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About Me

Im Derek
I'm sick of lying to myself
I HATE when people lie to me
and i HATE when people keep things from me
i like to skate board, i like being around the water
i enjoy the little sun we get, i like to break shit
im NOT anything close to the person you think i am
and you might think that im just saying that to sound
cool, but really, whenever i let all of myself out
i get fucked over cause of it, so i keep things inside me
i dont ever apperitiate the good things i get in life
not because i dont care, but because im ignorant
if i have feelings for you, chances are you wont
one thing ive come to realize, is that i know ill do the
right thing, if the right thing isnt feel
people take out their anger on me, people take out their
pain on me, but what hurts most is that people take their
love out on me as well, and when the night is over
your satisfied, and i think about it til i puke
i bring out the worst in you, and thats the truth
but some people want it out, and thats where i come in
"I dont know you, but ill
change you if you let me
by my left hand you will die
and by the right youll come alive
drink my blood, eat my flesh
take your love out on me, bondage is what i know best"
- The evolutionaries
SMILE FOREVER
SMILE FOREVER
IMA MAKE IT TO THE MOON IF I HAVE TO CRAWL
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My Interests

music
surfing
anything with boards
anything with water
guitars
cars/preformance
women

"TRANQUILITY"

"My Bro" Add Him!

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I'd like to meet:

not robots
someone that would give me a million dollars
gir

Music:

anything good...

Movies:

MORTAL KOMBAT!....

Television:

South Park - Make Love, Not Warcraft

Add to My Profile | More Videos uh....porn?
12 OZ. MOUSE!

Books:

i dont know how to read... or wright

Heroes:

My Brother, My Dad, All my friends, Me
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My Blog

tongue in a knot

forgive me for my memory but things seemed to have changed"what if's" rule my solitude and keep me barely saneand time goes on and on and onforeverweak hands are cuddling, but only to feel strongand i...
Posted by Derek &hearts .IHJ. on Mon, 14 May 2007 02:31:00 PST

a lil poem

not too hard to figure outbut if you cant ill tell youi felt warm once like i was in the wombbut look at this man now holds flowers in his tombyou take out my eyes but i can still breathso take out my...
Posted by Derek &hearts .IHJ. on Sat, 12 May 2007 02:17:00 PST

4th times a charm

inconclusively my mind sits in purgitoryhaunted by the echos of a long forgotten storybroken and mangled lie the pages of this bookbased upon my life of which everything was tookwhat wrong have i done...
Posted by Derek &hearts .IHJ. on Wed, 09 May 2007 12:32:00 PST

videos

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Posted by Derek &hearts .IHJ. on Tue, 27 Mar 2007 02:49:00 PST

confession

everyonei just told someone something ive never told anyonemy longest kept secretabout my miscilanious fear that i getwhich just so happens to be the thing i fear the leastDeath, you all know i could ...
Posted by Derek &hearts .IHJ. on Wed, 21 Mar 2007 02:05:00 PST

where i stand in life

all my lifepeople have said things to methat must have been attempts at hurting meas i am assuming, but things like thisbecause of my personalityonly make me resist srtongernow where i stand in lifepe...
Posted by Derek &hearts .IHJ. on Tue, 20 Mar 2007 12:41:00 PST

meanings, to everything

we only want we what we want ourselveswe at heart are all greedyand want things for our own benifittherfore our dreams is just our imaginationtaking a climatic state, seeing what wouldbe perfect for u...
Posted by Derek &hearts .IHJ. on Sun, 18 Feb 2007 01:11:00 PST

gf application

Q&A___________________________________________________Are you attractive?Am i attractive?How old are you?What is your favorite beverage?Do you like to dance?Sports?What type of music do you listen to?...
Posted by Derek &hearts .IHJ. on Wed, 07 Feb 2007 09:52:00 PST

this feeling

that i haveis only comprableto shit...im not gunna lie to youim an honest personits because of womenthey make me have this feeling inside melike theres a face in the mirrorthats repulsiveand disgustin...
Posted by Derek &hearts .IHJ. on Sat, 03 Feb 2007 11:27:00 PST

people and carrots

people are like carrots..you dont know how big a carrotis gunna be til you pick itso you shouldnt plan on eatingone for dinner without picking itcuz you might end up being hungryand no one wants to be...
Posted by Derek &hearts .IHJ. on Tue, 30 Jan 2007 11:57:00 PST