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I now also have a web page dedicated to my weight loss. Come and show me some love =) http://www.freewebs.com/everydayisworthit/I'm going through stuff right now that is making me look at my life in a new way. I'm not sureI'm happy with it, and so I'm trying to change for the better, but it is not an easy process. I'm trying to learn to love myself more than I currently do, and to be happy with the things that I have.I love with all my heart, I regret very little, I am loyal until betrayed, I am lost, I have lost many loved ones, I graduated from culinary school, I want to be happy, I hate when people act like they are better than me, I am usually happy with who I am, I struggle with depression, I lie sometimes, I won't tell you what I really want, I have secrets, I don't trust very easily, I will trust you with my life, but not trust you enough to tell me the truth, I worry that I will always be alone, I have been lied to, I didn't have the best childhood, I love the Lord with all my heart, and no one can change that, I love my country, I am skinny in my head, I love to read, I love my friends, I love my family, I have issues with my father, I don't understand how one person can abuse another, I don't believe in abortion, I love to write, I hate when someone get's mad because of something I believe in, and then gets mad when I don't believe in the same things as that they do, I am one of the biggest bitches you will ever meet, I am the sweetest person you will ever meet, I'm stronger than I look, I live a life you probably wouldn't understand, I like do to things that aren't expected of me, I do things that my family wouldn't believe,One of my favorites....definitly something to live by, even if you don't believe..."For everything there is a season, and a time for every matter under heaven; a time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted; a time to kill, and a time to heal; a time to break down, and a time to build up; a time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance; a time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together; a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing; a time to seek, and a time to lose; a time to keep, and a time to cast away; a time to tear, and a time to sew; a time to keep silence, and a time to speak; a time to love, and a time to hate; a time for war, and a time for peace." -Ecclesiastes 3:1-8"People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that's bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they're afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they're wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It's all in how you carry it. That's what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you're letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain." -Jim Morrison“The greater your capacity to love, the greater your capacity to feel the pain.” Jennifer Aniston “It's no good trying to keep up old friendships. It's painful for both sides. The fact is, one grows out of people, and the only thing is to face it.” William Somerset Maugham “Waiting is painful. Forgetting is painful. But not knowing which to do is the worse kind of suffering.” Paulo Coelho girls layout powered by HOT FreeLayouts.com / MyHotComments