses me that people are retarded enough to think I'm serious about some of the shit that comes out of my mouth.
I'm passionate about everything that I do, the people that I care for,helping people become healthy, and animals.
I'm a server, and a personal fitness trainer.I was born and lived in Ventura, CA for 23 years and then moved to NV for 6 years for a guy....I moved back home to Ventura from Carson City in Jan '08,white trash capital of NV, the only state where prostitution is legal. NV's motto should be "hey lets go snort a line of crank and cheat on our wives at the whore house and gamble the rest of our $ and go back home and beat our wives, oh and don't forget to NOT tip your waitress" so gay...
I have a 67 Chevelle that I'm restoring, my great grandmother bought it brand new off the lot and it ended up in my hands. I still have the black and yellow plates and original sales receipt.I plan on getting a '65 Lincoln with suicide doors to restore when I'm done with my Chevelle.
I have 9 tattoos, since I'm a very artistic person I love to express that side of myself by putting art on my body... although I hate some of them now..sucks to be me..haha. I love extreme sports, fmx,bmx,skateboarding, you name it...I LOVE football, I have Sundays and Mondays off so I can watch every game. My team is the Bengals, they sucked a dick last year, so maybe this year will be better!! I also love the Raiders(they have been my team forever but I like to flip-flop haaa),the 49'ers, and I enjoy rooting for the Chargers and the Bears too.
I love the ocean and being at the beach,surfing even though I have no clue how to do it. I like to pump a lot of iron bro,I enjoy getting my swoll on... I like using the word "bro" a lot because its fucking sick bro!Designer jeans are cool, the fact that they cost $300 a pair is not. Red Bull is crack in a can. Fake tits are nice but do they have to be size triple E, come on ladies its gotta hurt your back more than its worth.Dubya is a fucking retard. Sometimes I can be caught ridin' dirty!! Dancing...meditating... Life is all about status and how you look, what clothes you wear, what you drive, how big your lift kit on your truck is. My goal in life is to become famous because that would be sick bro.. Extended Network Banner Generator
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Not really anyone I would care to meet..Sorry if I deny a lot of "friend" requests but it is RARE that I add someone that I don't know. Hence the term "FRIEND" request, so I'm not trying to be a bitch. I'm basically here to keep in touch with my homies since I'm really bad at phone calls. So please, to every guy ( cause girls rarely friend request me, except the lesbians, they do) who sends me a friend request that I deny, quit getting all butt hurt at me. I have spelled it out for you right here so quit sending me messages asking why I denied you. For fuck sake, cut a bitch some slack.. And old balls, quit trying to pick up on me, I won't date someone more than 5 years older than me, so just quit,and quit telling me about your house,cars,$$, I don't give a fuck if you are rich.
In my days on this earth I have met so many rich and "famous" people it would make your head spin. I have lived a life that has allowed me to do some of the coolest shit you could imagine and party with some pretty awesome people. And thats just it they are all just people, society needs to get over "famous" and realize that everyone is equal. We need not hold these people on pedestals and invade their lives. It is when we say I'm better than he is or she is better than I am that we dehumanize and that opens the door for people to do harm to others with out remorse.....

My Blog

My Sobering Addiction to You

If we all could meet someone that we feel this way about, no one would ever settle again. I have met two people in my life that just plain did it for me. It made me realize what I can have with some...
Posted by on Wed, 26 Nov 2008 14:08:00 GMT

My Worst Enemy, Myself

                                "My Worst Enemy, Myself"I can now state with emphatic confidence that I wear my scars with pride. They used to represent the mark of a victim, the badge of being "fuc...
Posted by on Sun, 03 Aug 2008 23:00:00 GMT

Rape, in the words of my friend Deva

  The following blog was written by my friend Deva, I have recently come back in contact with her and over the last few weeks I have learned so much. By connecting over the loss of our friend Ste...
Posted by on Thu, 31 Jul 2008 13:14:00 GMT

This is my Disease by Stephanie Moore... PLEASE READ!!

I have recently added to and change the name of this blog. My friend Stephanie that passed wrote a blog that I pasted in the end of this blog I think it is something everyone should read....thank youO...
Posted by on Sat, 23 Feb 2008 14:57:00 GMT

My brain splattered onto paper...a compilation of my writing

I ran across my old English portfolio from high school ( yah I know waaaaay back in the day) and I wanted to post some of these..they all speak from personal experience..I will post more as I have tim...
Posted by on Thu, 24 Jan 2008 01:02:00 GMT

Interesting..what my homies think of me

Obviously this is another survey but these were cool because it was your homies answering questions about you.. this first one was from NikiMy name: Dawn Marie ProctorSummarize me in three words: BOOB...
Posted by on Thu, 20 Dec 2007 16:25:00 GMT

Put that bitch in check and put some stank on it!!

1. Who was the last person to call you baby?Some drunk retard at a bar, someone must have told him that calling me baby REALLLLLY gets me wet. Dumbass2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you retu...
Posted by on Wed, 12 Dec 2007 15:07:00 GMT

All about Sampson...

People keep asking me what happend to Sam, since he looked so happy in the pictures I took right before I had to put him to sleep. I will give you the short version, if you want the long version I wil...
Posted by on Fri, 02 Nov 2007 19:23:00 GMT

Seven Deadly Sins Survey.

Seven Deadly Sins SurveyWrath~Who did you last get angry with? Myself, for driving all the way to Reno to return something and forgetting the reciept at home. GrrrrrrrWhat is your weapon of choice? Wo...
Posted by on Sun, 12 Aug 2007 16:38:00 GMT

My 1st survey. get to know a little about Dawn...

1. When was the last time you had butterflies in your stomach?I'm volunteering at my friends ranch at his FEAT fundraiser for autism and when he told me I was going to be responsible for serving the G...
Posted by on Sat, 21 Jul 2007 17:23:00 GMT