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Amanda

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1. im the only person i know to be allergic to a color
2.I can honestly say my fear of balloons has gotten better.
3. I complain... alot. i dont mean to, but apparently i do.
4. Ive moved alot in my life, i cant say that i have loved it, but i cant say i have not liked it either.
5. I have this tendency to always be sick... somehow.
6. I have a bad past... but its not excuse to my actions.
7. I guess you could say ive got bad jealousy issues, i admit to it... if i have too.
8. I guess you could say ive got alot of issues being who i am. i expect people to accept me... in reality, i dont accept me.
9. i could burst out into song at any random time
10.I've never been a social butterfly.... ive always had friends though until this year.. ive never felt so alone.
11.I used to love to be hugged... somehow i now secretly almost hate being touched by anyone.
12. i cant pick a favorite color... i think that it insinuates that i dont like the other colors..
13. I have weird ways of doing things... i have to completely destroy my room in order to clean it..
14. i fantasize about never having to fight with anyone.. but i know its always going to happen
15. im very easily distracted, and much like any other person, i can be very gullible, but dont let that fool you... i can be a very smart person too.
16. I always contemplate all options before making a final decision.. even if i know my answer before hand.
17. i love horror movies.. even if some of them actually do scare me sometimes.
18. I get attached to things too easily, and i could care less about other things sometimes... and i usually get attached to the wrong things.
19. i dont have a true problem with physical pain... but i cant stand emotional pain.
20. I have a tattoo... and i plan on getting a few more eventually. i like the feeling of it.. its numbing.
21. i will press through an issue, even if i dont want to talk about it so that i never have to bring it up again. i guess its my mentallity of saying that if i get it over with, it might not have to come back...
22. I have this image in my mind of my dream wedding... though i know it will never happen that way...
23. Id give anything for thathelpless romantic guy.. i hate flowers... but i love to get them... i just want one, it would make me happy
24. No one ever wants to cook or bake with me. i love to be in control of it and i plan on baking for my career.
25. Im myself... no matter what people try to say, day after day i continually surprise myself at just what i am able to do and who i am able to be.

My Blog

Sweet Butterfly

Butterfly Sweet Butterfly   Butterfly Sweet Butterfly you flew away Up into the clouds where the other butterflies play   You flew so fast and you flew so high Butterfly Sweet Butterfl...
Posted by on Tue, 25 Nov 2008 01:29:00 GMT

Broken

Lost out in the darkthe candle almost outnothing seems realSmoke in the airIts to foggy to seedont lose meBroken tattered tearsof my log lost soulstay with mehes got the keyhe makes me smiledon't brea...
Posted by on Thu, 16 Oct 2008 23:02:00 GMT

Life

So. You all know so far that my name is Amanda. But what is it thats behind my name. Well... I guess you have to know me better to ever know that.  I realized a long time ago that life isnt about...
Posted by on Sun, 09 Mar 2008 14:42:00 GMT

The Raven

Jeff's Fav. Poem... Just cause i can."Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered weak and weary,Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore,While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly ther...
Posted by on Sun, 24 Feb 2008 12:22:00 GMT

Hoping

Hoping I laid my hand ontop of yoursHoping you would hold it I lay my lips upon yoursHoping you would kiss them I lay my head against your chestHoping i could listen I lay my heart in my hands out to...
Posted by on Wed, 02 Jan 2008 20:37:00 GMT

Stop It All

Stop It AllHow do we catch ourselves when we think we are going to fall? How do we stop our selves from crying ourselves to sleep at night? How do we stop this all?Who do we call when we cry?Who do we...
Posted by on Sun, 18 Nov 2007 09:33:00 GMT

Whatever.

I lost him, he gave me awayPicked me up, and just threw it all awayI want him, and i love himand he just threw me awayLike a piece of trashHe threw away meHe just threw it away Just like that...Just l...
Posted by on Wed, 14 Nov 2007 21:43:00 GMT

Confusion

ConfusionConfusion is the loss of mindThe loss of spiritThe the lost of soulConfusion is the break of heartThe break of beautyThe break of SparkCon...
Posted by on Sat, 10 Nov 2007 14:07:00 GMT

What It Comes Down To

It comes down to figuring out what you want, and what you need. What you Desire, and what your destined for. Some things just aren't meant to be, and some things are. give it time... Time is the only...
Posted by on Sun, 21 Oct 2007 18:48:00 GMT

So its nothing new...right?

Is it normal to feel so lost? Yet know right where you are? I feel like th world never breaths for a second. All anyone cares about is going here and going there...  no one stops to smell the flo...
Posted by on Tue, 09 Oct 2007 18:45:00 GMT