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About Me

Like innumerable other people, I'm Matthew.
I love abnormality and nonconformity. I hate people that are the same. If you're the same, don't talk to me. (Just kidding. Most people aren't really the same... let me rephrase. If you enjoy being the same or want other people to be the same, don't talk to me. If you wish you were the same, we may have some room to work with. Ummm... yeah. Break the chains of conformity and expectation.)
People are sheep. They love to follow. It's so easy to let other people think for you. Try to think for yourself. It's way harder than it sounds. Try to form your own opinion that's not dependent on what other people think. I know I can't do it, and sometimes I forget to try too. But we really should. It's really really hard, but... don't be a sheep.
I think that traditional gender roles should be FUCKING DEMOLISHED. I suppose you could say I'm a feminist, sort of... I guess I am. But I'd also like to think I'm a masculinist. Maybe you could just call me an anti-patriarchalist. That pretty much expresses the sentiment I'm after.
I'm not religious, but I believe there's a lot to be learned from religion and religious texts... and insulting someone's faith is like shitting on their life, and I don't tolerate it. However, I am getting sick and tired of the immense influence the Christian religion has on the U.S. government.
Everyone is a hypocrite. This is totally inevitable.
There is no such thing as perfection. There is no such thing as evil. While there may be such a thing as eternity, nothing lasts that long. There are no absolutes, not even this one.
Music is the best thing in the world. I'm not as eclectic in my taste as I'd like to be, but I'm really working at it. If you can recommend interesting bands, composers, individual works, whatever... please do so.
"What broke in a man when he could bring himself to kill another? What broke when he could bring himself to thrust down the knife into the warm flesh, to bring down the axe on the living head, to cleave down between the seeing eyes, to shoot the gun that would drive death into the beating heart?"
--Cry, The Beloved Country by Alan Paton

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Bermucius Yodel.
Captain McSnugglebottomfish.
The KillStopper.
Belly "Jew Dancing" Elry.
The Muffler.
Insanity MortarHead.
Crazy Mr. Rye.
Baron von Asshole Rocketcamp.
Bruce Stringsteam.
John CoCaine and Barack Yomama.
Krentz and the Hand of Shame.
A whole bunch of dead writers.
A whole bunch of dead composers and musicians.
A whole bunch of living writers, composers, and musicians.

And as always, the cliché... you.

My Blog

Philosophizing

Being dead is not like being alive.Death is not a way of life.It cannot be. It is the exact opposite.Paul ist anders als Paula.Death and life are not two sides of the same coin.Death is not part of li...
Posted by on Fri, 30 Oct 2009 03:42:00 GMT

stuff

Everybody's got a cage inside them.We stumble across the earthfrom cradle to grave,blindly grope our waywithout ever sensing anythingbut what falls directly in front of us.We know what we want--maybe,...
Posted by on Sat, 19 Sep 2009 12:37:00 GMT

Musings on Romance

Is it possible that, to me, romance is both fascinating and tired? That it is both alluring and repulsive?Sometimes it certainly seems that way. For example, just now, when I was reading it in This Si...
Posted by on Mon, 08 Dec 2008 07:02:00 GMT

The man who loved a box

Let me tell you about my love.I keep all of my most valuable possessions inside her. All my thoughts, emotions, blankets, and knives and forks and matchesshe keeps them safe and ready.She keeps me cl...
Posted by on Mon, 24 Nov 2008 07:32:00 GMT

I want

I want to be the goddamn superman.I want to know the right thing to do.I want to be the guy everyone wants to be the guy I want to be able to say I am.I want to be the goddamn superman who can say fuc...
Posted by on Wed, 22 Oct 2008 23:52:00 GMT

Bad

What is the big deal about the words:fuckdamnshitThere is some fear of these words, and I'd like to get to the bottom of it. They don't refer to things normally mentioned in polite company I guess, bu...
Posted by on Thu, 07 Feb 2008 15:54:00 GMT

Read this if you wish...

Father is dead.I saw him disappear when the world was destroyed.I head him scream in pain. I smiled. I obliterated him.Allow me to rephrase. As the world was fading away, he was blissfully unaware of ...
Posted by on Mon, 04 Feb 2008 20:13:00 GMT

Obsession

She loves me.She is beautiful; I can say that much. And she is fiery. More so than anyone else I have met. In these respects she is certainly intriguing.I've known her for quite a while, since we were...
Posted by on Sat, 10 Nov 2007 22:38:00 GMT

The Past

The past is depressing. No matter which way you look at it, whether it was good, bad, or indifferent, it's depressing. You can't go back; it's gone forever. You can't change your mistakes, and you can...
Posted by on Sat, 29 Sep 2007 23:01:00 GMT

Religion

So, I'm not a particularly religious person. I don't particularly believe in a God or any other superhuman power, mainly because I have no particular reason to. Of course, I don't have any particular ...
Posted by on Mon, 04 Jun 2007 17:50:00 GMT